hi.

@sleepystrutter Hi!

@sleepystrutter If you ever need to talk, I'm always going to be here for you!

@-Gr33n-p33p- thx :)

@-Gr33n-p33p- i've been really tired from crying sm and idk what to do anymore i feel like my body's about to shake again
(i just need my comfort characters ugghh)

@sleepystrutter OH! I've got an idea! Tell me about your comfort characters and I draw them doing whatever you want them to do!

@sleepystrutter I hope that'll help!

@sleepystrutter I'm willing to do anything to help!

@-Gr33n-p33p- maybe two, archibald, cabby, suitcase, or any ii being there for me? idk i'm running out of ideas :sob: :pray:

@sleepystrutter do you want them all in one drawing or separate?

@-Gr33n-p33p- one drawing that's ok with me :)

@sleepystrutter oki >:3 :thumbsup:

@sleepystrutter are you okay? I just saw your most recent post. I hope you get better!

@-Gr33n-p33p- yeah i'm trying.

@-Gr33n-p33p- hi i'm feeling better rn :p

@sleepystrutter YIPPEE!

@sleepystrutter I'm glad that you're feeling better ^^

@-Gr33n-p33p- yay!!!

@sleepystrutter *huggg* >:3 :thumbsup:

@sleepystrutter I'm proud of you :]

@-Gr33n-p33p- yay :)

@sleepystrutter :)

@-Gr33n-p33p- >:3

@sleepystrutter >:]

@-Gr33n-p33p- >:(

@sleepystrutter wuh

@-Gr33n-p33p- no i don't hate you it's just a emoticon :disappointed:

@sleepystrutter :] :thumbsup:

@-Gr33n-p33p- :>

@sleepystrutter (⊃`∀´⊃)

@-Gr33n-p33p- hey i feel like i'm going to cry again.

@sleepystrutter what's wrong? Wanna talk about it? Only if you're comfy w/ it ofc

@-Gr33n-p33p- no. i'm just worried that i might cry again.

@sleepystrutter awe, I have that feeling sometimes too. Is there anything I can do to help?

@-Gr33n-p33p- idk maybe when i get nso again we can play together if you want :)

@sleepystrutter Uh- what's nso again-

@-Gr33n-p33p- nintendo switch online

@sleepystrutter Ooo what game will we play?

@sleepystrutter OH! Do you have minecraft on your switch?

@-Gr33n-p33p- yeah :) but my mom has to get paid soo yeah

@sleepystrutter Oki :3

@sleepystrutter My minecraft user is -Sharkyy- btw (on my switch anyway)

@-Gr33n-p33p- ok :) my friend code is in one of my posts :thumbsup:

my arms are bleeding. a lot.
i did it again.

@sleepystrutter Try to relax and breath. Grab some band aids or bandages to put over the cuts. Please don't do it again. I care about you and your safety. If it even helps, watch a comfort show! Just please, don't do it again. I hope you're okay ml ♥/Platonic

@-Gr33n-p33p- i don't have any :sob:

so... what do you want to talk about

@sleepystrutter hmm, What's your favorite color? idk-

@-Gr33n-p33p- blue and purple :)

@sleepystrutter I like purple, red and green :3

@-Gr33n-p33p- oooh :)

@sleepystrutter oh! and yellow :3

@-Gr33n-p33p- yay yellow :)

@sleepystrutter My nintendo switch lite is yellow, and so is the cover for it :3

@-Gr33n-p33p- oooh :)

@sleepystrutter What's your favorite animal/animals?

@-Gr33n-p33p- i like cats :)

@sleepystrutter I like hammer head sharks and ducks :]

@-Gr33n-p33p- you like ducks too? yay :)

@sleepystrutter I have an entire shelf in my room dedicated to ducks :3

@-Gr33n-p33p- oooh i wanna see :)

@sleepystrutter lemme try to draw it in a sec :P

@-Gr33n-p33p- ok yay :)

@sleepystrutter I'm not sure if I told you my real name yet-

@-Gr33n-p33p- i'm actually scared to know :sob:

@sleepystrutter WHY ARE YOU SCARED? I honestly hate my name :pray: :sob:

@sleepystrutter it's irish btw euhghe

@-Gr33n-p33p- BC IDK :sob:

@sleepystrutter disintegrates

@-Gr33n-p33p- ash baby

@sleepystrutter lol

@-Gr33n-p33p- skkjskakap

@sleepystrutter eughge

@-Gr33n-p33p- euughh

@-Gr33n-p33p- it's sooo hot todayy ugghh

@sleepystrutter it has been raining all day for me :(

@-Gr33n-p33p- rain is very nice :)

@sleepystrutter I'm sick because of rain rn

@sleepystrutter ngl I do love playing in the rain, it's very calming for me :]

@-Gr33n-p33p- mmhm.

