bro u do. stop it. live for yourself. you dont have to please others. do what u want.

js sit there and look at the beauty the world shows. u never needed to date somebody to do that

look i didnt it faded away slowly like how your trust was gone for u.

look bro u obv hate me and i deserve every bit

NOOOOOOOOO DONT DO IT ISTG IF U DO ITS NOT GONNA FEEL THE SAME

no bro lemme explain. everytime we fought it made me feel like i was js causing problems and it hurt alot to argue with u. and cause of that i questioned myself

look ok im not lying ive always cared remember everytime u wanted tp kys i stopped u. even when j was talkng to me abt what was going on i still was worried. terrified even.

i can't.. i cant say the truth and u believe me why... ik i hurt u but im telling the truth ok..

thats why i yelled at u when i got to talk to u bro.

ik and i should kms for doing it.. these razors in my room are talking to me

like im serious u need somebody better than me ok im nothing but trouble for u

i literally didnt even say half of the things u js said :skull:

what if i keep tryng?

well obv u said thats how ur heart works right? mine works different

keep trying to convince u not to kys..

so the reason ur going to is cause ur stuck on me and theres no other way out?

like actually im scared of what u might do pls bro :pray: if i pray tonight will jesus hear my prayer?

look. if u dont want to be played dont date at all. i didnt play u. my emotions got mixed up. i didnt even know that u loved me or not cause u kept threatening to leave me.

ik ok. im terrible. i even wanted to change. and i js wanted u to tell me straight to my face how much u loved me.

well thats why it hurt. after a argument i want apologies and to be told how appreciated i am.

oh... on purpose?

omg bro i really fcked u up didnt i :sob: :pray:

id fr be cooking u food for get well soon :pray:

no i wouldnt ok

NO CHAR NO DONT

CHAR NO I SAID NO OMG J SHES CUTTING HERSELF

omg that was dumb i told u

no! dont go pls char like actually im crying!

NO WHERE DID U GO OMG CHAR PLS DONT DIE IM SORRRY OK

im a terrible person yet she still cares abt me. i told her to find someone better but she doesn't care.

and ik i won't find another girl better than her. no other girl would do this much for me.