TW: VENT by CosmoC4t

I'm done with this.
I don't think I can go on living.
Life is terrible. My parents don't know my problems, my 'friends' except 2 or 4 abuse me. They punch, slap, pull my hair, kick, throw, drag, and hit me on the head.
What great friends. Thank you, Archie for always being there bestie, I'm sorry i wasn't good enough.
Koy, thanks for not abusing me sibling <3.
Winter, thanks for doing all those to me and making me flinch every 1 milisecond.
And Abz.. I'm sorry i couldn't talk to u..

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#vent

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18 Apr, 2025, 2:06 am
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H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

18 Apr, 2025, 2:09 am

PLEASE DON'T.. just PLEASE.. i've lost so many friends already.. i don't wanna lose you..

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 2:11 am

@JustAHuman

:(

I'll try not too. Oki..? :>

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

18 Apr, 2025, 2:15 am

@CosmoC4t okay..! ily! (as friends) but if you kys i'm honestly most definitely gonna do the same..
if u wanna talk i'm right here all night!

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 2:18 am

@JustAHuman

Thx. :3

Can i spill my trauma then :<?

U can do the same for me if u like :>

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

18 Apr, 2025, 2:21 am

@CosmoC4t ofc! i'll always be here!

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 2:26 am

@JustAHuman

<3

So basically- if u read the whole desc, u know these 'friends' of mine do that to me. Well, i have extreme depression (not diagnosed but PRETTY sure) and extreme anxiety (also not diagnosed), well this one kid in my group named "Winter" that's his/her/their/its nickname. He is genderfļuid along with pân & pöly. We consder each other 'siblings' well, he does everything i described in the desc. But worse, he leaves huge bruises. And NONE of my friends help me. My irl bsf-

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 2:29 am

@JustAHuman

my irl bsf is usually inside or not around when this happens. My whole group is supportive of thèrians, furrīes, and lgbťq+ :333

But they find it entertaining to see me suffer. I'm litz the punching bag of the group. And one of my bfs (who i love so dearly) laughs with them. And mh other bf (who i also love) ignores me and walks past me. He only pays attention to me when talkng abt sweatshirts or sum.. My parents are homøphobès cuz we r a family of Chrīstians (including me but i

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

18 Apr, 2025, 2:29 am

i'm very sorry that's going on in your life. what they're doing is not okay.. i wish i could be right there beside you to help you..

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 2:32 am

@JustAHuman

I support) They would shoot me on a road and watch cars run over me if they found out.. And a kid who sits next to me on the bus knows my parents, i'm scared she'll tell. Also, my sister (<3333) named Koy (nickname) doesn't hurt me, but sometimes she'll ignore me and just laugh even if i say a vent. but we get along, we like making world domination plans in a military kid group lol-

Also, my cat named Gronk died a bit ago, and ppl minus my friend group staryed bullying meh :>

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

18 Apr, 2025, 2:34 am

@CosmoC4t <3
that's not okay for them to do..
i'm glad your sibling is nice to you tho!

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 2:36 am

@JustAHuman

I dont have any actual siblinfs lol- i mean friendship wise :3

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 2:36 am

@CosmoC4t

SIBLINGS* stupid typos-

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

18 Apr, 2025, 2:40 am

@CosmoC4t well its still good!

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 2:43 am

@JustAHuman

true, true :3 she's very nice but yet i still feel useless when she ignores me or randoml laughs- :sob:

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 2:43 am

@CosmoC4t

randomly* istfg- :skull:

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

18 Apr, 2025, 2:45 am

@CosmoC4t try venting to my friends then- they'll be like
''oh you almost died trying to kys? well my mom keeps asking me if i need pads it's so much worse'' r.i.p. me :sob:

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 2:50 am

@JustAHuman

:sob:

Ur friends and my friends sound quite similar :skull:

Also that Winter dude i meantioned cussed me out along w/ not carin when i say im ginna kms- :skull:

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

18 Apr, 2025, 2:58 am

@CosmoC4t snwthm?

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 3:03 am

@JustAHuman

eh-? :D

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

18 Apr, 2025, 3:04 am

@CosmoC4t It's a meme:
see now what the hell man?

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 3:08 am

@JustAHuman

oh- i jus didn't know wut it stood for- :skull:

but fr- ******

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 3:09 am

@CosmoC4t

SNWTHM*

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

18 Apr, 2025, 3:11 am

lol-

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 3:13 am

@JustAHuman

Lmao- :skull:

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

18 Apr, 2025, 3:15 am

@CosmoC4t i'm gonna play splatoon 3 i'll brb!

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 3:17 am

@JustAHuman

oki dokey :3

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 5:04 am

@_-FoxishLily-_

Omg- :skull:

Oki dokey, But 'm just gonna continue counting down cuz- like y nawt :nail_care:

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 5:06 am

@_-FoxishLily-_

counting rules :nail_care:

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 5:09 am

@_-FoxishLily-_

11 :3

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 5:16 am

@_-FoxishLily-_

LMAO- :skull:

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 5:26 am

@_-FoxishLily-_

NOOO THE :sparkles:sUsPeNsE:sparkles:

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 5:34 am

@_-FoxishLily-_

LMAO- :

CosmoC4t

18 Apr, 2025, 5:38 am

@_-FoxishLily-_

OOF-

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