@sleepystrutter should I go first?

@-Gr33n-p33p- yeah.

@sleepystrutter Whenever I feel angry or sad I will bite myself, and eventually the feelings go away because I'm focusing on the pain. When I feel ugly or ashamed I will use my sewing needles to poke and make myself bleed. After I've hurt myself I will put stickers over where I cut to remind myself of what I have done. And normally I cut myself where I don't feel pretty.

@-Gr33n-p33p- wow ok. i actually do feel like i think that my family might not love me anymore or don't think that i'm responsible enough. i'm growing older and i think it's getting worse for me. i use it for my self humility to know that i'm still not a good person to anyone. i'm not sure if i should live or not.

@sleepystrutter I'm sure your family loves you. You're also a pretty responsible person, and I know that for sure.

@-Gr33n-p33p- really? well thanks.

@sleepystrutter And don't EVER say that you're a bad person. You are one of the NICEST people that I have ever met in my life. You're such a sweet person who is funny and kind and I find so much joy just TALKING to you. NOTHING and I mean NOTHING can change that about you. I care about you so much that I can't even explain. You're my friend, sleepy. I'm willing to give up my life for you.

@sleepystrutter Now, is there anything that I can do for you to make you happy?

@-Gr33n-p33p- maybe draw one of my characters from #starhotel or my ii au #afewchanges?

@sleepystrutter Yup >:3 :thumbsup:

@-Gr33n-p33p- hooray :)

@sleepystrutter Hi

@-Gr33n-p33p- blehh

@sleepystrutter blep

@-Gr33n-p33p- pluh

@sleepystrutter I have the posture of a shrimp or one of those bendy rulers

@-Gr33n-p33p- WHAT HELP!!???!

@sleepystrutter I'm being d3ad serious :skull:

@sleepystrutter screams in scoliosis

@-Gr33n-p33p- *leafy dodging sound*

@sleepystrutter help what-

@-Gr33n-p33p- bfdi scream

hi. im not in a good mood (kinda).

@sleepystrutter What's wrong?

@-Gr33n-p33p- i'm afraid that i might mess up again.

@sleepystrutter Mess up what?

@-Gr33n-p33p- idk i'm just afraid that i might screw up for my family again. now my scars **** which it stings kinda.

@sleepystrutter ïtch*

@sleepystrutter I promise, everything will be okay. I don't really know what to do to help, but I promise, you will be okay.

@-Gr33n-p33p- ty.

@sleepystrutter Maybe try to do something that will make you happy, for example, Watching your favorite show, look up cute photos of your favorite animal, talk to your favorite person, play a game you like, really anything that makes you happy. I hope something, or somebody will make you feel better.

@-Gr33n-p33p- thanks for advice.

@sleepystrutter I'm sorry if it doesn't help.

@-Gr33n-p33p- it's fine. this helped actually.

@-Gr33n-p33p- rip workth with fiendss tide /ref

@sleepystrutter :full_moon_with_face:

@-Gr33n-p33p- :full_moon_with_face:

@sleepystrutter hii

@-Gr33n-p33p- haiii

@-Gr33n-p33p- hi :)

@sleepystrutter HIHIHI

@-Gr33n-p33p- i'm legit so hungry rn :disappointed:

@sleepystrutter me too vro :disappointed:

@-Gr33n-p33p- i'm not ready for tpot 19 i can't wait to my life ruined and making jnj my biggest opps besides vivinos

@sleepystrutter Oh! :sob:

@-Gr33n-p33p- I'M GONNA CRY EVEN HARDER WHEN I GET TRAUMATIZED (when the episode releases and when i finish it i'm going to listen to cg5's songs or watch ock's vids to cope with it bc it's to be my tpot ver of weige :disappointed:)

@sleepystrutter I'm scared to watch it

@-Gr33n-p33p- if two still doesn't get out of bed or speak i'm gonna blast ready to die my andrew wk and think of a animation when i see one on screen (you know what i'm kinda talking about right)

@-Gr33n-p33p- yes me too :sob:

@sleepystrutter there's supposed to be almost 37 tpot episodes too :sob:

@-Gr33n-p33p- oh!

