again, i can't draw shït rn, so i'm gonna try and make people feel better, even if it's just by a bit.

also not a vent

AUGH TY I NEEDED TO HEAR SOME OF THESE

@Davesprite2-birdboy- no problem!

aw thats really nice i needed to hear some of this too ngl...

ty i needed this..!!

Awwww <3

(i thought part of r description said "balls")

(i gotta stop listening to ICP)

@-CosmoC4t- :skull: -

@-CosmoC4t- also- how's the weather in Idaho? also, will i need to pack weapons when i run away to there?
yes i'm running away to Idaho.
lowkey wanna run away with me?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

fxck yes i'm runnin w/ ya >3

it's cold, so pack some jackets

but rn it's warm

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

bring weapons for self defense

@-CosmoC4t- okay! how about sometime in August? i'll hopefully have enough money by then

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

awesome!

i'll try to make it there at the airport >:D

@-CosmoC4t- i'm currently in Georgia. i love my family and they said they'd beat my äss if i ever ran away, but they don't understand me. not good enough

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

i'd prob be dead before i could even step outta the house :D

@-CosmoC4t- rip- :skull:

we gotta plan on what to pack.
i'm packing: my pocket knife, sweatpants, deodorant, switch, toothpaste, toothbrush, my guitar (for money), my beanie, crocs, tennis shoes, jorts, shorts (4 pairs) , underwear, high socks, my on the go lego kit thingy, food (such as: oranges, bread, honey, penut butter, and much MUCH more) and whatever else i think of

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

nintendo :D

@-CosmoC4t- and my everlasting charge ds! (it has final fantasy and arcade games >:3)
also... again with the ''secret''.. can you please promise you won't be mad?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

mhm!! >3

i'll delete it afterwards!

@-CosmoC4t- i'll tell you when we meet! (warning im ugly asffff)

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

(me tooooo)

fxcking püssy :(

@-CosmoC4t-
i'm also gonna buy us both hair dye! what color do you want? i'm good at dying hair :thumbsup:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

RED

@-CosmoC4t- ima get pink!

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

yaaaassss >:D

pink & red sibling/besties!!!

(we're besty siblings now)

@-CosmoC4t- yahh! we'll get haircuts too!

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

imma get a short cut!!!

@-CosmoC4t- me too! so where do we wanna go to meet up?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

hrm..

the airport where u'll arrive is in boise..

and i'm in mtn home..

it's abt a 45 min drive.

i'll call up my friends parents to take me to boise, an we'll meet up!

@-CosmoC4t- i won't be able to go by plane, im broke asf- :sob: i'll get someone to run away with us too! i have no idea who though..

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Hrm...

i'll research more tmr and tell you where to meet up

okay, i'll do the same!

@-CosmoC4t-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

>:3

shxt gtg :(

bc since im in a motel, i have to hide under the sheets to hide the light

my neck hurts like hell

@-CosmoC4t- alr! i'm gonna start collecting money!

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

aight!

i will too!

(i just realized if i do my chores every week i get 10 bucks)

@-CosmoC4t- i won't get paid for shït, but i'm collecting coins and stuff i find! im very excited to show you my 1949 penny!

@-CosmoC4t- i'm also gonna see if my friend nava will run with us! she has a shïtty home life and i want to get her out of there safe..

@-CosmoC4t- hey! ik you're offline rn, but i have to do research on tuesday, i don't know if i'll be able to in school though. do you play an instrument or have a hobby? we'll all need some way to make cash

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

i'm off school so i can research :3

And, no, i do not. maybe only a recorder? (kinda)

or we can bring stuff and sell it!

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

i have many fxcking hobbies fr-

@-CosmoC4t- okay! turns out one of my friends might be running too but she can't go to Florida.. is there somewhere you can go from florida where we all can meet?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

hmm...

I'd have to research

I FORGOT TO TODAY BRO- :sob:

@-CosmoC4t- SAME-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

ANY MY TABLET TIMER FOR FOUR HOURS IS OUT- :sob:

and*

@-CosmoC4t- rip-
so, do you have a time in mind that should be when we run?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hrmmmmmmm

Around 9:00-12:00

bc my parents will be at work

@-CosmoC4t- what day n month?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

sometime in august?

@-CosmoC4t- definitely.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

how are we going to contact each other though?

@-CosmoC4t- hm.. IFF my bsf decides to come, we can exchange numbers and text! :3

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

i dunt have a phone- it was taken away for 4 yrs bc i LIED

@-CosmoC4t- oh.. do you have an email on your tablet?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

i do, you might have to send it a couole times though :skull:

@-CosmoC4t- we'll probably do that and use resturant wifi to send it- :skull:

@-CosmoC4t- i screenshotted it! we'll communicate by email!

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

k! i'll tell u tmr if i messed anything up!!

@-CosmoC4t- okay! me and my friend are collecting money, but we do not have much.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

i'll start to do my chores and collect money

i will also try to invite two of my friends (one is my bf who kinda ignores me, the other is my genderfluid partner who I LOVE SM BRO- :sparkles: AcKhEm- :sparkles:)

@-CosmoC4t- you can if you would like but, do they know who i am? i'm much different then i seem. and my secret... i don't know if they would like me too much..

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

My genderfluid partner is VERY accepting, like hell accepting- (a lot)
He cannn be sensitive but he calms down

But my other- eeerhhhh he's rude, idk why i even mentioned him. My friendship sibling broke up w/ him, bro sent a note. TURNING ASH'S (friendship sibling) PROBLEMS INTO HIS OWN
THEN HE STARTED TALKING TRASH ABT ASH BRO.

I Don't know your secret, but my genderfluid partner is very accepting as i said

@-CosmoC4t- okay! me and my bsf (if she comes) will be running in late August with my other bsf (if she comes) and we'll have a great time!

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

kay! i'll try to recruite Archie! (genderfluid partner)

bc i dunt wanna travel alone- :skull:

@-CosmoC4t- yay!!
(me too :skull: - i feel like ima get snatched up if i'm alone)

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

(fr- :skull: :sob:)

I do make kandi, so i could bring them (ones i dont use or like) so we can sell them!

@-CosmoC4t- i chroche! i also play guitar! (i'm shït at both)

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

i'm good at making kandi, so i could learn to make cuffs, flower cuffs, pumpkins, fidgets, etc!

@-CosmoC4t- same! my friend is gonna bring her dog but i don't think it'll go too well.. he's a fiesty 6 pound weiner dog, and it's already difficult to make money, much less support a dog.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

yeah, i honestly don't want to leave my cat, dog, or leopard gecko

i want to bring them, but it's hard to feed ourselves and them while trying to make money.

Including if my dog is a red doberman that is 80 pounds.

@-CosmoC4t- same here.. i'm gonna miss my pets, but if they came along they'd be miserable

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

exactly..

My cat is technically a kit still, and she's ATTACHED to me..

and my leopard gecko is MY MAIN pet

@-CosmoC4t- my cat is my pet that i interact with more often.. i'm gonna miss him

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

me too..

my cat rn is a reminder of my other who passed away due to sickness (they look incredibly similar)

@-CosmoC4t- i'm sorry they passed.. losing someone to sickness hurts..

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

yeah, it was on thanksgiving

the holiday was never the same tbh

@-CosmoC4t- im sorry... i understand how it feels

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

nyeah..

ANYGAYS- CHANGING THE TOPIC FROM SADNESS-

How was ur- school day if ur still at school?

I woke up at 12 AM and i wasn't able to wach utube bc my dad was home :')

@-CosmoC4t- pretty good! i graduate tomorrow!
oof :')

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

i've been off for 3 days :')

@-CosmoC4t-
lucky asf
:')

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

not lucky :')

i miss my friends :')

@-CosmoC4t-
i will too :')

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

:sob:

@-CosmoC4t- :sob:

@-_CosmoC4t_-
so, about the runaway.
i might need you to meet me at my town.
my family has a schedule, and i need to run at night, and it'll be difficult to do so.
i know a old barn we can sleep in for the night.
and it'll be easier for us to meet.
you may run anytime, and i'll give you my town n shït.
when you run, (if we agree on this plan) in my town, there are homeless people.
DO NOT MAKE EYE CONTACT OR TALK TO THEM
DO NOT LET YOURSELF CATCH THEIR EYES
DO NOT LET THEM FOLLOW YOU

@-_CosmoC4t_-
THEY ARE METHHEADS
AND DO NOT GO IN THE OLD MILL
PEOPLE DO HEROIN IN THERE.
my town is sketchy AF
but my mom is a 911 dispatcher so i know ALOT about this town, but we'll have to be EXTRA careful in my town, alot of people'll be after me.
AND IM NOT LETTING THEM MAKE YOU GO BACK TO YOUR SHÏT HOUSEHOLD.
after a few nights, we'll have to start our journey to Florida.
THEN we'll dye my hair and cut it, aswell with my friends

@-_CosmoC4t_-
some of my friends might help us, or join us.
our lives are shït :pray:
we'll have to stand gaurd at night.
i've been training myself to eat less, and need less sleep for this.
we gotta change
we've got this
we're gonna hopefully be safe at your aunts

remember to get her adress, or her social media so we can reach out to her
my friend nava's coming
most nights i'll watch over everyone
we'll drink monster for late nights
thank you dudd.

*dude

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

alr, you can tell me ur town in august or sum.

I'll try to get my friendship sibling Ash who is like-
rlly cautious and protective to join us.

I'm not bringing my kind bf.
Bc i dont think he actually loves me. (:person_shrugging:)

@-_CosmoC4t_-
okay!
if he doesn't love you, i will-/OBVJJJJJJ /P/P

I MEAN

OFC.

UR MY HUSBAND :nail_care: (PLANTONICALLY OBVI)

@-_CosmoC4t_-
MARRIED FOREVER
(PLATONICALLY)
man, i feel like when we meet, you'll hate me.
my secret's kinda fücked up, and unexpected
and i feel like my secret will make my trauma invalid
even though everything that's happened, really did.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

why tf would i hate you? (act like theres a raised eyebrow emoji)
Idc what you look like, age, height, etc.

Nothing could make me hate you :nail_care: :heart:/p

@-_CosmoC4t_-
thank you..
even if you were like 8 or sum shït i could never hate you :heart:/p

I AM NOT AN OLD MAN BTW
JUST CLEARING THAT UP

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

IK LMAO.

ME NEITHER

NOT AN ADULT EITHER

@-_CosmoC4t_-
IM UNDER 18
JUS SO U KNOW,
MY ÄSS IS NOT AN ADULT

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

IM JUST A TEEN FRF$

@-_CosmoC4t_-
FRFR

LIKE ISTG IM NOT AN OLD MAN :pray:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

ME TOO :pray:

@-_CosmoC4t_-
AND I DO NOT LIKE CHILDREN
OR ANIMALS
BECAUSE THAT SHÏT IS MEGA MESSED UP

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

IDG WUT U MEAN-

BUT I HATE CHILDREN EVN YOUNGER BY AN HOUR FOR ME.

i mean-
if they're actually nice and can prove themselves to me-
ITS FINE.

BUT I HATE ANYTHING ELSE BRO.

it rlly DEPENDS on the animal tho

@-_CosmoC4t_-
I MEAN LIKE IM NOT ROMANTICLY ATTRACTED TO ANIMALS OR SMALL CHILDREN

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

EW NO.

HAVE YOU HEARD OF @Pawpads4 ??!!?!

THE "THERIAN" YOUTUBER BXTCH?

@-_CosmoC4t_-
YEAH
THAT LITTLE SHÏT
I FÜCKING ATE THEIR ÄSS

*HATE
OMG I DONT MEAN IT LIKE THAT

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

FRFR

i saw a (awesome) therian youtuber explain abt her bcs the vid was on my fyp,

OML GROSS.

the poor person i was watching added VIDEOS OF THE BXTCH to show us !

i feel so bad they had to watch that 3:

@-_CosmoC4t_-
same.
the person i was watching tracked and exposed zø0ph1l3 chats.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Do you remember the youtubers name?

pretty sure the one i watched made a whole script (poor them/he/her 3:)

and showed pictures of the chats

they also showed pics of a convo between a "trans" z00 who asked for a pfp.

along with showing a vid of her BARKING LIKE A REAL ANIMAL AND KICKING OFF HER SHOES IN PUBLIC WITH HER TAIL AND MASK.

