Vent. by Sunny12
I've been trying to starve myself. All i can do to not cry is bedrot and listen to Penelope Scott. My grades are going down fast, and i'm losing sense in the things i love. I can't hear the words 'I love you' without honestly thinking about my life choices. I don't think i can do this anymore. I'm doing my hardest, I'm actually trying. No matter what i do i just fail and fail and fail snd fail and fail. My 'friends' irl complain abt getting %90 and being 'fat', when their acually perfect.
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09 May, 2025, 1:50 am
I'm losing hope in humanity. In america. In my town, even in my irl friends. My a$ş can't cry without actually starting sobbing. Something i forgot to mention- i hate my name. I hate its meaning, my nickname irl, i hate its letters, i hate its sound, i hate the Ah sound in the beginning. I can't even get started on my family/sister bro. I'm fvking tired. I can't sleep anymore. The med!cine isn't working. I'm still anxious. It was supposed to make it go away?- Whats wrong with me?
09 May, 2025, 1:54 am
I don't even trust my Th3ráp!sť at this point bro. She's not exactly helping. Idk why i only trust colors. I'm thankful, dont get me wrong, but its confusing. i HATE when the attention gets shifted to me. I don't need flowers, I don't want a picture. I honestly wish thqt cord had šțr5nġ13ď me when it could.
I'll go back to real art soon, or atleast i'll try. Sorry for venting. Click away if u don't want to comment. don't feel fprced to care, ur not, its ur choice. I'm done yapping now :)
09 May, 2025, 2:01 am
@Sunny12
im here for you my friend
you are one the the best people ive ever met, even if its just been online
i will always be listening to you if you need to get stuff off of your chest
our world is a mess rn, ik... :broken_heart:
but we are here for you always <3/p
09 May, 2025, 2:07 am
@Dragon_n00dle
Tysm:heart:
U guys are probably the most important to me, online or irl. Everyones / U have always been there. Just tysm.
09 May, 2025, 2:19 am
This is awful sunny!
I've been struggling with eating too. :disappointed:
Just know that your amazing the way you are <3
We will always be here for you.
09 May, 2025, 2:43 am
im so sorry youre going through all this, you dont deserve it at all :( i hope you know how much you mean to me and your other friends, and that youre an awesome, talented, supa nice person <3 /p
if i can help in anyway, ill do anything to make you feel better sunster /gen
10 May, 2025, 1:40 am
@ZELTIK- tysm.
@Chiefalicious Tysm dude.
U guys dont know how much u mean to me.
12 May, 2025, 3:53 pm
Awwh sunny, im so sorry i didnt see this in time
I really do hope that this stops, please dont try to starve or harm urself, a world without u isnt a world worth living in. Please know im always gonna be here for u
ily/p
13 May, 2025, 1:49 am
@-B0RD3RS- tysm, dude.
You really don't know how much all your support means to me.. I'll do my best, i promise.
ily to:heart: /p