@caelus-the-greatest i kno ur more educated in this stuff and u also have osd (i think i got the abreviation wrong) could u mayve help? :'3

sorry if that seems rude i js want an opinion on this yk??

you're probably just having identity confusion, realistically with did/osdd1a/osdd1b, they all have some form of amnesia. Therefore you're most likely feeling some unstable sense of identity

with did, alters switch periodically and most times have different memories that the rest of the system doesnt remember

osdd 1a is the same but alters are less distinguished and may just be a certain emotion that person feels that memories cant get to (doesnt mean that median systems are never distinguished, they may go by different names and have distinguished interests, but act the exact same)
im gonna explain osdd1b now

osdd1b is basically when a sys has lack of memory loss between alters. they experience emotional amnesia exclusively and may have different emotions correlating to certain events in comparison to other alters. they are distinguished in some form, but may be a median system depending on the functions as a whole

therefore, it's not any of those.

osdd-2/3/4/etc does not count as it does not contribute to alter formation

the reason these are formed is due to severe trauma at an extremely young age, which is persistent and constant.
in order for the body to function properly and for the brain to cope, the personalities split into several. Which can reach from 2 to thousands of alters.

the first split is usually just a split into another singular personality though

over like,,, the 5+ years i remember, i think we originally split at 7-9 yrs old :')