ugh by leeknow
this isnt normal
i dont have DID because i remember it all happening but i am always experiencing random personality changes completely like sometimes i just want to hurt people and do things only to serve myself and other times i do anything and everything for others and other times im completely fine and other times im extremely depressed and dont want to be better and othertimes im happy and never want to be worse but its not just my bipolar mood swings i genuinely dont feel like myself --
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14 Jun, 2025, 6:19 am
-- like i completely feel like im somebody else like im not me i genuinely feel like someone else is controlling me i cant even explain it like right now i KNOW its not me i just want to be flat and monotone and just want to hurt everyone around me and its obviously not DID because i can tell its happening and i know its not me??? but it genuinely feels like other people are controlling me at times and its scary
14 Jun, 2025, 6:20 am
ughhh is there a name for this??? am i going crazy like im aware it isnt DID so literally what is it
14 Jun, 2025, 6:32 am
i had that same thng happe tl me bjt its diffrent becausr im like halfway cobtrolling it im likr 2 ppl at once its weird, its also part of mtselfcest bc ilove him i love ant bjt hes soabusive towards meand i kniw he doesnt love me bt i li,e to pretend he does
ew im talking abut myse.f what ym ok sorry that was weirf im so weird ew anygays
14 Jun, 2025, 6:32 am
ut i hope u get vetter ily/p