ok i went to orientation today and it was fun but idk if im ready for high school. like during my brothers graduation my mom was talking to me abt how she wants me to do all these things academicaly like get my associates degree by the time i graduate and how i need to have an honors diploma and what i want to do w/ my life but im not ready for that. im genuinely so scared if im not gonna be good enough and disappoint my mom. she wants me to start thinking abt college when im already stressed-

-abt going to high school. she wants ME to go to college when she has a useless 6 year degree in behavioral education and services. she never did this kinda of pressuring for my older brother and sister. my sister's 20 and still doesn't know what she wants to do. and my sister's no help when shes basically never there either at work or at her boyfriends house and my brother dits in a guard shack for 12 hours a day and when he gets home at 5am im sleeping and by the time he wakes up hes getting-

-ready to go to the gym then immediately going to work. i barely see them any more. then earlier i was thinking and i found out that by the time im graduating my little brother's going to middle school. i knew that boy since he was 9 pounds and 4 ounces. it js hurts to watch them get older and slowly realize that your getting older too

@_dai_the_flu ok i think im done :disappointed:

aw yeah growing up is hard :broken_heart: but you have many years until you graduate highschool, there's still time to think!! you don't have to have everything figured out right away :pray: and i think the reason your mom pushes you so much is bc she wants you to do better than she did, and your sister. she knows you're capable of success :pray:

@_dai_the_flu tysm your awesome. im js little miss overthinks to much :ribbon:

np!! :pray: its ok I totally get it, we all overthink sometimes :broken_heart:

@_dai_the_flu omg i wrote down that question from las night and i pondered abt it for the whole day today and i finally solved it :grin:

WAIT REALLY

@_dai_the_flu yeah :broken_heart: i've done parallels before but that was with like 3 subtasks not 5 plus with the problem of overheating/crashing of servers :pray: but it was actually kinda easy but im js dumb :sob:

You're not dumb, you just needed time to finish!!

@_dai_the_flu ty :sob: :pray: and i wrote down the answer for future reference too :grin:

yw!! and good idea :pray: c: