i try so hard for everyone, but its never enough. if i died would you still care? you for sure dont act like you wouldn't. you didn't even care when i told you i wanted to get better, so you just made it worse, and im sorry i am the way i am. ive changed for you but you bashed me untill i sit and my room and do nothing but sit there and hurt myself because i thought i deserved it. because of you. isn't that funny?