next year i'm going into high school...

high school isn't that bad imo but i am homeschooled so im only speaking from a work perspective not social

@eulogistical yea, its js.. i get called slurs a lot already..

@M17UN4-C4P7OR Oh im sorry man :( u don't deseve that

@eulogistical i mean.. maga kids js suck

bleh fr:p my homeschool co-op is 95% maga anti-vax rácist homõphobes so i feel ya. perks of living in the south ig. but fr don't let them get to you, you're fab blud

i'm not a great comforter but i hope i help a bit haha

@eulogistical I mean yeah, my school is maga antifurry autism speaks (a program sayin autistic ppl are suffering and r trying to 'cure' it) antitherian ppl, i'm from Canada, too, I moved to Indiana..

Oh damn :p i'm pretty sure i have autism so ive researched autism speaks b4 and they suck. Just hold on through high school ig is the best u can do, you'll be free in a few years

@eulogistical i appreciate you.

:heartpulse: /p

@eulogistical silly !!!

no u!!

@eulogistical i'm tge homdstuck!!

@Davesprite2-birdboy- i've nvr read homestuck but i rly want 2!

@eulogistical yeww better !!!

i'll check it out! :))

@eulogistical yippee

i just watched the Tim Burton Alice in Wonderland movies they're so good

@eulogistical ikr ???

Johhny Depp Mad Hatter my beloved

@eulogistical YES

Okay hear me out on him though

@eulogistical :nail_care: YES

YEES FINALLY :D SOMEONE GETS IT

@eulogistical YEESSS

HES SO :heart_eyes_cat:

@eulogistical IM MAKING HIS HAT

OO COOL!! :000

@eulogistical :P blough

u good?

oh btw i just saw that ur a system so may i know who im talking 2? (if youre comfy ofc ^^ im also a sys, its just me that uses the acc mainly though)

@eulogistical oh, its Calliope rn, and im ok, js half asleep ig ^u^

oo okay! :)

the others specify if they're on here so you'll always know if ur talking to another alter

@eulogistical ooh ok!

tbh theyre mostly only comfy talking to other systems or close friends cause of past issues with singlets :p

@eulogistical we get that lots. Withered Bonnie feels comfortable talking w/ only ppl i've known on my past acc.

Yeah and then theres ones that don't like talking at all or i don't let online, coughtheperscutorcough

@eulogistical ofc its the persecUtor!!

Ours main one is a factive of our step-mom who is one of our main three ab*sers and i'd hate for her to be a b!tch to someone and mess up a friendship

@eulogistical yeah.. Sometimes Yatta's too mUch and we have to calm her down :/

Yeah but i mean i don't necessarily blame her i undersand its her way of protecting us

@eulogistical in a way i get it, bc people are different, bUt tbh, ab*se is ab*se

i mean i do blame the ab*ser, but i don't blame the persecutor for trying to protect us from the ab*se. she yells at me to try to prepare me for the real thing, she fails to see that i don't need that anymore and its doing more harm than good.

@eulogistical yeah, i get an alter manifesting from trauma.

yeh :p

the amount of fictives we have is sad, my almost definitly autistic brain needs to chill

@eulogistical i have only foUr, bUt my th.******* said i'll most likely develop another.

im not out to my therap!st :p she wouldn't get it

i have several. my sys is small but 90% of it is fictives

@eulogistical yeah, i'm all fictives sadly..

Newest alter is from tmnt but hes such a dork bro donatello fictive :sob:

@eulogistical Donny's silly <3
Yatta's my newest :) My first was Bonnie

Im not sure who came first actually. it wasnt me though. our old host, A, went dormant when we were 9 and i took over. I think Luke was first though maybe?

@eulogistical the host from birth is still around, Nyx, but they're barely active anymore..

Ours shut down ig, i don't remember it very well, i don't think she'll ever come back :/

@eulogistical withered bonnie is extremely sUic1dal, we've nearly died bc of him.

Im the main su!c!dal one here, the others have saved my life multiple times

@eulogistical yeah, dealing with him fronting? fUll time job.

damn sorry dude :sob:

@eulogistical kinda sUcks bUt we got Used to it

yeah ig

im doing some bill cipher doodles rn! >:)

@eulogistical i love Gravity Falls !

SAME!!!

@eulogistical YIPPEE !! i have the collecters edition dvds! It came w/ dipper's letter from his friends in the final episode :3

ooo :0 thats super cool dude!