@sleepystrutter yep

@sleepystrutter it's supposed to finish in 2027 :disappointed:

@sleepystrutter well, tpot anyway

@sleepystrutter Giggles because I reread the tpot wiki almost weekly just to see if anything has changed :yum:

@-Gr33n-p33p- oh i don't think i'm ready for the future yet :sob:

@sleepystrutter :musical_note: THE FUTURE IS SO YESTERDAY- :musical_note:

@-Gr33n-p33p- when everything is run your way :)

@-Gr33n-p33p- i have a theory about gaty tho but hear me out ok :sob:

@sleepystrutter Your influence is everywhere (⊃`∀´⊃)

@sleepystrutter OOO OKII

@sleepystrutter I'm listening

@-Gr33n-p33p- so you know the plot twist in ii 16 where mephone4 created the contestants right? well maybe gaty might be created by one bc in bfb 14 or 15 (i think) when gaty was safe her happy thought gets repeated over and over maybe gaty had trauma from one like mephone4 had trauma from cobs :disappointed:

@-Gr33n-p33p- ok it's 15 around the 5:19 timemark :thumbsup:

@-Gr33n-p33p- uh yeah that's all i have for now.

@sleepystrutter GASP, YOU'RE RIGHT THOUGH , , ,

@-Gr33n-p33p- YES. EXACTLY.

@sleepystrutter I never thought of that tbh-

@-Gr33n-p33p- yeah me too :disappointed:

@sleepystrutter :musical_note: Every single day of the week I like to sing a song :musical_note:

@-Gr33n-p33p- "nono!! don't sing!! :musical_note: monday tuesday wednesday thursday- :musical_note: *intense screaming*"

@sleepystrutter :smiling_imp:

@sleepystrutter have you seen the tpot 19 spoilers? :broken_heart:

Cuz I have some news about 2 :disappointed:

@sleepystrutter I'm not spoiling anything else it's just about 2 :sob:

@sleepystrutter only if it's okay w/ you :disappointed:

@-Gr33n-p33p- ok sure i really don't mind spoilers at all

@sleepystrutter Two does speak, but they blame themselves for everything that happened.

@sleepystrutter My baby oh, my baby.. My baby, my baby, you're my baby say it to me, I BET ON LOSING DOGS-

@-Gr33n-p33p- nooo it's not two's fault and it never was :sob:

the thoughts happened again. (this is from @sleepystrutter's alt acc that i'm replying to btw. - maddy)

@sleepystrutter @cabbyinsanity_ What kind of thoughts? I just want to be specific so I can help you out <3/platonic

@-Gr33n-p33p- harmful and uncomfortable thoughts that would make me ick or cry.

@cabbyinsanity_ maybe try to do something that makes you happy like; talk to your favorite person/people, eat your favorite snack, think about your favorite animal or favorite character/characters doing something goofy, doodle something random, really anything that makes you feel better will help. Or you can take some deep breaths and think positively! That helps me sometimes. I hope something helps ml <3/Platonic

@-Gr33n-p33p- ty :) and i'm watching tpot rn (i'm on ep 7)

@cabbyinsanity_ Ooo! my favorite episode is episode 9 :3

@cabbyinsanity_ Yayaya :]

@-Gr33n-p33p- zombies are cool :)

@cabbyinsanity_ yesss

@cabbyinsanity_ Also me who watched all of the walking d3ad :angel:

@cabbyinsanity_ "COORRAALLLL-"

@-Gr33n-p33p- :0

@cabbyinsanity_ :3

@cabbyinsanity_ I really like horror :)

@-Gr33n-p33p- i kinda like horror :)

hi.

@sleepystrutter Hi.

@-Gr33n-p33p- :)