But im worried, ik her time is slowly coming to an end. but ik deep down. once shes gone thats it. game over. i quit. but im trying not too think that and remember her in good ways, not bad ways..but it can be hard.
I suffer through bieng lonely, im an only child, people call that "great" and "luckyy" but deep down i want a brother or sister. just someone here. thats why i get called clingy irl. once someone makes me smile i feel like i cant let go

but overall its me and no one else. i need to accept it. life can be good and bad. But im proud and focused on my mental health. and with my birthday bieng in 10 days im gonna try and lighten up, try and smile and help others?

@MollieLovesClaggor i know how u feel my rabbit called buster died last year and im planning too get my first tattoo of a heart joned with a B for me too remember him by as it wont ever faid

@MollieLovesClaggor my bday is in a few weeks too :)

i struggle to talk irl. when i feel comfy with someone i dont srop talking. as a kid i used to h1t myself when i was angry, not realising that was sh. so its a big issue that no one knows, but its okay ig

@XaimsX aww thats nice (not about the death, im sorry about that) but i think when im older, still too young to get tattoos im gonna get my rabbits name on my ankle to remember them

@MollieLovesClaggor yeah im planning too get a tattoo like i said on my arm left cause he was always nudging and cuddling my left arm during his few final days

losing a pet is hard, i know from experience. the most important thing is to enjoy the time you have with them now, so you have no regrets when they are gone. you will still be sad, but i know you will heal. you have MANY people who love you (including me!!) and if you ever need to vent or take your mind off of things i'm here. i love you mollie!!! :heart: /p

@dai_the_flu_ ty :heart:/p

still gonna tslk it out, defo not crying a littld :smile_cat:

np :heart: /p

Ngl i dont like my past, i used to be bullied pretty bad, family issues, never had someone let me talk to them for hours. with me an my cousins i was always left out, and bc im so fücking dumb i started crying when my cousin fàt shamed me. cried for 2 hours that night. Idc about "boys" or "girls" if you know what i mean. i wanna have someone that i can feel comfortable with, and want to ******* live

but if my rabbit rosie does dïe soon, and at this point in my life, i dont even know, might do an attempt when shes gone. im so fücking clingy. i need to let go. i overthink too much.

and im fücking sensitive, when someone calls me "kys!!" as a joke it still makes me feel sh1t.

And the fact at the age of 7 i was insecure of myself, i used to refuse to take off my hoodie. i do think ive lost weight. but ive been trying to st4rve myself, my mam told me not too.

If dýing had no pain i would do it. i wouldve done it ages ago. But my mam works in a mental hospital, she knows someone who has jumped and they survived. they regretted jumping. but i lowk just wanna dï3.

i wanna smile. i wanna live but d1e at the same time.

@MollieLovesClaggor i just saw this, and PLEASE don't end your life. You have so much to live for, and a lot of people love you. I care about you SO much, like you are genuinely my favorite person on here and talking to you is one of the best parts of the day. if you ever need to talk i'm here for you :heart: /p

@dai_the_flu_ ty, like seriously. You deserve everything, i love you so fücking much :heart:/p made me smile a little :)

your welcome, ily too :heart: also KEEP SMILING!!! :smile_cat:

@dai_the_flu_ ty!!

np!! :heart: /p

if you ever wanna talk i'm here

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3 okk :heart:/p

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