this silly little nintendo switch app has done impeccable damage to my mental health, i've seen an erp between a 13 and 17 year old, and someone draw straight up hęntąi. there's lots more but i'm not gonna go down that rabbt hole

like i said already, i created this account when i was 13, and i'm turning 16 this june. i'm supposed to be getting a job and learning how to drive, not to mention i'm in highschool?? as a sophmore?? i was in 7th grade when i started here. it just feels really inmature for me to even be on here. the people that i talked to back then arent even active on here, most of them have deleted accs and disappeared. and honestly, i don't blame them. it's awful on here-

plus i just feel uncomfortable being around 12 year olds on here.. some of u guys are petty as fųcķ lmao like why do u think it's cool to constantly talk about su1cid3 and drvgs?? u want a sticker or something?

anyways sorry, i already went on a rant about that whole group of users like a month ago. i just hate seeing what this app has become. like, what happened to the fnaf fanart??? what is with dandy's world and murder drones?? (smelly)

i literally have no reason to be on here other then so i can download art to my computer. this switch is basically my only drawing tablet, my phone has parental controls so i can't download apps. and if i glitch into the web browser, it's too laggy.

i'll say it again, i'm in high school as a sophmore now. it just feels really stupid for me to drag myself on here to draw mindlessly. nothing has passion anymore, i'm just drawing to get likes at this point so i feel temporarily happy.

the longer i stay here the worse i feel. i basically interact with nobody, and i'd rather be out with friends doing fun stuff- like going to a flea market. as much as i say this site has traumatized me, i've also made some good memories. to the few people i've interacted with on here, thank you. it means a lot when you have anxiety and don't like making friends in person.

i think that's everything. this account will be up as an archive, i will possibly be reuploading old art as a way to preserve my save data before i delete it.
goodbye colors, good riddance.

you can comment now, criticism is appreciated.

i'll see you soon someday if we meet again :wave:

was scrolling down new paintings and came across this, damn. even though i don't know u i have massive respect to u for staying in this heck of a hole for three years. i wish u the best!! stay healthy + happy!! :))