I have this suffocating feeling that keeps coming back, usually at times when im alone with my thoughts. Its this urgent voice that tells me I must create something amazing, something that could be enjoyed by others, but then theres nothing i can come up with, and I cant succeed for the urgent voice, so ill think some more. Ill never come up with something good enough and thats what suffocates me in the end. So ill listen to some music and drown everything out, drift off to sleep.finally peace.