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@NONdere i js dont wanna spiral in my last relationship cuz i realized polyamory isnt 'a option for me

1) i do not like them, especially since they had an old acc they faked cancer on but deny cuz the old acc got deleted,

2) i get 'possesive' which can lead to me either being mean to the other person or distancing myself and becoming bitter which is something i dont do on purpose it js happens i feel guity abt it but it js happens

3) like 1, i js dont kno them past their past actions

i dont kno where my behavior in 2 developed from,, it started thus past year and its what made me stop and realize im not poly anymore with my attitude being like this,,

i saw u said you like them back tho so i want u to be happy but i dont wanna end up being a bad partner to u,, ij feel conflicted rn ig?? i sound rea:ly attention seekng now so imna go to bed maybe

@VeIvetHeart alright, wont ask them out

@NONdere im sorry-