I don't know why I came back. by maladroit_
Had I actually thought I changed?
I feel that there are more shortcomings within me now than there were to begin with.
I feel trapped. I don't know why I believed I actually changed.
My addiction is worse than I anticipated. I suppose it was somehow well deserved, for me to be unhappy.
It almost is funny to see myself in July acting as if being cheated on and abandoned was unbearable.
I failed again, it seems like it's all I ever do.
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26 Mar, 2025, 2:03 am
Honestly I don't care anymore who sees this. I'm tired.
26 Mar, 2025, 2:07 am
well when your less tired im always here to talk. if you ever need to that is.
26 Mar, 2025, 2:10 am
thb im tired also
26 Mar, 2025, 2:10 am
tbh*
26 Mar, 2025, 2:16 am
u okay? do u need to vent?
26 Mar, 2025, 2:22 am
i'm not the best at comforting ppl, but i'm here if you want to vent more about it. i'm so sorry you're struggling with this.
26 Mar, 2025, 2:37 am
i love you
26 Mar, 2025, 2:39 am
please don't try to harm yourself. i care about you. i can't lose you. ilysm jonah. /p /vgen