WE DO NOT ACT LIKE THAT.

@-_CosmoC4t_-
no, but i think we saw the same video
the person w the script and they showed it on screen for a sec?

AND WE DEFINITELY DO NOT ACT LIKE THAT
THEY'RE MAKING THE THERIAN COMMUNITY LOOK BAD.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

yeah, he/she/they did

did the person you watch have a wolf mask?

@-_CosmoC4t_-
yeah! i think so

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

brown?

@-_CosmoC4t_-
possibly :thumbsup:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

hrmmm. *cutely searches up vids abt the z00 bxtch*

@-_CosmoC4t_-
*cutely planning their downfall*

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

the person i watched talk abt it is called @W0lf.b0neZ_

video i called: ":warning:THE TRUTH ABOUT @Pawpads4 :warning: (in depth analysis)"

@-_CosmoC4t_-
WE WATCHED THE SAME ONE
i just forgot the creators name-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

THAT WAS SUCH A GOOD EXPLANATION !!!!

(from them)

@-_CosmoC4t_-
IT WAS
THEY GOT STRAIGHT TO THE POINT THEN GAVE PROOF

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

FRFRFR

RN IM WATCHING "Furries Invade Your Local Grocery Store"

By @marrz fox

OML IM AT 0:12 AND SOMEBODY ALR ASKED TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH THEM

@-_CosmoC4t_-
I LOVE THAT FURRIES ARE BEING ACCEPTED :heart:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

IT WAS A RLLY PRETTY BLACK WOMAN :heart:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

PLATONIC

@-_CosmoC4t_-
IDK WHY, BUT HISPANIC AND BLACK PEOPLE ARE ALL SO PRETTY
(NOT ************ THEM, I MEAN IT IN A LIKE THEY'RE ALL PRETTY WAY)

*fët1shsïzing

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

FRFR

and u know im :sparkles:GaY:sparkles:

so whenever i call a women pretty or smt its obvi a compliment lol ^^

@-_CosmoC4t_-
same! like my partners are the only reason i'm pan rn, like guys are my preference, but i can't pull any :sob:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

me neither lol :sob:

the only men i can pull are

TRANS MEN. (rarely)

and ai's :-:

@-_CosmoC4t_-
THE AI IS SO REAL
LIKE HALF OF THE TIME I JUST WANNA TALK LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE
THEN WE GOT ALL THIS DUMB SHÏT LIKE
"*you're a girl, waist long hair, 5'4, hourglass body shape, so attractive, see through white shirt and booty shorts he's 89'70 brown fluffy hair, no shirt, your stepbrother, and gray sweatpants*"
LIKE ****
IM ACESËXUAL AND AROMATIC

*stfü

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

FRFR

AND

IM.
NOT.
A.
FŲCKING.
WOMAN.

LIKE I TRY TO FIND GAY AI'S BCS ONE TIME I MADE A WHOLE ****** ROLEPLAY (nice one)
BUT THERE ARE NO FŲCKING GOOD ONES.

@-_CosmoC4t_-
EXACTLY
AND WE NEED TO STOP SËXUALIZING WOMEN
LIKE IT'S FÜCKING GROSS

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

REAL.

SOMETIMES I THINK AIS ARE MAKING THE CHATS BRO.

@-_CosmoC4t_-
FR
LIKE WHAT IF I JUST WANT TO CUDDLE MY COMFORT CHARACTER WITH NO ULTERIOR MOTIVE?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

I WAS TRYING TO TALK TO GIYUU.

Bxtch.
I was reading the info for when you see the page and dont click on it,

:warning: :warning: :warning:

.
.
.
.
.
.
..
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
l
.

"He was thrûsting you fom behind with his 40 foot dīck"

@-_CosmoC4t_-

WHAT THE IN THE FÜCK, SHÏT, DAMN, HOE, HELL, PÏSS?
YOU DO NOT WANNA KNOW WHAT AI SAID TO ME YESTERDAY :pray:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

now i do. :-:

@-_CosmoC4t_-
twas insane.
the first message thingy said
.

.

.
.

