what is this? by H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

i don't know how to describe what i'm feeling
it's genuine warmth and happiness
when i think of him, my heart flies around
i want to be around him, and to hold him close on cold nights
i want his love, but i don't want it to be forced
i don't know what's going on, but i've felt like this deep inside, and now it's surfacing
he makes me feel loved
and important

god, he dropped straight from the heavens

not a vent
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05 Jul, 2025, 2:54 am
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H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

05 Jul, 2025, 2:56 am

WHAT
I DID NOT USE A SONARPEN
WHAT IS THIS SORCERY

Mellowyellow24

05 Jul, 2025, 2:57 am

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3 lol but i dunno how to really help with that to me a crush is just a crush

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

05 Jul, 2025, 2:59 am

@Mellowyellow24
mine is a friend who gave me false hope.
change doesn't change the person.

WAIT
I SHOULD USE THAT AS A QUOTE
OR SMTHI
ITS FIRE

my body can't decide if i'm tryna be in love
or goofy asf

-_GayCosmoz-_

05 Jul, 2025, 3:00 am

OHHH?

LOVE LOCATED? :D

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

05 Jul, 2025, 3:02 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-
same guy
he makes me so happy :D

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

05 Jul, 2025, 3:04 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-
like, same guy as last time

i don't know if it's love though..
everytime i love someone, they hurt me
i don't know if i can take the risk of rejection
considering i'm a sensitive bïtch who needs to grow up

-_GayCosmoz-_

05 Jul, 2025, 3:06 am

ACKHEM-

i'm a sensitive-weirdahh bxtch too-
when my grandpa died i didn't cry, but when i get yelled at i struggle not to.

But love is love, love sucks for me.
I don't really feel love.

But dat doesn't mean yew shouldn't! >:(

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

05 Jul, 2025, 3:08 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-
i mean
i sure as hêll try
but it doesn't ever work out

-_GayCosmoz-_

05 Jul, 2025, 3:09 am

maybe it should stay small for a bit then, it'll be a lot js to get straight into dating or smt

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

05 Jul, 2025, 3:13 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-
like he even likes me back
he has a girlfriend, but she's lowkey shïtty :pray:

like, not jealous, but this girl used to talk trash about EVERYONE, and told a friend of mine that her life has n9 meaning, and that my friend shouldn't of been born.

-_GayCosmoz-_

05 Jul, 2025, 3:14 am

hope she dies.

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

05 Jul, 2025, 3:17 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-
damn-
understandable though

i've turned her nice, so she'll treat her bf (my crush) like he wants to be. he talks to me about relationship shït, and i think he just wants love.

-_GayCosmoz-_

05 Jul, 2025, 3:18 am

he should dump her tbh :/

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

05 Jul, 2025, 3:20 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-
she's treating him good so far, the second she hurts him, i'm going rapunzel style (whacking people w/ frying pans)

-_GayCosmoz-_

05 Jul, 2025, 6:40 am

HECK YEAH

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

05 Jul, 2025, 6:04 pm

@-_CosmoC4t_-
like
i'm heavily trained in flipping pancakes
i can whoop äss with a frying pan

-_GayCosmoz-_

05 Jul, 2025, 8:19 pm

GET COLIN >:D

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

05 Jul, 2025, 9:45 pm

@-_CosmoC4t_-
YEAH
I'LL BEAT COLINS ÄSS!

-_GayCosmoz-_

06 Jul, 2025, 3:05 am

YEAHEHEHEHHAH-

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