-- like i completely feel like im somebody else like im not me i genuinely feel like someone else is controlling me i cant even explain it like right now i KNOW its not me i just want to be flat and monotone and just want to hurt everyone around me and its obviously not DID because i can tell its happening and i know its not me??? but it genuinely feels like other people are controlling me at times and its scary

ughhh is there a name for this??? am i going crazy like im aware it isnt DID so literally what is it

i had that same thng happe tl me bjt its diffrent becausr im like halfway cobtrolling it im likr 2 ppl at once its weird, its also part of mtselfcest bc ilove him i love ant bjt hes soabusive towards meand i kniw he doesnt love me bt i li,e to pretend he does

ew im talking abut myse.f what ym ok sorry that was weirf im so weird ew anygays

ut i hope u get vetter ily/p

i lowkey feel the same but w/ my parents, they feel controlling, overprotective and toxic, esp my grandma and mom, i kinda want it to end ngl

this sounds like osdd1b (i have it) ngl but im not gonna confirm it specifically bc your personality differences might not be as noticable as osdd1b and osdd1a involves amnesia and barely any change in alters

osdd1b is basically just did but with no memory loss btw

but yeah this sounds like osdd1b and i would suggest you do research bc this is really alarming to learn

that or it might be dpdr disorder where you dont feel inside of your body or you feel controlled by a higher being

im gonna give the run down

osdd1b stands for other specified dissociative disorder 1-b, which is a subtype of osdd 1 (there are 4 types of osdd)
basically, osdd1b, similar to did, is where the brain suffers severe mental trauma at a young age and ends up splitting distinct personality types to protect the body

the main difference is the lack of amnesia between alters, which makes osdd1b unique because all of the alters can remember everything the body is going through and has gone through

the alters usually have emotional amnesia though, aka the inability to associate emotions with certain events depending on the alter because it didnt happen to them

@threebirdwires wait it actually could be bc of my dpdr cuz ive had dpdr and extreme derealization episodes since i was a kid

@threebirdwires wait bro tysm for teling me all that cuz i might finally know wth is going on