the way i look upon my self while with others sickens me the thoughts the memorys its all sickening the way i help others prove futile it proves to be...pointless i tried heping a dear friend of mine and all i do is help them talk to the other its sickening to do so. i find my life fruitless to the lord and those around me its nothing but a hollow husk of a so called knight that roams the world and the best part is no one cares..i share my pain and others talk over me..it all hurts
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