is it really ok by ChannysBaka
most of my problems are solved and my life is pretty easy but i still feel generally low and i crave the feeling to suffer and i constantly tell myself im an idiot and im ungrateful and i should just carry on because so many people have it worse and everything hurting me now is mainly lonely ness or past mempries but those two things arent even that bad i feel i will never be worthy of having self pity even though i do it everyday i do stuff bad to me on purpose because i like it but why
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21 Jun, 2025, 11:02 pm
i know people care but i physically cant believe it something tells me its all lies i wish i wasnt a clingyperson who needs praise from others to feel ok i wish i could be strong and independant
21 Jun, 2025, 11:03 pm
i dont think its ok for me to feel like this i should really be happy that most of my problems are gone something aways critises my every move and its in the back of my mind
21 Jun, 2025, 11:04 pm
i,feel like a waste of space that needs to be disposed of
21 Jun, 2025, 11:05 pm
i wont ever be a good person because im incapable of that specific change i will never change no matter how hard i try im always gonna be a bad person
21 Jun, 2025, 11:06 pm
i cant even handle my own addictions how am i meant to handle my life but then agsin i dont beliee even i deserve the peace that death brings
21 Jun, 2025, 11:08 pm
thatwasnt really me opening up i hsve alot more i want to say but it will make people sick of me if,i keep talking
21 Jun, 2025, 11:10 pm
anyway everything bad that happens to me is my own fault if i tried harder i bet i could just be better
21 Jun, 2025, 11:12 pm
i dont understand why so mny people hate me i swear i do everything like everyone else and still alt of people dont like me how do ireceive validation from the people who really hate me at thi point it must be something wrong with how i am
21 Jun, 2025, 11:12 pm
i wish i wasnt me i want to die
21 Jun, 2025, 11:13 pm
i dont know why i wont just do it i cling on to such a stupid world where i will never truly have happiness