im gonna fcking kms bro

ughh how do i get over this

shes fcking lying!

i cant do this anymore

"i love you"
"im always gonna need you"
"you have most of my heart"
"im sorry"
fcking lies!

ughgghhhh why tf did i belive yoj! im fcking stupix.

im gonna fcking kms

i hate that she never fcking cheated physically and that was somehow worse!

im so tired. if she loves her than why wont she let me go?!? she wants me to stay single and wait for her while she goes on this fcking self descovery trip, probibly falls in love with her best friend and i get left behind looking like a damn fool.

ughh i cant do this sh1ttt

im cfashing oiut!!

im ggonna throw uppp

ughh why do i feel like thhis!

i want to fcking diee

i want to tear off my skin and gouge out my eyes

i want to rip out my intestines

i fcking hate this feeling

im gonna fcking jump off a damn bridgee

ughhhhh

diediediediediediediediediediediediediedie i cnat do this anymoe

ughh why doi feel guiltyfor being so relived

but thankgoddd

kyoh

hyelloh kyoh :heart:

@7MiNUTES
what

idk im bbored hyelloh

waves

@7MiNUTES
ok? do i know you??

no but hi i just wanted to annoy someone :heart:

@7MiNUTES
ok, how are you?

yah im doing fine

i yhink i can tel that yu are SAD and HOMELESS ignore th lst part im just so funny and cool and and and idk ok

@7MiNUTES
lol ok?

my leg is ***** yu should like scratch it through yhe screen

@7MiNUTES
erm wghat-

***** WHYD IT CENSOR

i/tchy. wt,af :broken_heart:

@7MiNUTES
!tchy?

yeahh,,hh

@7MiNUTES
ughh im gonna crash outtt

whyg

@7MiNUTES
uhhhh i forgot

dam

ughh i wanna eml

i hate thisss

im not even mad anymore..

i relapsed, shes gonna fcking hate me..

why wont she hate me..

@-_Tylers-Vault_- thank you..

@-_Tylers-Vault_- guys this is cheating fof having a crush on one person!! but its not if he cheats on me like 9 times literally? LMAO you dont know the full story gtfo if you dont know that HE cheated on me more times thab i can count, BEFORE i caught feelings for someone who actually took care of me.

@felixstayy wow...

@-_Tylers-Vault_- basically,, i treated him well and didnt have a crush on anyone, until he cheated on me. he said he wouldnt do it again but it repeated. i kept giving him changes to the point i gave up and lost feelings in him. then caught feelings for someone who treated me better and like an actual person.

she never told me any of this.. she said she wanted to break up so she could work on herself and continued to lie and say she loved me.. while we were dating she told me that she would never date her crush and when i tried to voice my concerns i was never taken seriously. she continued to promise after we broke up that she loved me.. she swore up and down. just last night she tried to tell me how much she loved and cared about me.. i feel lied to. i have done some sh1tty things in the past and-

@-_Tylers-Vault_-
i have been working on being a better person for her so i agreed to the break.. idk i just feel like it would have been better if she had told me. and now that i know this i guess i feel better..

brah....-

@felixstayy
dont brah me, you lied and broke so many promises. you act so holy but you really arent.

oh

@felixstayy
dont get me wrong i still love you more than life. i, for one, would have the decency to tell you if i didnt.

I see. If u guys want to talk i Can leave @felixstayy @_kyoo

you say you love me more than life but then call me unholy like brah whagt

@-_Tylers-Vault_-
we dont need to talk here. i think the main problem was a lack of communication.

@felixstayy
im saying that you act like you can do no wrong but you can? that doesnt change my feelings??

ALL I THINK ABOUT IS ME REGRETTING WHAT I DID....

@felixstayy
then why do you run from it?

what are you talking about bro

@felixstayy
you say you regret it than why do you never confront it? you run away from your problems and when they catch up to you you let them consume you. why?