:warning: S/H

I tried to s/h not bite. C^t. I started crying, bawling silently actually. All our kn1f3s are ina drawer in the kitchen, which my parents bedroom is super close to. So i snuck into the kitchen, grabbed one of our sharp but small sk1v3s. And put it to my skin. I thought abt my life, friends, and family, and I put the knife down. I've only s/hed abt 4 times. That's it, but i never feel the c^ts anyways bc i never actually c^t. I've tryed k1lling myself 5 times. But failed miserably.