☆ Thank you, okay? ★ by _-R3D-V3LV3T_-

Y'know.. Growing up, female.. I never really felt.. Myself. Like a piece of me was missing. The feminine pink stood out to me, but I needed something else, something different.

Then I found it.. This beautiful flag, that stood out to me. I knew the moment I saw it, it was right for me.. It wasn't always right, and..

I thought it was wrong for my gender to keep changing everyday, that wasn't normal, was it? (What even is "normal" anymore?)

cont in comments pluh

#irissweirdlywholesomeposts

Comments
9+
share
like
used tools icons

painting stats

painted on a Nintendo Switch
10 Jul, 2025, 2:18 pm
00:19

Comments

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:20 pm

I thought it made me weird.. I started to hate myself for it. (I'm okay now, I promise <3) I never really tried to do anything violent to myself, but the thoughts were there.. The masculine blue box, feminine pink box, I felt like both boxes, and I didn't know why.. I trapped myself in my own box, a box of hatred and guilt, that no one could ever get into.. I wanted SO BADLY to find a place where I could be everything and like everyone regardless of what they are..

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:23 pm

Then I did.. One day, scrolling on the games with free demos while I was bored, and I came across this.. and I made an account. At first I never really expressed myself, but.. Then I realized that this was a place of peace and not hatred.. Where I could be myself and not get judged.. All of you.. freaking loveable idiots wouldn't hate me for being who I am.. <3 /*** Even though I had support, I still needed someone to relate to, someone who's gender was constantly changing, just like mine.

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:26 pm

Then I found someone.. This.. person. They were just like me. Insecure, sensitive, worrying about embarrassing themselves, terrified they were stupid, and worried that no matter what, people would hate them.. They understood me, y'know? Not gonna say who it is, everyone knows already haha,, /p0s This person.. My fans.. And all of you made me feel.. normal. Like deep down, I wasn't a freak. And it breaks my heart everytime I see someone going through the same things that I once did.

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:29 pm

I hope that all the people, with multiple genders, nonbinary, neopronouns, know that.. You're loved. By me, and many, many others. Just look out there like I once did. For someone, JUST like you. If I did, so can you. And remember, even if I don't say it as often as I do, every single one of you reading this holds a special place in my heart that I hold dear to me, and will never let go of, no matter what. <3 I love all of you! ^w^ /p

Cl0verApple

10 Jul, 2025, 2:34 pm

Thanks brokahoma <3/p

EVIL_jpeg

10 Jul, 2025, 2:35 pm

hhhgrhh this was heartwarming :[[[

-P0RT4LS-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:48 pm

STOP YOU'RE MAKING ME CRY :< (ilyt/p)

ClaggorsWaifuMollie

10 Jul, 2025, 2:57 pm

ILY/p
Im proud of you :heart:/p
IM YOUR PROUD SIS!!!

ClaggorsWaifuMollie

10 Jul, 2025, 3:09 pm

I love you moreeee/p
#ProudLilSisCheeringYouOn

JAZZLEKITTENS

10 Jul, 2025, 3:13 pm

AHHH I LOVE U SO MUCHHH/p
UR SO AMAZING

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

10 Jul, 2025, 3:15 pm

@JAZZLEKITTENS
TYSSMMMM
ILYT SIS :stuck_out_tongue: /P

_L0TTERY_

10 Jul, 2025, 3:52 pm

me not changing genders every hour-

ill be here for yah mate, just your silly neighbourhood 'yoam'

(also you shouldve written my essay for spoken language level 2 distinction star for you)

_-Foxy-Lily-_

10 Jul, 2025, 7:19 pm

... all i can say is TuT
that was beautiful.

-_SUN_-

11 Jul, 2025, 8:59 am

<3 but my grades....... :[
im glad you shared with us and i didn't think of myself as lovable till you said the community was :]

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

11 Jul, 2025, 5:31 pm

i'm glad you made an account on here! <3

Alex_034

14 Jul, 2025, 4:03 pm

aww that's so sweet (why'd i start crying happy tears-)

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

14 Jul, 2025, 4:04 pm

@Alex_034
WHHY ARE YOU HERE HELP /j
and ofcccc ilyyyyy <33333

Alex_034

14 Jul, 2025, 4:05 pm

@CH4NC3- ily2 gahhhh X3
(bro this aint me my oc escaped the b4s3m3nt again)

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

14 Jul, 2025, 4:06 pm

@Alex_034
help i was walking through whole foods and bro was there

Alex_034

14 Jul, 2025, 4:13 pm

omg why is bro escaping sfm-/silly

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

14 Jul, 2025, 4:14 pm

@Alex_034
bro should be the monster under someones bed atp /silly

Alex_034

14 Jul, 2025, 4:19 pm

exactly vro :pensive:/silly

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

14 Jul, 2025, 4:21 pm

@Alex_034
im the monster lurking in your closet/silly

its giving unhealthy obsession

Alex_034

14 Jul, 2025, 4:23 pm

ohemgee i love that song (not as much as you tho *cough*)

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

14 Jul, 2025, 4:25 pm

@Alex_034
LITERALLY IM UNHEALTHILY OBSESSED WITH THAT SONG (not as much as i am with you tho cough wow the dust in this room is crazy)

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

14 Jul, 2025, 4:26 pm

@Alex_034
wait was that you calling me out for being waaay obsessed with that song :face_with_raised_eyebrow: /silly

Alex_034

14 Jul, 2025, 4:27 pm

hmm idk :0/silly

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

14 Jul, 2025, 4:30 pm

@Alex_034
omg how brutally clever of you imma expose you on twitter now :disappointed: :broken_heart: /silly

Alex_034

14 Jul, 2025, 4:31 pm

noooo :fearful:

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

14 Jul, 2025, 4:32 pm

@Alex_034
nyeheheheheheh /silly

Alex_034

14 Jul, 2025, 4:39 pm

*cries*/silly

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

14 Jul, 2025, 4:39 pm

@Alex_034
jk i like partners that tease me :yum:

omg that made me sound like a bottom

Alex_034

14 Jul, 2025, 4:41 pm

gasp :frowning:/silly

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

14 Jul, 2025, 4:47 pm

@Alex_034
im scared to know what youre going to do with that information :smile_cat:.. /silly

Alex_034

14 Jul, 2025, 4:54 pm

hm just wait and see hehe :smiling_imp:/silly

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

14 Jul, 2025, 4:57 pm

@Alex_034
ookaayy:frowning:.. /silly

Please login to leave comments

delete comment?

just delete
delete comment and prevent this user from commenting on your paintings
report as inappropriate

English

Japanese