today i heard people giving Billie Eilish sht. I idolize her. Why? She is the whole ash reason im alive. The sht she went through, the su!c!dal thoughts, the deep depression. She opened up in an interview once and that changed my life. I was going to OD but i didn't. She fights and is trying to get better. Her songs are things about her or something she went through. I was planning to off myself in some way, but i thought of her interview. i had something to live for. so Thank you Billie,Truly!