☆ Thank you, okay? ★ by CH4NC3-

Y'know.. Growing up, female.. I never really felt.. Myself. Like a piece of me was missing. The feminine pink stood out to me, but I needed something else, something different.

Then I found it.. This beautiful flag, that stood out to me. I knew the moment I saw it, it was right for me.. It wasn't always right, and..

I thought it was wrong for my gender to keep changing everyday, that wasn't normal, was it? (What even is "normal" anymore?)

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CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:18 pm

gng dont comment yet

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:20 pm

I thought it made me weird.. I started to hate myself for it. (I'm okay now, I promise <3) I never really tried to do anything violent to myself, but the thoughts were there.. The masculine blue box, feminine pink box, I felt like both boxes, and I didn't know why.. I trapped myself in my own box, a box of hatred and guilt, that no one could ever get into.. I wanted SO BADLY to find a place where I could be everything and like everyone regardless of what they are..

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:23 pm

Then I did.. One day, scrolling on the games with free demos while I was bored, and I came across this.. and I made an account. At first I never really expressed myself, but.. Then I realized that this was a place of peace and not hatred.. Where I could be myself and not get judged.. All of you.. freaking loveable idiots wouldn't hate me for being who I am.. <3 /*** Even though I had support, I still needed someone to relate to, someone who's gender was constantly changing, just like mine.

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:23 pm

istg if you interrupt my ranting /j

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:26 pm

Then I found someone.. This.. person. They were just like me. Insecure, sensitive, worrying about embarrassing themselves, terrified they were stupid, and worried that no matter what, people would hate them.. They understood me, y'know? Not gonna say who it is, everyone knows already haha,, /p0s This person.. My fans.. And all of you made me feel.. normal. Like deep down, I wasn't a freak. And it breaks my heart everytime I see someone going through the same things that I once did.

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:29 pm

I hope that all the people, with multiple genders, nonbinary, neopronouns, know that.. You're loved. By me, and many, many others. Just look out there like I once did. For someone, JUST like you. If I did, so can you. And remember, even if I don't say it as often as I do, every single one of you reading this holds a special place in my heart that I hold dear to me, and will never let go of, no matter what. <3 I love all of you! ^w^ /p

La1nU_U

10 Jul, 2025, 2:34 pm

Thanks brokahoma <3/p

La1nU_U

10 Jul, 2025, 2:34 pm

broklahoma*

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:34 pm

@-P0RT4LS-
forgot to ping some1 mb

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:35 pm

@La1nU_U
ofc mate <3 /p

Felix-lol

10 Jul, 2025, 2:35 pm

hhhgrhh this was heartwarming :[[[

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:36 pm

@Felix-lol
heheheh

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:38 pm

okay but wth is that me doodle :pray:

-Cumul0n1mbus-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:39 pm

My heart melted :heart:
Also if this was graded, I'd fail 100% :skull:
not-so-fun fact: I failed my IRW during school :sob:

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:40 pm

@--1nd1g0--
ly kiddo
real tho omg i failed my civics test last school year

-Cumul0n1mbus-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:43 pm

oh noo :sob:
ngl, my fave core subject was civics :skull:
I say WAS, bc my fave subject is Science :sparkles:

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:43 pm

@--1nd1g0--
my favorite subject is 3:00

-Cumul0n1mbus-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:46 pm

what's 3:00? srry if I sound dumb, we probably go to different schools :skull:

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:47 pm

@--1nd1g0--
thats the end of the school day :smiley:..
imma stop flooding the comments now lmaoo

-P0RT4LS-

10 Jul, 2025, 2:48 pm

STOP YOU'RE MAKING ME CRY :< (ilyt/p)

MollieLvsClaggor

10 Jul, 2025, 2:57 pm

ILY/p
Im proud of you :heart:/p
IM YOUR PROUD SIS!!!

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 3:09 pm

@MollieLvsClaggor
tysmm lil sista :stuck_out_tongue:
luv yaaa /p

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 3:09 pm

@-P0RT4LS-
im cryin too dw
:heart: /p

MollieLvsClaggor

10 Jul, 2025, 3:09 pm

I love you moreeee/p
#ProudLilSisCheeringYouOn

JAZZLEKITTENS

10 Jul, 2025, 3:13 pm

AHHH I LOVE U SO MUCHHH/p
UR SO AMAZING

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 3:15 pm

@JAZZLEKITTENS
TYSSMMMM
ILYT SIS :stuck_out_tongue: /P

doobie_

10 Jul, 2025, 3:52 pm

me not changing genders every hour-

ill be here for yah mate, just your silly neighbourhood 'yoam'

(also you shouldve written my essay for spoken language level 2 distinction star for you)

CH4NC3-

10 Jul, 2025, 4:25 pm

@doobie_
sob yoam how dare you
imma sue

doobie_

10 Jul, 2025, 4:33 pm

NOOO DONT SUE MEH

Em_1220X3

10 Jul, 2025, 5:59 pm

that was so sweet!! :D
i'm so proud of you (even though i was already proud with to begin with <3/p)
Ily :heart:/p

_-Foxy-Lily-_

10 Jul, 2025, 7:19 pm

... all i can say is TuT
that was beautiful.

-_SUN_-

11 Jul, 2025, 8:59 am

<3 but my grades....... :[
im glad you shared with us and i didn't think of myself as lovable till you said the community was :]

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

11 Jul, 2025, 5:31 pm

i'm glad you made an account on here! <3

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