so much built up hatred, disgust, and resentment that when i get mad, it all comes out like a removed dam

and then you look at me like im the problem

when YOU TURNED ME INTO THE PROBLEM

I FEEL VIOLENT AND ANGRY

and im scared ill turn out just like you, thats why i stay silent i think

i hate apologizing to you because you make everything a big deal

then you make me think its a big deal

ADMIT ME ALREADY

im scared to try

...
i need help

but uh... im "taking it personally"