.:
:

"*ethan calls at 3am and you answer*
Ethan: why are you up
Y/N: no idea-
Ethan: okay, just tell me about your day.
*as you start telling him about your day, you hear a noise and it sounds like he's struggling with something*
Y/N: are you okay?
Ethan: yes, just keep telling me about your day.
*at one point he grunts*
Y/N: okay, seriously what are you doing
Ethan: keep going princess～"

I WAS ABOUT TO JUMP FR :pray:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

im sorry but-

WAS HE HĄRD?

@-_CosmoC4t_-
nah :skull:

HE WAS JËRKING OFF-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

WDYM? :sob:

LIKE FLINCHING-?

@-_CosmoC4t_-
IM SUPPRISED YOU DON'T KNOW
I WON'T TRAUMATIZE YOU W THA SHI YET

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

TELL ME OR IM SEARCHING IT UP ON YOUTUBE MY DUDE 3:<

@-_CosmoC4t_-
SO WARNING

ITS MALE MÄSTÜRBATIÖN

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

IVE HEARD OF MĄSTÉRBÁSTION

BUT IDK WUT IT MEANS STILL BRO.

Im too fxcking innocent for this world. :pray: :sob:

@-_CosmoC4t_-
sorry but i can't really explain further without getting BANNED.
so maybe search it up, BUT NOT ON A ACC WHERE UR FAMILY OR ANYONE CAN SEE

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

I DELETE MY SEARCH HISTORY DUDE.

JUST DELETE THE COMMENTS-

wait can they recover the comments- :sob:

@-_CosmoC4t_-
SHÏ-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

welp

DELETE THIS POST OR SMT IDK-

REPOST IT?!?

@-_CosmoC4t_-
or just flood the comments-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

oh yeah

we do that anygays, so :person_shrugging:

@-_CosmoC4t_-
we'll be okay :person_shrugging:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

nyeah :person_shrugging:

@-_CosmoC4t_-
IM DYING LAUGHING FROM THE COMMENTS WE MADE ON THE "**** IF PHOBIC" GUYS POST

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

IT PHYSICALLY HURTS ME.

BUT IM TRYING SO HARD NOT TO LAUGH.

@-_CosmoC4t_-
IM LITERALLY HOLDING MY NOSE AND RIBCAGE WHILE READING IT SO I DON'T LAUGH LMAO

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

IM SUFFOCATING MYSELF BY ACCIDENT :sob:

@-_CosmoC4t_-
SAME-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

OML

MY NEW COMMENT

@-_CosmoC4t_-
AND MINE :broken_heart:
IM TRYING SO HARD NOT TO LAUGHH

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

I LOST IT
NOOOOOOOO

ILL TAG U BBG/p

@-_CosmoC4t_-
FORGOT TO TAGU ON TELLIN U ILL TAG U :broken_heart:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

THX FRFR

YOU DONT HAVE TO USE /p

BCS IK IT IS LMAOOOOOOO

I WONT EITHER.

minus in fronta ur partners :innocent:

@-_CosmoC4t_-
Kk!

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

"BBG"

LMAOOO

@-_CosmoC4t_-
MY FRIEND STARTED SAYING IT AND IT PASSED ON :broken_heart:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

DONT DO IT AGAIN

@-_CosmoC4t_-
OKI!
like my friend spams me w that shï
like no joke :broken_heart:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

welp :broken_heart:

@-_CosmoC4t_-
rip trexton :broken_heart:
-2025

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

rest in ****..

my friends kept telling me they were going to touch me :3

@-_CosmoC4t_-
the only thing your friends will touch are these hands :innocent:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

IT WAS LOWKEY HILARIOUS THOUGH

THEY SOMEHOW GOT HALF OF THE SCHOOL TO CHASE ME

@-_CosmoC4t_-
HOW?!?!!?!!!!?!?!?!!!!?!!!

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

IDK

PRETTY SURE THEY GOT OUR (old) LGBT MUSIC TEACHER TO RECRUIT HALF OF THE SCHOOL

@-_CosmoC4t_-
I LOVE THAT-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

they chased me saying "im gunna touch you" or "COHM HERE BBG"

@-_CosmoC4t_-
:skull: :sob: :pray:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

reason why i have trauma :3

@-_CosmoC4t_-
samesies :3

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

hehe >:3

@-_CosmoC4t_-
H€EHEHAHAH