i've bottled up my emotions. by H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

everyone stares as secrets get shared. they tell them what's ''wrong''. it's not what's ''wrong'' .. it's what's missing.. so, i need horrible, awful things to happen to me for my emotions to be considered? i need to have everyone i love die to have my emotions taken to thought? have they EVER EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT HOW I MIGHT FEEL? HAVING EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT MY HOME LIFE?
this is not directed to anyone on cl.
#acesvents
So liking is a trend now? respectfully this is not the place for it

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10 Apr, 2025, 2:35 am
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ConceptArtist

10 Apr, 2025, 2:37 am

Whats wrong?

ConceptArtist

10 Apr, 2025, 2:37 am

You can talk to me.

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

10 Apr, 2025, 2:44 am

@ConceptArtist thank you.. my friend keeps spreading everything bad in my homelife around the school.. i asked them to stop but they didn't and now everyone knows about:
1. how i used to be lesbian (which now you can get bullied for that)
2. all my family members with cancer
3. how my cousin got kïdnapped into a cūlt when they were little
and a bunch more..

ConceptArtist

10 Apr, 2025, 2:47 am

@JustAHuman I am so sorry. That is not a real friend :disappointed: What cancer are they diagnosed with if I may ask? And is it the life long cancer that rubs throughout the rest or your life? I hope you find light in your path and keep on persevering because that is beyond sad :disappointed:

moon-studios

10 Apr, 2025, 2:50 am

@JustAHuman then they arnt yore friends ignore them and if people bully you just report them and always think happy thoughts and when someone says to me what wrong i say nothing cause i keep my emotions hidden from everyone

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

10 Apr, 2025, 2:53 am

@ConceptArtist my mom and aunts have breàst cancer. multple other people in my family have a type of cancer i don't know the name of but is liftime long. everyone in my family who i've met and they died it was because of bladder cancer that spread..

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

10 Apr, 2025, 2:54 am

lifetime*

moon-studios

10 Apr, 2025, 2:56 am

@JustAHuman everythings going to be ok i get bullyed every day by people and i ignore it so ignore your friends and bullys and maybe its time to find new friends

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

10 Apr, 2025, 2:58 am

@moon-studios it's hard to sometimes but i'll try.. sadly this is not on colors live so i cant really do much about bullying, but bullying isnt the issue because i just fight back.. whenever i do my mom knows it's hard for me to mentally do that so she gets me ice cream. i do understand saying ''it's nothing'' and ''i'm fine'' but i really hope you overcome that and are able to share emotions easily!

ConceptArtist

10 Apr, 2025, 3:04 am

*Runs not rubs

ConceptArtist

10 Apr, 2025, 3:05 am

At least your mom feels you when you fight back and know you tried.

moon-studios

10 Apr, 2025, 3:05 am

yea and sadly i been hideing my emotions now for 3-4+ years now only emotions i do show is anger and sadness but my friends online all think im happy all the time but im not behind the screen

_0g_PAPER_bag_

10 Apr, 2025, 3:06 am

hon whats wrong? (i mean hon as a friend)

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

10 Apr, 2025, 3:13 am

@_0g_PAPER_bag_ read some of my earlier comments..

_0g_PAPER_bag_

10 Apr, 2025, 3:16 am

okay i will..

moon-studios

10 Apr, 2025, 3:19 am

@JustAHuman i made a new painting

_0g_PAPER_bag_

10 Apr, 2025, 3:19 am

oh hon FCK THEM!!! you are you that btch is just a hœ im here for you ive delt with a situation like that before and i just hope your okay you can talk to me if you need to i love you (i mean that as a friend okay? :sob:)

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

10 Apr, 2025, 3:27 am

@_0g_PAPER_bag_ ilyt! (same way)

moon-studios

10 Apr, 2025, 4:47 pm

@JustAHuman did you get bullyed today?

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

10 Apr, 2025, 4:52 pm

@moon-studios i'm on spring break currently

moon-studios

10 Apr, 2025, 6:18 pm

@JustAHuman great that means you get a break from getting harrased

nickitay2017

10 Apr, 2025, 7:38 pm

@JustAHuman u will always will have me as your autistic friend 1. Would never tell anyone about u any sercets u Would tell me and 2. i Would always stand by u all the time X

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

10 Apr, 2025, 7:40 pm

@nickitay2017 thank you! i really appreciate it!

nickitay2017

10 Apr, 2025, 8:18 pm

anytime u want to talk go to my profile pick and we can talk about anything u Would like to talk about ok @JustAHuman x

shortnsweet

10 Apr, 2025, 9:38 pm

vent likers sybau.

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