how can i fix this? i ddnt tell you because i knew pressure would be put onto you and it would overwhelm you or you wouldnt like me back, i had that coming so i just didnt say anything. i want to fix this because i think i ruined something, and i dont want to lose you just over me liking you.

@felixstayy u dont need to fix anything idk we can js talk normally but i dont want you to stay liking me cuz i dont love u like that

yeah i know but like i cant just push my feelings away like they wont just disappear

@felixstayy then distance yourself from me til they go away because youll only be hurt by waiting for something that wont happen

im not waiting because i know its not happening

like i knew you wouldnt like me back

@felixstayy i feel like you dont feel romantic love though, i feel like its all platonic but because you were having issues with love for a while you think you love me

i dont think its platonic because i get butterflies every time i talk to you

but with time i can make that go away

@felixstayy ah
well i really do feel like you need to try and get rid of it even if that means not talking to me for a while because sitting with feelings you cant do anything about is js gna hurt you

yeah i know but youre my best friend i cant just not talk to you

@felixstayy then how is it gna go away

idk ill just ignore it before it gets too bad i guess

@felixstayy i feel like tht wont help you at all nd onlymake it worse

ehh ill work on it

idk youre the only person who is always there for me and i dont want to distance myslf from you because i wont have anyone to talk to

and i just lke yk dont want to distance myself from you

@felixstayy and i still am here for you, this doesnt change anything. i just need you to understand that im not in love with you, and to accept that closure. i am not going to lead you on

yeah i know dw, i knew you didnt love me like that the moment i realized how i felt, which i understand, its perfectly okay

@felixstayy and i knew i needed to tell you at some point. once your vents started getting more frequent i needed to tell you. cuz ive known for a while.

yeahh...
im sorry, i put so much pressure on you

@felixstayy you didnt, dw