It can be abt anything, bad or good

can i vent to you..?

@-kyo-the-man-

definitely

how old are you rq? its a rlly triggering vent with big topics

@-kyo-the-man-

14

ok, tw theres blood, death of loved ones, gore sh, sa, and sůìčìďê lmk if any of those are too heavy and i wont do it

@-kyo-the-man-

no your good

today is my brother haru's birthday, its crazy how ill never be able to wish him a happy birthday and see him blow out his candles again on october 14th my brother Hatsuharu commited suìčìďè in our shared bedroom and i was the one to find him with his brains blown in, i rushed to his side and the ambulance workers said they found me unconscious in a pool of his blood right next to him i guess i passed out and not a day goes by where i dont resent myself for not noticing his illness.. so yeah....

he was there for me after i was saed and he was the one who fought for me and i cant comprehend how much it hurt him that his own brother didnt see the blood on his wrists before it was too late

@-kyo-the-man-

It's not your fault, it's hard to see signs of decline, sometimes you can't even tell until it happens. It's hard losing someone you love and especially when they were close to you. At least you knew him and have to memories to remember him by, and you know who he was.

@Emma_XP thank you

@-kyo-the-man-

I'll be here if you want to talk or even if you just want me to listen :)

thank you ^^