gretq my menta. state SUCKS tudqy

im scaref i could like barely breath thfough that thing imdon wearib them fr a while

0ls why do i do this why whyw hy i build these friggin habits in less than a secod an now if i dont do if i start BAWLING like im friggn FIVE.

i sunno whyi dunno why i try to stop cryng i dont know why i just wanna be "sunshine lollipops an rainbows" all the friggin time. i dunno why i stop myself frum cussin that even if i think a cuss word i start shaming myself.

i neee fribgin he.p if im crying over not seein my gf less than 24 hours of seeing hef i should be inTHERAPY or somethin

:(

do u need 2 talk im here 4 u pooki?..

my moms a councldf wh cant k talk to her, why? cux im scared to te.. her ive had thoughs about so many scenarios that will NEVER HAPPEN an im just 13 an i shouldnt even be in a relationship an im too obsessed an it could just be shes a best friend I DONT HAVE DREAMS OF MAKING OUT WITH MY BEST FRIEND I DONT FRIGGIN FEAR THAT I MIGHT DO SOMETHIN I DONT WANNA DO IF SHE EVER DISSAPEARS.

@noon-midnight
yes yes pls yes i need to talk to someone pls

There's always that call button on ur watch yk just ask ur mom real quick (Insert similing imp I lost my switch last night)

ok gurl im here speak 2 me..

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@sillyz_143
ohyes oh pls can you text me on my watch sayig you wanna call so i can ask my mom? i gotta calm down first my face is all red an puffy from sobbing.

@noon-midnight
just read som of the stuff i said i gotta wash my face off rq

@-1nf3ct3d_banj0-2
yeah ofc

*hug* :(

@sillyz_143
thank you sm gigi