gahh about 3 more minutes till i leave tha house :heart_eyes_cat:

@-1nf3ct3d_banj0-2
agh was brushing teeth

@sillyz_143
AH IM STALKING YOU YER ON RIGHT NOW GET ON HERE NOW PLS

@sillyz_143
GIGI GIGI PLEASE :pray:

@-1nf3ct3d_banj0-2
ah ah ah okokok

@sillyz_143
gigi im like about ta cry in tha not giod way

@-1nf3ct3d_banj0-2
oh no, what happened?

@sillyz_143
i dunno its just i feel like really grss an stuff

@sillyz_143
yknow when i told you about that tumgik place an how it sent me ta those websites?

@sillyz_143
i like remember what it showed me an lik NONE of my coping methods are working and i feel disgusting when i shuld feel happy

@sillyz_143
an like i just saw you i just kissed you i should be happy about that i love you i love you sm i dont know what id do withut you i dont know what to do

@sillyz_143
an i feel like im like a bad partner an stuff cuz i cant do ANYTHING with you an i suck at giving stuff to you an im annoying with my weird obsessions that even i hate myself fer liking sm atp an i jist feel really crappy rn.

Awh man that sucks, try to do something to get your mind off of it, I know if seems hard but dwelling about it wont do anything. Make some Kandi or draw, maybe even take like a relaxing shower. i know you don't wanna not be happy but ur gonna have those moments where everything you know to try and help isnt working. sorry if like none of this helps or makes sense, i try my best at advice but I dont wanna make you think you can't talk to me

alie you are the love of my life and I adore anything you do. I know it sucks that we can't do things often but that is no way ur fault

@sillyz_143
ik i just dont wanna cry infront of my family rn..

I could listen to you rant about some old cartoon character that popped up in a 6 second milk commercial for hours and not get bored

@sillyz_143
you jist seem so much better an perfect than me you know how to make me feel so loved i start crying or get really excited when i get kissed yer gifts are always so amazing especially that card fer my birthday.
an i feel clueless of what im doing cuz i have no idea what being in a relationship is like im just going along with it an i dont know if im doing stuff wrong or not.

Are you allowed to like go to your room for a minute? you kinda need the space rn

@sillyz_143
awh gigi...
i lve you sm i dont know how to say that even more i feel like im bein repetative but i really do
i could listen to you talkin about a new video game you like anytime an start cryin over it just cuz of the way you say it ta me.

@sillyz_143
uhm i could try

@sillyz_143
mkay im in here they didnt call me out fer goin upstairs so thats a good sign :thumbsup:

Alie we are awkward gay 13 year olds in our first relationship. i get embarrassed even trying to slightly flirt and you do it so well. you're doing great and I feel so incredibly loved. (sorry I'm taking kinda long with these responses..)

Alright, just try to do something to keep your mind off that stuff. or if you wanna just keep talking about it with me that's fine

Alright who's setting off fireworks

@sillyz_143
its okay idm i just love seeing them
lol ya i feel bad about flirting cuz i feel like i might go too far an it'll make you feel uncomfortable, or its really bad, i [mainly] steal flirts cuz if all my flirts were mine you would be getting a lot of cartoony nonsense that sounds like a dad joke gone wrong :sweat_smile:

@sillyz_143
oh pls i still wanna keep talking with you it makes me feel better

@sillyz_143
cant even wait fer tomorrow :pray:
ah man tomorrow nights gunna suck i have neighbours that set off illegal ones that triggers my fear
we JUST had a fire near us broski stop tryna burn our neighbourhood down :pray:

@-1nf3ct3d_banj0-2
and i'd still get flustered somehow :kissing_cat:

Aughh dude my neighbors too. I dont think they're illegal bud they always have a big party and we have a bunch of trees in our backyard so it makes me nervous

@sillyz_143
id probably freak out that i did something wrong if i saw you flustered :sweat_smile:

@sillyz_143
ya they got tha one that looks like Disney, cept i dont feel safe cuz disney has a fire team an its legal fer them but my neighbours do NOT. i wanna report em but i dont knos their address :crying_cat_face:

@sillyz_143
aghh speak of tha devils i hear fireworks now :pray:

@-1nf3ct3d_banj0-2
next ur neighbors are gonna pull up drones like disney

@sillyz_143
drones would be better they dont cause fires :pray:

@-1nf3ct3d_banj0-2
yeah goodness :worried:

@sillyz_143
gahh i dont get sports my parents are watchin a dodgers game rn cuz there's somethin one piece related in it [my dad's idea] an i have no clue whats goin on :broken_heart:

@-1nf3ct3d_banj0-2
i only really like hockey, but the injures make me ahh

@sillyz_143
i would be cooked if i was on a hockey team :broken_heart: yer gunna see a news report about a girl who died frum getting tackled because she had the puck near her fer a second

@-1nf3ct3d_banj0-2
and an ice skate to the back like aghhhh ehhhhh im good

@sillyz_143
lowk, roller bladin is like ice skatin on land.
so shouldnt it be land skatin..?

@sillyz_143
i dunno i feel like a goofier version of matpat fer sayin that :pensive:

@-1nf3ct3d_banj0-2
welllllll roller blading has wheels and ice skating doesnt soo idk

@sillyz_143
i just saw a ad about hedgehogs on vacation an they looked so friggin cute im losin my mind
my mind has officially gone soft :pray:

@-1nf3ct3d_banj0-2
im so sad theyre illegal to own where we live :sob:

@sillyz_143
awh man they are :worried:

@sillyz_143
alr i gtg ta bed love [pls dont flop :pray:]
i loveee you mwah mwah mwah x ∞ :kissing_cat: :kissing_cat: :kissing_cat:

@-1nf3ct3d_banj0-2
yeah, one of my friends moved to wisconsin and got one

@-1nf3ct3d_banj0-2
agh i didnt see that, i love you!! :kissing_cat: