U can vent to me! :]

@-CosmoC4t-
thanks! so where shall i start.. hmm..
FRIEND GROUP DRAMA OML.
so my irl ''friend'' leaked who i liked to a gc and i don't feel like i can trust her anymore. she's saying she didn't even though i have literal proof. i've now been acused of trying to break him (the guy i like) and his gf up.
1 BÏTCH I WOULDN'T DO THAT
2 THATS LITERALLY ONE MY FRIENDS HES DATING WHY ŤF WOULD I DO THAT?

3 just because i like him doesn't mean i'm jealous of their healthy relationship
1/2

@-CosmoC4t-
i've also relapsed recently.. the pain feels too good to stop. i'm trying my best but it's hard.. i very honestly want to die. not because of the people in my life, but because of myself. i'm horrible. i can't even seem to stop SH. what use am i to this world? if i can't be who everyone needs what am i? i'm supposed to be supporting everyone, yet i can't support myself.
GOD, I FÜCKING HATE MYSELF.

1:buddy holly by weezer
2: freak on a leash by korn
3: helena by my chemical romance
4: chop suey by system of a down

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

what a bxtch move.

Tbh, i have a toxic friend group too, they used (using past tense bc schools over) to hit, punch, kick, pull, etc. to me. My bf's didn't do shxt either.

All they did was whine abt how 'miserable' their lives were.

But still, bxtchàss fxcking move.

1: You didn't do shxt.
2: Just bc u like him does NOT mean you are jealous and want them to break up.
3: She needs to go fxcking watch her pitying a$$es family die in front of her.

She needs to go die in a-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

-ditch.

She doesn't have HALF of what you have to fxcking deal w/.

@-CosmoC4t-

i'm really sorry you had to go through that..
i'm forgiving her, bcuz she said sorry, and sometimes we all accidentally make bïtch moves. i'm just going to be more careful trusting her with things tho. also if we were to stop being friends she would know bout us running away (i invited her) and we can't take that risk.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Dang. Just to let ypu know-

I might punch her in the face- :innocent:

@-CosmoC4t-
please don't :skull: :innocent:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Goddxmn it. :(

@-CosmoC4t-
ik, we just gotta be ''mAtURe''?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

No :)

I can k1ll everyone in my neighborhood and get away w/ it :heartpulse:

perms to leak tneir ip adress :innocent: /silly

@-CosmoC4t-
same :heart:

@imbored_101
their mom is pretty cool so maybe not- :innocent:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

i wuldn't **** one of my other friendship siblings tho :heart_suit: (not winter)

@-CosmoC4t-
same, my crush lives in my neighbourhood :heart:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

My crush (not my bf's)
Is prob already dead. *shrug* ^^

@-CosmoC4t-
mine couldn't survive in the wild if he tried- :sob:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Mine prob commited 9-12 months ago w/out me knowing! ^^

*dances in depression*

@-CosmoC4t-
oh- mb dude, mine is actually somewhat happy unlike the rest of the world rn. i'm lowkey finna jump next time life does me dirty-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Fxcking call me up-

I'll jump w/ u fr :innocent:

@-CosmoC4t-
will do- :innocent:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

fxck- i'll give u my phone number w/out my parents knowing- :innocent:

(i got my phone back for the summer only to text their shxta$$es)

@-CosmoC4t-
sadly, my phone gets monitored so i'd have to create a whole äss fake id for u. :sob:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

we could call, but not text pretty sure-

awwwwww...

@-CosmoC4t-
OKAY LIKE ILL ACTUALLY DO THAT! YOU'LL HAVE TO PRETEND TO BE SOMEONE FROM MY SCHOOL THO

@imbored_101
ik.. it's sad.. :sob:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

OK-
TELL EM I GO BY KOY OR KACY-

SINCE MY VOICE IS KINDA FEMININE IG-

@-CosmoC4t-
i lowkey have a small school so you'd have to be avery-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Dxmn- loser name-

but okay- :sob:

@-CosmoC4t-
ik.. EITHER WAY, Ill TAG U AND GIVE U MY NUMBER TOMORROW- (i'm home alone tomorrow)

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

OKAY- I PROB WONT CALL U UNTIL WE TRY TO RUN AWAY-

MAYBE WHEN MY PARENTS ARE GOHE MIDDAY THO-

@-CosmoC4t-
i won't be able to bring my phone :sob:
do your parents work tomorrow?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

they work all week minus Friday pretty sure

@-CosmoC4t- okay! wanna call tomorrow at 10am in your time?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Sure!

I'll give u my number through CL in the mornin ^^

@-CosmoC4t-
okay! i'm excited to talk to you! i'll wait till both me and you are online to share mine!

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

my parents do know how to undo deleted shxt tho-

@-CosmoC4t-
oof.. is there a way to delete your call log?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

idk-
Does it show how long the call was on messenger?

@-CosmoC4t-
not for me. you can't text any curse words tho cuz my dad gets a notification every time there's somethin like that (he can't disable it and he'll realize u aren't actually avery)

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

not messenger srry-

the texting app that has a white bubble and green around it.

The og texting app that comes on everyone's phones.

@-CosmoC4t-
still, not for me. we'll have to call first before we texr

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

we cant text bc my parents can undo deleted chats too.

@-CosmoC4t- oh. do they check your phone regularly?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Technically it Isn't MY phone bc i cant text who i want and my parents deleted everything-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

What do you think? ;-;

@-CosmoC4t-
it belongs to you but your parents have control over it.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Eh-

Technically?

@-CosmoC4t-
idk?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

It's technically mine but my parents stole it ig.

Then they technically commited a crime if my crush is ded ->-

@-CosmoC4t-
true. i'm gonna try and sleep now. i'll be on tomorrow morning

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

:thumbsup:

TOO LATE TO FIND SO LONG GOOD BYE CROSSED THE LINE, CROSSED THE LIIIIIINE

THIS IS WHAT YOU ASKED FOR
HEAVY IS THE CROWN
FIRE IN THE SUNRISE
ASHES RAININ DOWN
TRY TO HOLD IT IS BLEEDIN OUT
THIS IS WHAT YOU ASKED FOR
HEAVY IS THE
HEAVY IS THE CROWN :fire: :fire:

@--ROXY--LALONDE--
:fire: :fire: PREACH

YOU HAVE THE BEST MUSIC TASTE

@--ROXY--LALONDE--
Ty! it seems you do too!

I mean- a few things i listen to are
ICP
MSI
Linkin Park
MCR
SWS
Cavetown
Paramore
Gorillaz
Rebzyyx
3OH!3
S3RL
FOB
Ke$ha
The Offspring
Broadway Homestuck
Girl In Red
Radiohead
Weezer
Sodikken
Stomach Book
Femtanyl
Kikuo
MARETU
Tally Hall/ Miracle Musical
Jack Stauber
The Living Tombstone
Vessel
CG5
Mother Mother
Pogo
Bo en
GHOST
And much mor

@--ROXY--LALONDE--
CAVETOWN MENTIONED?? :pray:

YEP

@--ROXY--LALONDE--
I LOVE CAVETOWN

YESS

@--ROXY--LALONDE--
what's your favourite song by them? :3
i really like devil town!

Ooh idk, He makes rlly good music.. Prob Meteor Shower

@--ROXY--LALONDE--
meteor shower is really good too!

yea!

@jake_webber_fan
their acc is above this comment!