I thought summer would make me forget.

I was listening to an AJR song, when I heard the lyric: "I bet I'll never outgrow all my friends," and it made me think, that sure as hèll didn't happen to me.

I was thinking that not one of them looked like they cared, not one bit.

Who's they, you ask? The ones who told me they didn't want me, who gave me 5 reasons to hate myself. Yeah. them.

And they did it at the worst possible moment, so... yay?

And so far, Summer's been worse.

#weirdosvents