2/2 we had a view of a beach with waves that seemed to reflect yet contast the sunset which was a mix of pinks, oranges, and blues in higher skies. the clouds shone like silver, and it was when i felt at home.

you might be a system !!

@_-P01S0N_FL0W3RS-_ what's that?

basically, systems form of headmates, aka "voices in your head", aka "DID". they form from childhood trauma, but i suggest doing your own research! ^^

@_-P01S0N_FL0W3RS-_ i will do some research on that!

This doesn't make you an attention seeker. An attention seeker example: *ventin to one of my bfs* Him: *interrupts me* My family hates me! *lie* And i was ***** when k was 5 or 6! *lie*

He's terrible, he gave a letter to one of my friendship siblings after he was broken up w/ and it was changing my siblings words of a vent, into his own. And on the back it said: "-logan" logan was scribbled off, "-the person nobody cares abt.." LIKE DUDE- SŤFU

@CosmoC4t

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just saying im a system and just hving 'voices in your head' does NOT make you one, that can fs just be intrusive thoughts. You need to have switches, or at least co-con, and other dissociative symptoms to have DID/OSDD/P-DID

gn @JustAHuman

Question: why does vent art look so GOOD? i wanna like vents but i don't wanna be meann

yeah, you should maybe ask a psychiatrist or something to see if you might have did or some other disorder (dont self dianose gang!! :pray:), hopefully they stop soon for you though /gen

@eulogistical im gonna get a proper diagnosis (if i am a system) when i finally get therapy

@_-KARKAT612-_ no idea :sob: you can like ths if you want tho!

@Chiefalicious dw! i'm see if i actually have it when i get therapy!

mhm yeah but fyi getting diagnosed with DID/OSDD is apparently super hard. i'm not diagnosed cause im not in a safe environment to get help, but also don't go into it thinking you have DID cause its rare and chances are you probably don't. again: just hearing voices doesn't mean youre a sys, do real research. not whatever half-assed webmd search most people seem to do

@eulogistical okay! i'm checking official medical websites!

okay good! ^^

hi are u ok x @JustAHuman

@nickitay2017 mhm! hbu?

hey i still hear voices in my head i and i am 24 in 8days i haven't got a therapst and i am doing just fine xxx just listen to the voices and get to know them thats wat i did and one a month they come back just to check up on me try doing wat i did xxx friend @JustAHuman

@nickitay2017 you okay? i'm here if you would like to talk?
also happy early birthday!

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thanks u for the birthday wishes i am just happy that u are my friend xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx @JustAHuman

at 12:10 am in the uk i will be going to sleep at that time its only 23:51 in the united kingdom

@nickitay2017 okay! sleep well!

i am realy sleep now so i will come back on here at 9 or am in unitedkingdom time witch is London time zone gn @JustAHuman my friend xxxxxxx

@nickitay2017 gn friend!

hi sorry i was out all day today i was doing something at the owners bar for st gorges day i was raceing some kids then on the way back on the race i had a big fall then i rested up in my caravan then i spent half hour in the arcade then came back to my caravan had my tea then now i have gone to bed to watch lion king 2 simba pride how was u day today xxxxxxxxxxx

@nickitay2017 good! i hope you're okay!

@nickitay2017 how was your day?

i am just a bit sore but i think i will be ok i wont know until toz in the morning ok xx

@nickitay2017 okay! i hope you feel better!

@nickitay2017 ? what?

@nickitay2017 nope.

@nickitay2017 i mean i know how but i don't.

@nickitay2017 (respectfully) i don't feel comfortable having this conversation.

ok

i understand

i just delete my bad messages ok i am sorry ok

@nickitay2017 it's alright! i just don't feel comfortable on that topic y'know?

i know but i dont wantto get band from this chat x

@nickitay2017 okay!

i am sorry if i made it arward i hope this dosnt make us not friends i still want us to be friends still x

@nickitay2017 we're still friends!

how are u today

@nickitay2017 good! hbu?

ye today is the day that i might be getting a drone from the prize stand in my caravan park its 12000 i have 2262 tickets i will have lots today me and my dad are going to be getting more tickes today and we are cashing in all my tickets xxxx

gn @JustAHuman

@nickitay2017 nice!! hope you sleep well!

hi

@nickitay2017 hello!

music baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how are u x

@nickitay2017 fine.. hbu?

ok now that u are online