I hate this i hate not being able to see various objects the same anymore,pencil sharpeners ,scissors,kn1ves... it pains me knowing that at any time i can find myself using school supplies wrong and end up hating myself for it. I hate how my friends ignore me and how people treat me when i was mean . it wasnt my fault. i felt ashamed and people treated me badly . i stood up for myself and people ended up thinking i was a bully.nobody liked me .nobody cared.nobody cried like i did.

when i was younger my dad was beating my brother and i then he went to jail, then ben the stepfather came in. but he was worse. when me and my younger sister were in our room HE came in. thats when i found out he was diddy 2.0 me and my sis got violated in the worst possible way. after that my sister got more violent towards other plp besides me. ben said if we told anyone he would **** us right there and then. i was also sent to the police many times for not listing to my mothers instructions

and also for running away many times, almost my whole childhood i was locked up in my room. So when i went to school i would always act Happy and put on a smile @willowedtherian @purevanillas_husband

@CemeteryBoy_mp4

@Douma_The_Diva oh my uh also (i don't think you should @ that person[not the that made the post)

srry, didnt mean to send this to u, i was tryin to remember pom poms user T^T @purevanillas_husband

oh its ok idc and dont mind lol i like reading vents even if im not sad lol

Im feeling so scared rn.

do i really talk that much...

who are these people like i wanna be friends with them i js cant i feel like tho. :/ i ramble too much