I havnt cried in 2 days now, slowly healing?
i have the most random stuff in my head
"You can take the man out of the city not the city out the man" ehh yeaaa
Welp idk if this little yap was me bieng sad? i feel more like calm, and maybe if on friday everything goes well i might come back and do big posts?!

:warning: yap :warning:
I lowk wanna meet my soulmate, if i even have one. i want someone to want me for me. not looks but for personality. in this horrible world its impossible, but hey. i try to comfort people? ik irl (well whoever reading dont know) im always insecure of my body. especially my thighs :smile_cat:
But day by day as i get older i realize, if everyone inthis earth had an amzing, small waist, or muscular dream body it would make people boring. and overall, MORE YAP

bieng too fat or too skinny should not be an insecurity. Ik insecuritys cannot be stopped, but ngl everyone is perfect in their own uniquw way. every1 is pretty, but people choose the wrong personality that makes them ugly.

Eh, I always grew up seen as the "girl with happy and perfect life" which is not true. Like no. No one will understand how i feel. thats why i wanna soulmate. or maybe i just want God to tell me its okay? :p

@Mollie_AndDuck-Quack
omg real
i feel like when i have a platonic partner it means i cant romantically pull anyone
and sometimes i jst go
"SOULMATE!!! REVEAL THYSELF TO ME!!"
idk bro :disappointed:

@PancakeGirl i just wanna vibe with someome in human form and wsnts me only :broken_heart: im so delusional :sob:

@Mollie_AndDuck-Quack omg same :sob:

@PancakeGirl Dis be getting too relatable (sorry if i spelt it wrong, cant spell at all :broken_heart:)

@Mollie_AndDuck-Quack ikr