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@Kurenaii thanks for being a friend :)

Please don't...

You're my friend. I don't want to lose you.

@Kurenaii sorry, but at this point I don't have a choice.

You do have a choice.

You can get help. You can call the police, a su!cide hotline, or someone you trust.

@Kurenaii No, I don't. Everyone would be way happier if I was gone. All i'm doing is holding everyone back

There are so many people who love and adore you. How do you think they would feel if they lost you?

What makes you think that?

@Kurenaii I can't. I want to call the sùicide hotline so bad but my parents monitor my phone. Theyre gonna yell at me. Just like they did when they found my sh scars

Where are your parents?

@Kurenaii Work. So i'm usually left alone

Call a hotline. Who cares if they monitor your phone? No matter how p!ssed they get, in the end, they would want their kid to be alive.

And even if they find out, they would still have to drive all the way back home. That should give you some time.

@Kurenaii thank you, but im sorry. i cant..

You can even go to a neighbor or a store nearby. Just don't do it.

@Kurenaii I dont know.. My neighbors scare me. And i heard one of my neighbors has ràped someone so i barely go outside

So there's nobody you trust that you can go to or contact?

@Kurenaii I have one friend who i vent to, but at this point i think it's getting annoying.

I really just want to be gone. Everything would be so so much easier. I want the pain to go away. My parents arent home right now so i want to have time to do it.

I understand how you feel, but it's not worth it.

The only thing this is going to cause is more pain and suffering.

Su!cide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. It may not sound like it right now, but it's the truth. Trust me.

@Kurenaii Thank you.

I'll always keep trying to help you, even if you don't want my help. Don't forget that.

I'm here for you.

@Kurenaii That's very nice of you

@Kurenaii sorry to bother, but is it okay if i vent to you? I just need someone to listen since everyone else is busy-

Dont do it, you deserve to live!

Ofc!

Btw sorry I responded so late

@Kurenaii Thats okay lol

@ConceptArtist Thank you. I appreciate that.

@Kurenaii so- Idk. I guess i've just been really lonely and depressed. I also have been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder which sucks. Yesterday my best friend invited me to go see the minecraft movie with him and i was happy to go, and i knew that he invited his other friends too so i agreed to go, but once we were walking around the mall and waiting for the movie to start, i was the person who walked behind. Which is my fault since i self isolate myself a lot-

How was the movie?

@ConceptArtist it was lowkey good ngl. It had cheesy parts that made me cringe but it was funny

That's terrible. My mom has gad so I know a little bit about it.

u alive?

@Kurenaii ah. Yeah.

@cd-seay yes.

okay :thumbsup:

Are you ok...? @LycheeStar

please don't leave!

btw im here if you need to talk

@Alex_034 nah not really

@LycheeStar

would you like 2 talk w/ me about it...? im here for you if you need me. :smiling:

@Alex_034 thatd be really nice ngl tysm

@LycheeStar

np! would you wanna make a private post so we can talk about what's going on or do it here?

@Alex_034 sure i can tag you

@Alex_034 ima tag u in a old post cuz i used my free drawing thing for today

@LycheeStar

ok. :smiling:

@LycheeStar
please don't leave

@LycheeStar are you ever coming back?