i drew this with 0 hours of sleep and fell asleep until 2 pm after

maple used to be an edgy yandere but i realized that was offensive giving the fact she is a victim of the r word from close family

maples father can go off himself!!! its why i never fleshed him out

maple looks obscenely like her dad too sadly, meaning she's had to deal with seeing him in the mirror

she literally has an alter of him, and that one is a frequent fronter and persecutor

i feel bad for her :pensive:

@KAIISCOLORFUL me too :( she's lived a life of pure pain and doesnt know how to deal with it so she harms others

im getting girl therapy in the story eventually

i,hope she can get positive energy from others and learn how to not harm others

YES,,, SHE NEEDS IT :broken_heart:

@KAIISCOLORFUL for now she's suffering bc tamagotchi is a ***** and exposes her for everything in front of the hotel

uhm, uhm, tagged :pensive:

which includes attacking lovemail

did u mean to say bïtch

it was the b word

yes

tama needs a lot of work tbh... she's the least worked on

lovemail has an entire family bloodline planned out and maple has her past planned out and tama just sits there with no trauma

wait...

ive had maple for over a year.. WHENDIDIMAKEHER

GUYS ITS GONNA BE A 2 YEAR OLD OC SOON WTH

i think i made lovemail around december - march of 2023-2024

lotus, gameboy, orange, sakura petal, popsicle, and lovemail share a creation date as they were made as a rainbow set of ocs

smth abt seeing her being a yandere considering her trauma being offensive made me giggle i dunno why,, that sounds bad (im sucky at tone) but it js kinda,, bleghh i dunno,, im tired so i prlly dont ully understand what im sayi

ex-yandere*

@RadicaI i could still consider her one in some context as she literally attacked lovemail bc of them falling for someone she likes (ahem, tama)

Yeah -- may i ask how is her being a yandere seen as offensive with her background trauma?? /genq /plsbeniceimslow

i still remember the ships that were involved with them vro
hello waiter! i miss you waiter! get colorslive already, waiter!

blackmail was made by waiter to be lovemails lover
hazard is old oc of waiter who is maples boyfriend
tama is dead inside bc she has no one

@RadicaI basically she is a grape victim and yanderes r often romanticized

i didnt want her actions to be romanticized in any form especially bc she has borderline symptoms BECAUSE of that

she's borderline and scared of abandonment, not a yandere.. to label a borderline person as one can be seen as deeply offensive considering how yanderes lack deep trauma and reason

i hte the romantization of yanderes,, bleghh-- but i dont think its considerably 'offensive' for her to be one even as as victim ,, it can actual make a bit of sense depending on how it can affect said victim --

thatsjs my two cents on it tho as a victim ^^'

my message finally sent...

colors is being like really slow for me rn

@RadicaI sadly its a canon event

yanderes are often times just bad people BEING bad people just for love while maple is not trying to be a person but hurts others anyways and severely struggles and self loathes bc of it

thats the difference between bpd and yanderes.. yanderes r just evil and bpd havers are just mentally damaged

shes my baby girl.. sigh

a-am i also your baby girl ?? /j

@RadicaI yes..

@RadicaI im gonna crash out soon my mom is gonna make me go to my grandmas house and that place is hours away ITS GONNA TAKE UNTIL THE PMS TO GET THERE

at least she has cats... last time i was there i met baby kittens that werent even able to walk

the mama is a good kitty too

the cats r starting to get used to me i feel, i only visit once a year but they behave much better than before

i love cats

naturally a cat person despite having a dog taller than our dining table

i miss emelio and ralphie :'(

yayyy

also ktttiesss? !