i hate myself by Nydia_
.... #Vent
i been cutting myself and t4ied to commit su3cide to many times and I've been lying to my bf abt the cuts and people are saying i need to go back to Mexico ever since they found out im black and Mexican, ive been up crying for 2 weeks and i havent been eating ig im fasting :confused: anyway, life just sucks rn my parents think conseling would help, i dont thnk so tho, my friends slap me and punched me as a 'joke' yesterday, idk im not sure i like my teen years...
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26 Apr, 2025, 2:12 am
do you need someone to talk to? im here if you want.
26 Apr, 2025, 2:19 am
here are list of things to help
vent drawing 1
going outdoors 2
talking with a authority firgure 3
26 Apr, 2025, 2:26 am
@Alex_034 pls that would really help
26 Apr, 2025, 2:27 am
@-CD-SEA ty :smiley:
26 Apr, 2025, 2:29 am
@Nydia_ ok, would you want to tag me on a private post for us to talk on or just talk here?
26 Apr, 2025, 2:35 am
@Alex_034 um here is fine ig
26 Apr, 2025, 2:41 am
@Alex_034 ill wait for replys but i might fall asleep but my pf will say online or offline if i do go to sleep
26 Apr, 2025, 2:44 am
@Nydia_
alright, go ahead and lay it on me. what's going on?
26 Apr, 2025, 2:56 am
@Alex_034 so basicallyit all started about 3 days ago and my friends were like making fun of me for being Mexican and black and they were saying like , 'go back to Mexico' or 'go back to Africa' and i went to the bathroom after all that and i called my mom and told her and,she didnt even care she just said 'just go back to class you'll be fine' so i just said okay and washed my hands and went to class then my teachers saw my cuts under my hoodie and asked me to com to the front of the class to w
26 Apr, 2025, 3:02 am
@Alex_034 continuing- to write the answer , but yk you cant like do anything with ur hand in ur hoodies and so i pulled the sleeves up and wrote the answer and she was looking at my wrist the whole time ans she pointed it out , outloud and everyone laughed and whispered to eachother, and i just sat back down and put my head down in embarrassment, then my friend slaped me as a joke and punched me as a joke and i had to go to the nurse and go home early but when i went to kiis my bf goodbye his fr
26 Apr, 2025, 3:06 am
@Alex_034 continuing- his friends told him about my cuts and he thiught i stoped already bc i said i did ovi i lied so he didnt worry and he just started yelling at me but softly ig i cant described it, but he just didnt understand he just kissed me and said to stop after he yelled, and i went home crying and i didnt eat breakfast/lunch/dinner for 2 weeks.
26 Apr, 2025, 3:06 am
@Alex_034 ty love :smiley: :heart_decoration:
26 Apr, 2025, 3:07 am
@Nydia_
no problem. is there anything i can do to help you rn? :worried:
26 Apr, 2025, 3:10 am
@Alex_034 no its okay just greatful that you care :heartbeat: :smiley: im gonna go to sleep love talk to you tomorrow :)
26 Apr, 2025, 3:12 am
@Nydia_
alright then, talk to you tomorrow! ^^
26 Apr, 2025, 3:18 am
@-CD-SEA youre one to talk :skull:
26 Apr, 2025, 3:20 am
@Nydia_ dont listen to CD. They tell ppl to kts.
-You should tell someone who you trust how you feel,
-Write down how you feel,
-Rest,
-Do something that makes you happy
26 Apr, 2025, 4:42 pm
@LycheeStar oh, kay ty for ur help/support :heartbeat: :heartbeat: