watch it./nf by H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

:warning: vent. possibly triggering. watch at your own risk.

like if you want ig.
#acesvents
do your worst. be honest. i'm not talking about roasting or insults that aren't true, be BRUTAL. BE HONEST. i want to feel something. i want to cry. i haven't cried in months. i need to.

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06 May, 2025, 12:21 am
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H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

06 May, 2025, 12:22 am

i seem like i'm seeking attention. sorry.

alosha

06 May, 2025, 12:40 am

so you want to be sad right? @H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

06 May, 2025, 1:16 am

@alosha i want to feel something.

-_CosmoC4t_-

06 May, 2025, 1:25 am

You mean so much to me.

You don't even know :)

You Wouldn't be able to even COUNT how much you mean to me :]

If you weren't here i don't think i would be either :>

CroftersLover

06 May, 2025, 1:53 am

ive only interacted w/ you a bit, you prob dont remember me, but if you ever need someone to vent to, lmk. im here for you and genuinely care about you.

ruustyz_

06 May, 2025, 2:03 am

Hey, even though im not ur friend, i still car about everyone like u, what just happend? plsss tell me, so u can ever feel lightweight in your mind. And pls dont think that ur gonna d13 early because, you have so much to live for. :pray:

ruustyz_

06 May, 2025, 2:04 am

you're not seeking attention, you are friendly and yapper, and if you wanna talk to me, im here for you. :ribbon:

9_0F_SPAD3Z

07 May, 2025, 12:12 am

ive felt like this before. you follow me and ig you dont know me much but i care.

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

08 May, 2025, 1:52 am

@9_0F_SPAD3Z i know who you are.. You're a very good person. thanks for understanding, and caring..

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

08 May, 2025, 1:53 am

@CosmoC4t thanks.. honestly, thank you.

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

08 May, 2025, 1:58 am

@ruustyz_siaaa i haven't really felt too much for a while.. i've been almost fully emotional.. i haven't been able to feel pain at all. i want to have emotions more.

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

08 May, 2025, 1:59 am

@CroftersLover thank you. i really appreciate it..

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

11 May, 2025, 12:42 pm

@MarcyDraws thank you..

N0TY4S1LLYG00B3RR

11 May, 2025, 12:46 pm

:3 jk

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

11 May, 2025, 12:58 pm

@MarcyDraws ik. fück off. you aren't welcome here.

9_0F_SPAD3Z

11 May, 2025, 11:35 pm

hey Starz, i just want to know, did you feel like you had to force urself to cry bc you wanted to feel something. was it like " why do i even bother" when you got sad or mad?

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

11 May, 2025, 11:52 pm

@9_0F_SPAD3Z yeah.. i want to feel something but when i do i don't want to really feel that anymore, because basically when i'm vulnerable (or feeling things) people take advantage of that, so i just don't feel sad or upset.

9_0F_SPAD3Z

12 May, 2025, 12:43 am

im kind of the same, execpt whenever i feel mad or sad in that time period i just feel too exausted to feel anything too intense.

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

12 May, 2025, 12:55 am

@9_0F_SPAD3Z yeah..
if you would like to talk i'm here

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