and it was lik a really short ride and i was shaking so muh but a teacher was waiing right outsideof it and they stared right at me and i just staredback

um i went back for round two and i screamed even louder and sat on the thing cause i was literally mid panic attack and had to sit for a minute :sob: :sob:

i might try to get an elevator pass so i can getused to it and avoid the stairs caus i have a panic attack possibly when its crowded so idrk but yah

people have to unlock it but we can do everyhing else its kinda chill i guessbut i havnt been in one for like 8 years so i need to get used i guess :broken_heart:

i might have to bring up anemia to my school if i actually do my blood test and it comes back since i legit got discharged last time cause i refused even though i knew it was important but eh :broken_heart: i dont wanna do a blood draw so if they offer the finger poke like the paramedics and ambulance that came out ill do it cause it only hurt for like a second

@_-FoxishLily-_ i cant stand escalators dude anytime i need to go somewhere and they only have them i look out for stairs just so i can go up and not go on those mischevious little electronic stairways

@_-FoxishLily-_ ill go on the flat ones in like shopping places with trolleys i guess but i still dont like them but the step ones are a no go they always are too small to step on and i stand on my tip toes alot sometimes randomly and i nearly fell down one when i was younger and it didnt help with people saying i was gonna fall off when i was little

@_-FoxishLily-_ UUUUHHHHits like an escalator but long and theres no stairs its kind of like a big tredmil that you stand on with your shopping carts and it takes it up

they dont have them in america or wherever you are? /genq

theyre usually in 2 layer stores tho so its convenient like food and other stuff downstairs clothes and essentials upstairs

sometimes theres buildings with multiple stores and they might have them idk but yah

@redd-imbatman HELP YEAH

we dont talk about the third elevator incident .... :broken_heart:

@_-FoxishLily-_ britain is just so much bettuh heh /j

wait u go to school now??

@dianaaa-- part time for now so only a few days a week but yeah

thats cool!! are you enjoying it so far ??

@dianaaa-- yeah its pretty cool actually
the form teacher is pretty chill n lets us draw throught the morning sermon or something if we finish early

i didnt enjoy the food though cause it made me sick when it didnt specify there was onions and i was just expectingsomething else i just got a cookie after tho so its tood

also the library has wings of fire and a bunch of other cool stuff ive been wanting to read im just waiting for when i next go in so i can rent one for the week

ooh thats good,
school food is always gross tbh :sob:
(i havent tried it since yr 8 tho lol cuz i stopped eating at school)

AHH YAYY

@dianaaa-- its pretty fun and i actually joined a club so i only stay in fully on a certain day so i can do that we just play games for awhile after highschools out

@dianaaa-- i just get pizza and a cupcake for my dinner if theres none left ill judt get a cupcake

i used to go to book club and enterprise but i quit :broken_heart:

@dianaaa-- aw :broken_heart: i actually go to the library in school with my friends alot but they dont let us up sometimes so we sneak up or go in the elevator and say we need to go to seclusion or something

my school doesnt let us in classes/ upstairs at break/ lunch either :disappointed:

@dianaaa-- ours does its just that some people try and hide from their next classes in unused rooms