ugh why do i hav to exist

i don't want every day to be more painful than the last

EVERYDAY THE PAN GETS WORSE AND YOU DONT DO ANYTHING YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SH!T JUST DIE JUST DIE JUST DIE JUST DIE JUST DIE

@lexi_dagamer no thnk you im just saying nonsense at this point

@lexi_dagamer its fine

im so sorry u feel this way pom pom , i hope u get better . ily . /p

@brokenspWn thnk u

hey, what's troubling you?

@MOEoverload a lot idk how to explain it

@CemeteryBoy_mp4 i'll give you time to put it into words, alright?

just dont hold it in too long

@MOEoverload okay

it feels likd my chest be stabbed and the of my body too but mostly my chest and my s5upid meds aren't working well so i ahve to lay down staring at the thing tormwnting me i hate the hallucinations so much than because im not moving a lot since i can't really, my 'mom' yells at me amd i've told her and she just puts it down to me to me notmoving enough and saying taht there's nothung wrong but there has to be cuz thks isn't normal. then she tells me i need to stp eating sm like she doesn't know

that i barely eat and it pisses me off cuz i can't with any of this i just feel like a burden, an exhausting weight on peopld

@MOEoverload

i hope this some what makes sense and it doesn't seem wrong im trping fast cuz my hands a
sre shaking