. by H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

i can't take life anymore.
if i can't feel anything, what's the point of being alive?
i can't even love myself
i'm done
why should i live? others would be better off without me.
their life would be a paradise

my family either hates me, or there's drama going on
i just want to be happy
i want to feel something other than love, or a second of joy
i need to feel something

deleting later.

i'm so godamn childish
i need to grow the fück up

you may like.
i seem over-dramatic.
i'm sorry.

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24 Jun, 2025, 10:36 pm
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-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

24 Jun, 2025, 10:43 pm

Since u helped me. Im here 4 u bby if u wanna talk we csn. Ilysm bby.

imbored_101

24 Jun, 2025, 10:45 pm

u ok ;(

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

24 Jun, 2025, 10:49 pm

@-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-
thank you honey.
i haven't been able to feel much emotion over the past few months, i've been able to feel love, and some moments of happiness, but no anger, or fear, or nervousness, or confidence.
i'm gaining weight and i feel like a fat pig every time i eat.
i put salt in my water to dispose of weight, but i haven't been able to lately. i feel weak and uneasy.
i want to shrivel up and die.

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

24 Jun, 2025, 10:50 pm

@imbored_101
i'm afraid that's a no.

PinkB0w

24 Jun, 2025, 10:57 pm

are you ok.?

-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

24 Jun, 2025, 11:00 pm

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

I get it.. if u d!e ill kms.. Ur not fat no matter what anyone says. Ur beautiful and amazing and for gods sake im lucky Im married 2 u.

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

24 Jun, 2025, 11:00 pm

@starzyyx
i'm fine. :thumbsup:
just a bit of a tough time :thumbsup:

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

24 Jun, 2025, 11:01 pm

totally..

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

24 Jun, 2025, 11:02 pm

@-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-
honey, if i die, please don't kys.
you'll find someone better than me, or the exact same. i know you will, it'll be like nothing ever changed

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

24 Jun, 2025, 11:03 pm

i'm lucky to have you in my life, but you could replace me, everyone has a clone out in the world.

-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

24 Jun, 2025, 11:04 pm

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Ml I cant replace you. And ill never replace you. Ily too much to. Ilysm and we can cuddle anytime you want. Ill be here 4 u.

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

24 Jun, 2025, 11:10 pm

@-Momiji-
i'm really sorry if i seem rude or oblivious, but with all that's going on, i just need a minute to figure out what's going on.
i'm not mad at you, i just need a bit.
i'm sorry if i seem rude
i really am.

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

24 Jun, 2025, 11:12 pm

@-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-
thank you honey, but there are much better people than me, you could find someone better, or someone who could do something about people's problems

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

24 Jun, 2025, 11:16 pm

@-Momiji-
i'm really glad you understand.
again i'm sorry, it's just alot right now

nickitay2017

24 Jun, 2025, 11:31 pm

dont do it i love your drawings who else will i like and comment on x

-_GayCosmoz-_

25 Jun, 2025, 1:11 am

Istf if you ever need to vent to me, DONT BOTHER ASKING-

YOU CAN TALK TO ME WHENEVER.

YOU HAVE SAVED MY LIFE SO MANY TIMES DUDE.

And i cant travel alone

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

25 Jun, 2025, 1:19 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-
ty dude :heart:/p

you won't be traveling alone :heart:/p
IM GETTING YOU OUTTA THAT SHÏTTY HOUSEHOLD

-_GayCosmoz-_

25 Jun, 2025, 1:44 am

THANK THE LORD :pray:

LOWKEY ACTUALLY THINK IM BEING NEGLECTED :broken_heart:

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

25 Jun, 2025, 1:45 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-
YOU'RE WORTHY OF LOVE

I NEED YOU TO PROMISE ME ONE THING-

-_GayCosmoz-_

25 Jun, 2025, 1:50 am

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

THANK YOU :sob: :heart:/p

GO ON

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

25 Jun, 2025, 2:08 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-
THAT U AREN'T A OLD MAN WHO WOULD **** FOR FEET PICS :pray:

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

25 Jun, 2025, 2:09 am

@_Pr3tty_Xtreme_
i can't promise anything, but i'll sure as hell try.

-_GayCosmoz-_

25 Jun, 2025, 2:11 am

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

NOOOOOOOOOOO- :skull: :sob:

HELL NO :clap: :broken_heart:

I DONT THINK AN ADULT OR EVEN TEEN ACTS LIKE ME LOWKEY- :sob:

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

25 Jun, 2025, 2:14 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-

WE'RE OUR OWN SPECIES OF ALIEN OR SUM SHÏT :pray:

-_GayCosmoz-_

25 Jun, 2025, 2:22 am

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

LOWKEY WANNA BE AN ALIEN

SOME OF THEM ARE ADORABLE

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

25 Jun, 2025, 2:36 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-
FR
LIKE LET ME BE GNARPY OR SUTHMING

-_GayCosmoz-_

25 Jun, 2025, 2:38 am

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

I LOVE GNARPY BRO

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

25 Jun, 2025, 2:39 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-
ME TOO

-_GayCosmoz-_

25 Jun, 2025, 2:40 am

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

I DONT WATCH OR READ WHAT HE IS IN

BUT HE IS ADORABLE OML

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

25 Jun, 2025, 2:42 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-
ME EITHER

BUT HE ISSS

-_GayCosmoz-_

25 Jun, 2025, 2:44 am

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

AUUUUUU-

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

25 Jun, 2025, 2:46 am

@-_CosmoC4t_-
HE IS SO ME AND YOU CORE

-_GayCosmoz-_

25 Jun, 2025, 2:49 am

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

OMG FRFR LMAOOOOOO

afoxartist

25 Jun, 2025, 5:06 am

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3 even if life is hard keep draging trhough the hard times if you working hard you can find woderfull people and things

afoxartist

25 Jun, 2025, 5:12 am

fyi even just walking for like 15 minutes a day in a week thats like 5 lbs gone

afoxartist

25 Jun, 2025, 5:13 am

not to be snobby its just for incoragrment

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

25 Jun, 2025, 5:14 am

@afoxartist
not really that easy

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

25 Jun, 2025, 5:14 am

@afoxartist
thanks though

afoxartist

25 Jun, 2025, 5:16 am

your walcome sry if i sound clueless i am i dont work out.

afoxartist

25 Jun, 2025, 5:19 am

i know i dont now you that well you prob do to but just hang in there try not to kys lots of positive energy your new fallower

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

25 Jun, 2025, 5:19 am

@afoxartist
thanks.

afoxartist

25 Jun, 2025, 5:20 am

u r welcome :)

afoxartist

25 Jun, 2025, 5:39 am

hope you get better <3

afoxartist

25 Jun, 2025, 5:41 am

also fck me ig lol

-_Ren_-

25 Jun, 2025, 10:43 am

The "my family either hates me part" gotta feel bad for me :sob:

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

25 Jun, 2025, 9:05 pm

@Renco
most of them are shïtheads, and make fun of lgtbq, or they just genuinely hate me.
the others who don't judge me, or love me for who iam, they're always in drama.

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