@eulogistical my bsf got it, btw i make kandi! (If only i could mail things 2 my friends)

rah i love kandi!! I have wayyyy to many singles

@eulogistical i recently made my first rotating cuff! based off my fictive #Eridan! i Use my Aftonsparv (ikea alien) to hold my kandi when im not wearing it XD

ooo very cool! i've made some cuffs but my attention span is short so i usually make necklaces or singlets since i can do them quick

@eulogistical dewd i have 11 posters.. concerning? idk
i have nailed my pokemon cards, all of em, to my wall, and glUed worm on a strings to my door.
btw the green thing is me #Calliope

I have like five supernatural posters in my room and two pokémon ones. and then a bunch of random plastic lizard toys resting on every available surface

@eulogistical i collect pop tabs, plushies, books and figures XD- i have all the official Warriors figures

dude i used to be way into warriors!

i collect keychains, pins, and those little squishy animals

@eulogistical my fav character is Jayfeather!

SAME?? I love him sm, hes always been my fave! I have the Jayfeather plush

@eulogistical if theres any jayfeather merch.. 80% chance i'll save money to bUy it

Thats real tbh :broken_heart: i always buy merch for the thungs i hyperfixate on so i have way 2 much stuff

@eulogistical i have a homestuck hyperfixation, and a sliight creepypasta hyperfixation
(i made an aU, Dave rUnning away to Slenderman away from his ab*sive brother)

Dudee creepypasta my beloved :sparkles: when i was nine i was such a fanboy :broken_heart: i was the ppl that gave the fandom a bad rep in 2018

I have hyperfixations on tmnt and marble hornets :sparkles:

@eulogistical mh is my comfort series?? weird ik-
I'm a Ben kinnie (concernin)

I kin Toby and Tim im quite concerning. I have a few tics as well plus i look like Toby :broken_heart:

mh is also one of my comfort series so no not weird

@eulogistical yes!! im not even toUrettes bUt i have tics 4 xome reason..

I don't have tourettes cause i don't quite fit the qualifications for it but i have several tics, its quite annoying tbh :p

@eulogistical yeah tics r not 'qUirky', neither is aUtism or ADD. things i both have

Yeah i hate when ppl make stuff out to be 'quirky' when it fûcks with ppls lives like everything is hard for me bruh and u want this??

@eulogistical precisely! Like- 'Oh YoU hAvE AsD?? So QuIrKy!!' bih i literally get overwhelmed w/ flickering lights??

Fr. i'm not diagnosed yet so im not claiming to have it (im trying rn though), and like?? its not fun?? i had a meltdown in a soap store once cause all the smells nd bright lights overwhelmed me?

@eulogistical YES. Soap stores r one of my worst fears!!

YES OKAY YOU GET IT!! I HATE THEM WITH A PASSION I GLARE EVERYTIME I DRIVE PAST ONE!! Soap stores, sand, and restaurant napkins are my enemys

@eulogistical i despise the texture of cauliflower. yet broccoli is ok?? weird

I hate the texture of both raw but not cooked. I have to go talk to you tomorrow!

@eulogistical gn!!

Yay hi happy pride month!!

@eulogistical hi!
-Yatta

Hi ! Idk if ive met you yet, and if i haven't its nice to meet you! I'm Toby :))

@eulogistical hi Toby! i saw Calliope was talking abt me..

You were mentioned yes. I don't judge until I've met someone though!!

@eulogistical So, hru?

I'm good, hbu? I'm going to summer camp tomorrow

@eulogistical great! listening to NDAD (Nero's Day At Disneyland) rn

Oo cool!

@eulogistical i js had a weird idea. What if i js.. died? would anyone notice?

Uhm yes ppl would! please don't?

@eulogistical js a thought :)
i won't unless bonnie fronts. we keep him from fronting.

mmkay, just stay safe <3 /p :)

@eulogistical ilyt/p

yo im back from summer camp :)

@eulogistical hi!

hiii! i made my first queer friend irl :3

@eulogistical yipzee!!!

@eulogistical u ok?

SORRY I WAS ON VACATION

@eulogistical ur ok !!!

srry i was watching watership down w/ my bro

:))

I'm watching Gravity Falls rn

@eulogistical peak. peak asf man

frrr i wish it was still on. Dipper is literally me

@eulogistical its Calliope rn, and i'm actUally watching mlp: fim :3

yyeay hi calliope and i fw mlp so much its, great

@eulogistical pegasister :3

yippe! mlp fim is what i grew up on

@eulogistical yess
i miss hUb network tbh

same tho

@eulogistical yea

dude im a practicing pagan and i just got slapped by signs i asked for dude the gods are yapping

@eulogistical reall
once it was storming and istg i was about to yell at zeus X3

i was outside

lmaoo

i worship greek and norse pantheons , specifically Aphrodite and now Loki since im pretty sure he was reaching out

@eulogistical i worship greek pantheons, mostly apollo and Venus :D

coolio!! :)))

i want to practice witchcraft as well, green witchcraft specifically

@eulogistical witchcraft seems cool, but again, Christian household..

samee but i'll kep it lowkey

@eulogistical yea X3
by the wway, wwho's frontin? is it toby again?

yeah its toby! is pretty much always toby. the others co-front more, just me rn tho

@eulogistical So good newws abt bonnie, he likes true crime documentaries! hopefully it'll keep him from havvin us die.

oo tha5s good! i like true crime, kallmekris's videos on youtube are really good, especially if u can't watch them on streaming she gives great case overview !

