how much longer until im good enough for you? im trying, please forgive me. i dont mean to be a burden. i'll keep destroying until all thats left of me is my name. all for you... dang it im so stupid.
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03 May, 2025, 3:26 am
nah don't do that man im bad at comforting but if you need to vent ill listen whenever
03 May, 2025, 3:36 am
@eulogistical prob just being dramatic, but i change so much for my friends ill do just about anything to please them. most of them arent the best, but i kinda gaslight myself into thinkin im the problem? idk, but it reall huts when they get mad at me. ive learned to just not stand up for myself, cause then ill get ganged up on. guess im always wrong??
03 May, 2025, 3:46 am
well obviously theyre sh itty friends you should just ditch them. i know its hard but itd be best for you in the end. find some new people who appreciate your cool a ss self. youre not the problem they are.
03 May, 2025, 3:54 am
@eulogistical yeahhh... at this point im just waiting for them to move schools. small private school (6 kids in my grade) so i kinda have tojust endure the days as they make the hundreth "[deadname] is a crybaby" joke. (did i mention christian school, so everyone at the school except for one other person is INSANELY **********/transphobic? fun, ik)
03 May, 2025, 4:07 am
ugh i get that im homeschooled and my co-op is 4 people and also tphobic/hom ophobic. I'm not great at cmforting ppl but hold onto hope that youll get out of there one day, whether thats when youre 18 or before
03 May, 2025, 6:49 am
r u okay
03 May, 2025, 1:03 pm
@BrightheartXmisty ehhhh, kinda? i really just have to wait till im 18 or they leave early. school just really sucks.