sigh by AbsolCat

i hate being anxious about stuff that will, in the long run, make me happier. it makes me feel like im wrong ab everything, even when i know that isnt true. i just get anxious about taking steps on my own. i think its bc of how i grew up, unable to make my own choices. i get scared.
i know ive made progress, but some days it feels like im at square 1 again. but i just gotta remember that isnt true. we all have our lows.
i hope i work up the courage i need to keep moving forward.
#mossac #acsocs

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16 May, 2025, 5:59 pm

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AbsolCat

16 May, 2025, 6:04 pm

i guess i mostly say all this on my drawing as a sort of reminder to myself that ive been doing good and i just have to go at my own pace, even if its hard and even if it slows the process a little. no matter how long it takes, im going to get the genuine happiness in life ive deserved but was not born into, in more ways than one.
i will come out of this truly alive, and i will make sure of that.

AbsolCat

16 May, 2025, 6:08 pm

on another note, i think the 3ds is a source of familiarity and comfort, as well as this app, and i think thats why i come back to make meaningful drawings sometimes. i rarely draw vent art now compared to when i was younger, but when i do a lot of it is here. the colors community has changed a lot since i found it, but i will cherish it forever. i thank each and every one of you for giving me a second home in my hardest moments.

Meowy_a_Meowdracorn

16 May, 2025, 6:21 pm

I'm sorry you feel this way :C

I just wanna say your not alone

I feel this way too half the time

AbsolCat

16 May, 2025, 6:46 pm

@Meowy_a_Meowdracorn

thank you, i wish you the best when you are struggling. we will all get through life together :]

Meowy_a_Meowdracorn

16 May, 2025, 6:50 pm

Np! ^^

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