@eulogistical i lovve kmk! her husband is oompavville!

yesysys i love her and oompaville

u should watch funkyfrogbait

@eulogistical i do !

yesues i love them!

@eulogistical they played dream bbq :innocent:

wait was that rhe british game

@eulogistical ena!

OHHH

ive never seen that

@eulogistical itz ok!

:3 ill look it up

@eulogistical its REALLY cool

Ive seen fanart it looks neat :D

@eulogistical it is trust :pray:

im watching stranger things omg robin and vickie are so cute

@eulogistical vvickie = my cc

trjdjdslldnd my uterus is trying to claw its way from my stomach i want to dieee ewdghe

@eulogistical u ok? or just period

just period :p

@eulogistical realll
i hzte afab

sxame :p who invented pads this sh!t is sensory hell

@eulogistical
yes
even worse my family gene is HEAVY PERIODS

same i get a lot of blood :c

@eulogistical and- like im not even Christian but Eve that apple better have been damn good

FRR THOUGH :sob:

i just got the gravity falls journal three book my inner code breaker is tweaking

@eulogistical i have the three specials of the book of bill

urgtr im jelly i want it so bad. bill and ford are bitter exes and the book of bill scene where bill drinks a lot solidifies it for me

@eulogistical YES

BILLFORD IS SO TOXIC AND YET. I KEEP COMING BACK FOR MORE

@eulogistical #condesce x #signless vibes

lmaoo
lowkey Bill's backstory is :broken_heart:

@eulogistical i once used a wof book for black-out poetry

slayyy

also get a load of the guy in the comments of my newest post :broken_heart: r.pe discussion tw

@eulogistical WHU???

LOL HE BLOCKED ME

@eulogistical theres a good edgy and a bad edgy... hes bad edgy
i feel like making ocs snould be fun not good, i have an edgy alicorn oc in the works

my,ocs arw all doofuses :broken_heart: canonically one of them broke his arm jumping offa roof into a pool

@eulogistical once my pony oc mushroom cap ate psychadelic mushrooms and thats how he gave into queen chrysalis' manipulation

yelp shroom
'how bad is it if a baby gets heroine?' /ref

@eulogistical lil trans boy got high on sum shrooms man

thats crazzyyy

@eulogistical i stole some cardboard cutouts from the bookstore
i also have a stop sign

lmao

@eulogistical my friend vandalized weird shi with the proxy symbol

ayo lol. someone drew the operator symbl on a drain tunnel in my neighborhood

@eulogistical me and my friends did graffiti on the side of our school X3

slay :laughing:

@eulogistical dewd
they
they genderbent my soarin skies from mlp

nah fr?

@eulogistical in the figures

hes a womf

whatt

@eulogistical also no flim, but his bro flam

i want to draw jax in a maid dress

@eulogistical y e s

its canon no one can stop you

hc hes, transmasc and thas why he was so upset at thedress

@eulogistical OMG NEW HC
I hc caine as demiboy!!

YUS i also hc caine as aroace!

@eulogistical he is canonically w the moon, i feel aşexůal works better :3

fair. i could see him as demiaro or grayaro maybe

@eulogistical fair.

Bro i saw a yt short last night on the next episode we get to find out what gangle did with that anime figurine and gooseworx also has stated that ep. 6 will have a s3x joke :skull: gangle u freak

@eulogistical JAR...

SCARIFIED

@eulogistical freak gangle

freakle canon

@eulogistical f r e a k l e
sounds like a 'kids' indie horror name

frrr
im watching the amazing world of gumball

@eulogistical FIRE
I was watching mml

slayy

@eulogistical i
i started a map

whats a map

@eulogistical its whn u and a buncha dif artists do a buncha parts for a song/episode of smth

oooo

@eulogistical im a liittllleee dumb

nuh uhh

@eulogistical so
um
my bro made a ponysona

is this a /p0s or a /neg thing

@eulogistical /p0s! it means hes a brony now

yippe!! Mlp has lived rent free in my brain since i was like 6

@eulogistical im js a severe brony..
on a bootleg shirt i hve they made vinyl scratch tan

"dammit celestia, suns too bright!!" -Vinyl Scratch, probably

lmaoo

@eulogistical also apple jack is red.. she looks like her brother
damn you celestia givin everypony a sunburn

they're going to send me back to the mental hospital apple jack. /ref

@eulogistical lil miss rarity: