i can hear her too.

what a fatty.

sienna ure shaking th ground stop

hi

@xesyag h-hey..

lost two followers today #funny #lol

i will scrap them .....

@xesyag sigh i loose followers like everydya

i dont even check mine

@xesyag i check mine because i feel usless if i dont get praised for atleast one thing in a day :joy: :joy: one hate comment and i will delete my account

its sad because you work so hard to post regularly and put alot of effort into it and people unfollow you and it takes a while for you to reach your follower goal :(

@xesyag since im a jealous person seeing others succeed around me gives me the will to make myself be better instead of putting me off and making me give up

i wish i could give you my followers you deserve them alot more

i get jealous soo easily in like everyday situations and i beat myself up mentally for being jealous

@xesyag no people will only follow me if they like me or if im doing good you cant make someone follow me

@Channy_xoxo you deserve a lot more your art is sm better

and you as a person is really nice. youre really friendly and fun to talk to, people should love u and ur art :pray:

@xesyag well i can see why people wouldnt follow me and anyway if people alwsys followed me and prsised my art id probably turn very egotistical

u deserve the praise though

@xesyag im better off without it even,if it makes me feel useless when i dont have it

:(

@xesyag iwas better in like march and februsry even tho i was liek really depresse my art go t like loadsmore love maybe i need to stat drawing haxbin hotel characters moe often again :disappointed_relieved:

you should draw what u like the most so u enjoy it more

@xesyag but if i dont like what i drawing but other people like what i draw then i will end up happier because ill get more nice things said and then ill know its not just my friends absolutely glazing me

draw both then

@xesyag no would rather please everyone else instead my omori art sucks

your omori art has been my favourite

@xesyag but its no one elses favourite i should just give up and die ill never be happh while pleasing people and thats dumb cuz pleasing people is meant to make me happy

no no noo everyone else likes it yu have gold stars on all of them

wait..

@xesyag i should get atleast over one gold star otherwise its a flop in my eyes and this is what i mean if no one ever praised me id be so proud for getting 25 likes

by the morning youll have over 25 likes im sure

why is EVERYTHING i saw always countered by my own thoughts i am constantly battling myself i cant have a solid opinion without myself fighting myself help

you deserve those likes

@xesyag by the morning my account will be deleted and GONE :flushed: :flushed: flushed:

no

@xesyag i feel greedy for complainng about likes and followers :joy: :joy:

no youre not i get pissed when no one likes my drawings

@xesyag i know like this is thw worst possiblegame flr me im too jealous i get jealous of my friends everyday irl and online i get jealous for not being the best and i get jealous from other peoples looks cuz im ugly and im jealous of people having better relationships than me and im jealous of people having real families and imjealous f anyone who is better than me or given more praise than me and im jealous when i dont have attemtion and i dont even try to attention seek i avoid it at all cost

riley youre not ugly, also from your point of view it might look as though peopld have better relationships and other stuff like thatthan you but in reality everyone has their own problems with those its not always as happy as it looks

@xesyag i hate admitting that im jealous but if i wasnt a jalous person my life would be so much better and id be liek so much happier

its ok if you feel jealous you cant really control feeling those emotions. maybe it would help if you look at stuff more positively,, like your drawings already get into trending and get gold stars so thats a start

not everyone is perfect

@xesyag looking at thingd positevly i so hard for me tp do idk why im such a pessimist all the time i wish i wasnt

@xesyag i better be perfect by next year or im not eating for a month :heart:

you can try a little though

no that doesnt make things any better

@xesyag hashtag cool hashtag nice i deserve a medal and four trophys and everything i should be a king i should control this world

only four???

@xesyag i deserve a new brain with different wirring i HATE MYSELF

no

@xesyag wherr is my shoya ishida redemption arc :joy: :joy:

does everyone have blue crosses on their face...

labubu

@xesyag yes im going to kms soon :flushed: :flushed:

joking just take your medicatioh riley :joy: :joy:

did you hear that stoey of a girl who went off her medication for adhd and kìlled her little brother she was like 11 years old

tomorrow take your medication

no what

@xesyag i feel like a crazy grandma when i take it

@xesyag she had a spychotic episode or somethung

how did she **** her brother

@xesyag she stabbed him

oh!!

where did you even hear about this

@xesyag going down rabbit holes of research

sometimes i read the news for fun

@xesyag are you kira!!

yes...

@xesyag wow!

ive been hiding it all this time

@xesyag diana true identity :flushed:

why are we talking on a post about sienna

@xesyag because sienna is my icon

thump thump

@xesyag is my user cute hot

@BirthaWinklefart

yes

@xesyag bunny bunny hop hop

so cute

should i keep my username or change it

come back

@xesyag make it sienna number one fan

i will

@xesyag cute

@SiennaNumberOneFan hey hottie..

i love sienna....

@SiennaNumberOneFan WAIT

what

HELP

sienna and summer x

@SiennaNumberOneFan i love summmer

besties !!!!!!

@SiennaNumberOneFan you are my BEASTIE. :heart:

yes!!!!

@SiennaNumberOneFan i wan5 to see my frinds tomorow again love heart love heart i wish i knrw u irl sigh..

i wish me you and channy could all hang out together irl :broken_heart:

@SiennaNumberOneFan i probably wuld be shy and mo cuz ive never seen you irl......8d be quiet emo kid......

honestly me too

@SiennaNumberOneFan s-s-ss-s--s-s-s/ss-s-ss-s-stim attack :flushed: :flushed: f:llushed

thats how i speak ....

@SiennaNumberOneFan if i stim dont lauh.....g..........i cant....he....l.....p....i..t,................

i laughed

@SiennaNumberOneFan blocjed. dni. im being bullied. im not ok. **** kink. im not ok.

#emo

@SiennaNumberOneFan p...i....s.....s.....k.....i.....n....k.....

me too

@SiennaNumberOneFan really!? i think i jus found my soulmate.........

sienna x summer !!!

@SiennaNumberOneFan whats the ship name

siemmer

sumenna

@SiennaNumberOneFan first one is best becauxe i also thought of that

siemmer is so cute

@SiennaNumberOneFan its my comfort ship... whenever i cry over my lufe i draw siemmer yuri and the pain.goes away... :heart:

thats.... deep..... i cried a little

@SiennaNumberOneFan i love atsushi fanfiction hashtag fоreskin eating

hahtag using a baby as a vib,rator

@SiennaNumberOneFan STOP?? HOW HIGH WAS THE CREATOR OF THAT FANFICTION WHERE DO YOU EVEN THINK OF THA KIND OF STUFF

hashtag ***,ming in a tire :heart:

@SiennaNumberOneFan THATS NOT OK?? IM LISTENING AND IM JUDGING??

im being myself.....

@SiennaNumberOneFan STOP BEING YOURSELF AND LEAVE

potato sеx.

NO NEVER!!!!

@SiennaNumberOneFan i want i love atsushi fanfiction creator drugs and mentality they sound wholesome and cute

i will find them

@SiennaNumberOneFan tell them riley needs a boyfriend and they are perfect for the role

what if its a middle aged woman

@SiennaNumberOneFan ok ***** are fine too

you can tell what that says

wha if shes lesbian

@SiennaNumberOneFan im transitioning to femael

what if shes married

@SiennaNumberOneFan who cares maybe her wife is hot too

three some

@SiennaNumberOneFan yes woohoo!