@ConceptArtist yeah.. its mostly online. u tell em to stop and it gets worse. and worse. to the point i feel,terrible :>
like in rec room ppl make fun of my avatar,or my voice,or how im saying things,or saying im ****** for no reason. calling me names. telling me to go kms. :sob: and irl i used to be physically bullied by 3 boys at once,i got called 'fat' and 'ugly' as "jokes" and a 'fatsuit' which later i was like- "have a good day!" (continue)
because we ran into the girl again and they said they were "talking to their sister" when she looked directly at me when she said it (this was while camping and hanging out with my friend there) and so she said sorry and as she walked away i said "have a good day" then my friends mom showed up at the playground and said the girl brought her parents to her camper znd said we called her "stupid" and hit her or smt...
@ConceptArtist ive been through alot and i could vent more but others have been through worse so i keep it all down. :> BECAUSE PPL NEED A SHINING STAR EVEN IF ITS BREAKING LIKE THEM :sparkles:
@ConceptArtist sorry for the whole sob story of a part of my childhood- trying my hardest not to vent ^ ^ :3 past few days have made it a bit worse since alex had to go to the hospital. (my partner)
@ConceptArtist yeah,trying ur hardest to show light in the world even if ur falling apart inside.? it kinda sucks but im glad i help others :3 gotta put em before myself :sparkles: bc the whole world would be in pieces without good ppl :disappointed:
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25 Mar, 2025, 4:00 am
Stand up for yourself.
25 Mar, 2025, 4:01 am
ty 4 remixing!
25 Mar, 2025, 4:02 am
@Your_Local_Weirdo mhm!
25 Mar, 2025, 4:04 am
@ConceptArtist not that easy.. i mean like.. its a fear. i dont want ppl making fun of me.
and i cant fight back cause idk how to insult them and im supposed to be nice.. :'(
and making fun of 'me' is worse. (im not explaining) im a bit of a wierdo so are all my friends XD
25 Mar, 2025, 4:16 am
@SunLight00000025 Tell them you dont like what they are doing.
25 Mar, 2025, 4:20 am
@ConceptArtist yeah.. its mostly online. u tell em to stop and it gets worse. and worse. to the point i feel,terrible :>
like in rec room ppl make fun of my avatar,or my voice,or how im saying things,or saying im ****** for no reason. calling me names. telling me to go kms. :sob:
and irl i used to be physically bullied by 3 boys at once,i got called 'fat' and 'ugly' as "jokes" and a 'fatsuit' which later i was like- "have a good day!" (continue)
25 Mar, 2025, 4:22 am
because we ran into the girl again and they said they were "talking to their sister" when she looked directly at me when she said it (this was while camping and hanging out with my friend there) and so she said sorry and as she walked away i said "have a good day" then my friends mom showed up at the playground and said the girl brought her parents to her camper znd said we called her "stupid" and hit her or smt...
25 Mar, 2025, 4:24 am
so she came to get our side of the story. and she thakfully believed us bc that girl was plain lying.. we did no such act.. @ConceptArtist
anyways. i just- dont know how to deal with it.
25 Mar, 2025, 4:25 am
You dont deserve that. :cry:
25 Mar, 2025, 4:30 am
@ConceptArtist ive been through alot and i could vent more but others have been through worse so i keep it all down. :> BECAUSE PPL NEED A SHINING STAR EVEN IF ITS BREAKING LIKE THEM :sparkles:
25 Mar, 2025, 4:37 am
:D, Sorry for the late reply
25 Mar, 2025, 4:38 am
I was working on a drawing.
25 Mar, 2025, 4:39 am
@ConceptArtist its alright
25 Mar, 2025, 4:40 am
It has a bird on a tree, ill tag you tomorrow on the drawing or you can view it yourself. You can pick one, either way is fine!
25 Mar, 2025, 4:41 am
@ConceptArtist sorry for the whole sob story of a part of my childhood- trying my hardest not to vent ^ ^ :3 past few days have made it a bit worse since alex had to go to the hospital. (my partner)
25 Mar, 2025, 4:41 am
Its not posted yet if your wondering, I forgot to say!
25 Mar, 2025, 4:41 am
@ConceptArtist u can tag me,idm ^ ^
25 Mar, 2025, 4:42 am
@SunLight00000025 Its okay, I get it.
25 Mar, 2025, 4:42 am
@ConceptArtist thought it wasnt anyways,no worries :3
25 Mar, 2025, 4:42 am
Alright, I will!
25 Mar, 2025, 4:42 am
Okay!
25 Mar, 2025, 4:44 am
@ConceptArtist yeah,trying ur hardest to show light in the world even if ur falling apart inside.? it kinda sucks but im glad i help others :3 gotta put em before myself :sparkles: bc the whole world would be in pieces without good ppl :disappointed:
25 Mar, 2025, 4:44 am
Yes, but I couldn't finish the drawing because I have the demo :(
25 Mar, 2025, 4:44 am
Thank you @SunLight00000025
25 Mar, 2025, 4:45 am
:cry:
25 Mar, 2025, 4:46 am
@ConceptArtist its alright ^ ^ im sure it turned out good!
25 Mar, 2025, 4:46 am
@SunLight00000025 Thank you :D
25 Mar, 2025, 4:47 am
@ConceptArtist mhm!
25 Mar, 2025, 4:48 am
The tree looks huge! But its only halfway throughout.
25 Mar, 2025, 4:52 am
@ConceptArtist i wanna cry rn. im abt to.
25 Mar, 2025, 4:52 am
Why @SunLight00000025?
25 Mar, 2025, 4:53 am
@ConceptArtist one minute ima @ u :>
25 Mar, 2025, 4:53 am
Sure
25 Mar, 2025, 5:07 am
@SunLight00000025 Im sorry things didnt turn out well.
25 Mar, 2025, 5:39 am
@ConceptArtist im still upset. and they arent making it better,its getting worse.
25 Mar, 2025, 5:44 am
@SunLight00000025.... I'm so restless I cant do anything at this point. I just wanna look at myself and go "im done"
25 Mar, 2025, 5:44 am
"im tired of this nonsense" ill also say too
25 Mar, 2025, 5:47 am
I might pack my bags and take another long term break.
25 Mar, 2025, 5:47 am
@SunLight00000025
25 Mar, 2025, 5:48 am
@ConceptArtist im abt done too..
hes calling me more stuff... :broken_heart:
im sorry we pushed u to that.. u can get urself uninvolved pls dont leave..
25 Mar, 2025, 5:53 am
I never wanted to come back to this @SunLight00000025 I really never did...
25 Mar, 2025, 5:56 am
@ConceptArtist ik..and im so... so sorry..... :broken_heart: just block me,block them and get on with colors.. im truly sorry i dragged u into smt.
25 Mar, 2025, 5:57 am
I wont block you. I forgive you. Honestly, I forgive everyone.
25 Mar, 2025, 6:02 am
BUT WAIT, "PEOPLE NEED A SHINING STAR" :D!!!
25 Mar, 2025, 6:07 am
@ConceptArtist yeah they do.. im just in a dark place.
ill get better and back to shining real soon
and ppl here need u. <3/p