im just a theif
of course i didnt take it to talk to my freinds
of course i didn't make freinds who saved my life when you were gone on there
of course i did it out of malice
of course im doing it for attention
of course im su!cidal.
of course i almost died today because of you
of course i dont want to be around you
of course you're why i do it
of course you can't fix me
of course therapy doesnt help
of course i'm not getting out of bed tomorrow.
of course i don't love you
why would i?
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27 Jun, 2025, 6:57 am
of course nobody cares
im sorry i wanted help
im sorry
27 Jun, 2025, 7:12 am
you need to talk bro? I've stolen stuff, and I'm slip & slidal, so I'll probably know how you feel :(
27 Jun, 2025, 7:12 am
What happened...?
27 Jun, 2025, 7:16 am
@_-Foxy-Lily-_ @NornixArt2
so basically because my tab dont have internet i took the family computer(that nobody uses) upstairs w/ me
so i can talk to my irl freinds while i dont have a phone
i got caught w/ it
and now i know im gonna lose my internet and be punished for it
becuase thats what i deserve for wanting to talk to someone outside my family
because i can't be happy
might as well just end it
but i can't
i made a promise
i wan't my freinds to live
and so i must go on
sorry rambled there
27 Jun, 2025, 7:21 am
Its completely fine
Just because you did this doesn't mean you should end it. I admit that I have done the same many times- and it does make you feel bad, but it shouldn't be a strong enough reason. Just know you will be back and talking with your friends sooner then what you expect.
Sorry if this sounds odd- im bad with sympathy.
27 Jun, 2025, 7:26 am
@NornixArt2
i try to tell myself that
im sorry if i sound ungrateful here but
i do try to tell myself i can talk to them again soon
but the only reason in still going is my online freinds
and for this the chances of losing my internet are strong
i'm already talking to them less and less
i dont know
thankyou though
really.
27 Jun, 2025, 7:58 am
I hope things turn for the better ♡
27 Jun, 2025, 9:11 am
don't be sorry for rambling.
what you did, I've done too. i got caught as well. but you'll live through it, dw. don't end it, I've done the same thing * AND WORSE * and i promise it'll get better. dw :3