This time i am at my end. I'm on the edge. I absolutely dread when people tell me "are you okay" "Youre loved!" "we love you!" "Id miss you!" because i am literally so numb to that i cant even accept those compliments anymore. I really really want to just fùcking dìe but i dont wanna feel the pain, i dont want to miss cool things in the future, idk. I can't tell my parents about this even tho they know already they js dont know im feeling like shìt again, I love my parents a lot but i js cant.