shoutout to tht one friend tho

honestly that era affected not just others but me as well as i cant look at my mom the same remembering that i burst a blood vessel in her eye

i had the cops called on me twice in under a month

i regret literally everything so no worries

ifigetharrassedagainimgonna-/nsrs

cause throwback to whe n i caled myself a gr00m3r without that being true at all back whe i was new on here!!!

iwas from the shedtwt community whe iwas idk 12-13 ?? it ruined my mental health sobad ohgodf

@redwardkopia oooof

@redwardkopia honestly im gonna be so legit... i still enjoy some dark ships cause its literally not been a year since that happened :sob: i dont consider myself a proshipper at all bc of how bad it is to do publicly or even encourage which is why im a doveshipper and lightshipper

doveshippers are ppl who only do sfw ships and lightshippers are taboo but not illegal ships

im considered a neutralshipper overall bc i cant full agree with either antis or proshippers since antis send d3ath threats and proshippers send c with a p

i litera:ly cant see toodles or shrimpo the same bc of the community and it scares me

idk idc if u ar a proshiper just dont talk to me abt it lol

@redwardkopia fair

im not one though so

yee

shtwt/shedtwt mentioned
sighhh

@RadicaI i have a part of me that wants to go back SIGHHHHHHHH

WAIT I HAVEA CRAZY STORY ABT IT

tw: tmi and sh

theres this persn on shedtwt who rubbed uhhhh dog cr4p onto their wounds/srs and everyone was sying "oh its shedtwt what do you expect" while im over here grossed tf out

thats how i became anti shedtwt

i shower once a week and pick my nose but im not that grosss

ppl when a mentally ill autistiv person does anything slightly gross

okay tw for this for people who may see :

no same :(
lowkey the community was comforting to me,,

i was the peron who was in it but felt itwas too personal to post cvts
but i did not care abt personal when it came to the ed side tho omg..... i still crave that part of community tbh..

OMG I REMEMBER THAT STOP

i used to be loved in the dandys proship world community but then i ****** my reputation up

BRO DO U REMEMBER GIZMO FROM THE LIKE ED COMMUNITY???

tw:

who like made their pvke into pancakes :grimacing: and had wilddd eyeliner
(which lowkey ate tbh)

WHHATTTTT

i wasnt into edtwt lowkey

left shtwt quickly anyways

i am a huge foodie and happily 120 pounds

yeahhhh

it grssed me out so much

sigh im still struggling with my ed so it partially why i miss the community ,, its easier venting abt ed related stuff to them cuz yk- they are disordered like me and would get it

@Radical there was also this person who cad a HUGE gap in their body that was shaped like a star

I ACTUALLY HAVE A FRIEND FROM SCHOOL WHO WAS IN SHEDTWT/SRS

i think i remember that but eh-

SAME STOPP

when they found out they wanted my acc so bad like NO GET AWAYYYY- that is private for only people onlne get awayyy

imagine we go to the same school that would be actually insane

is ur name leo.../silly

tmnt mentioned?! /j

nah ,, i was born with a perfect nonbinary name chat

(guess trust its easy)

HELPP

no coue

clue*

its jamie ,, ive grown to like it -

an its 'aparently' to my friends a perfect nonbinary name

so its in my bio

cuz it can be for guys , girls , things
heh :smirk_cat:

now im starting to hate it stop

its chill

MY NAME WAS UHH

my gov name is bridgette

love my dad but i feel dysphoric so

im sorry but i did giggle a bit

it reminds me of a character but i cant pinpoint who exctly :sob:

why does listing bands and artists i like take so longgg,, km.s

ur like my fav person on here btw

even tho we barely interact imo

ur js like reall kewl nd easy tl talk to ad far too ralatle at times and i cannpt typesrn psl ignore my graammer

@RadicaI kisses ur forehead platonically

huzzah !!

i'm glad ur doing bttwr