I hate it, i hate it all... help me. by SunLight_Alex059Alt

My so called friends are to the point where they beat me up and SA me constantly. And I can't help but to let it happen.

My body's to stupid to fight back, and now it's covered in bruises and h!ckeys, knife marks, and bite marks.

They don't care about me in the slightest. I'm just a doll that they can fūck up all they'd like until my body breaks down.

I CAN'T ASK FOR HELP. THE ADULTS WON'T BELIEVE ME AND SAY THAT IT ISN'T THEIR PROBLEM.

Just end my useless life already.
@Alex_034

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22 Mar, 2025, 9:52 pm
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M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 10:00 pm

Hey, let me tell you something, call the police this is ***********, and please dont end it all, you have talent and have people who care and love you, so understand that your life is worth living, you are doing great

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:04 pm

@Alex_034 hey hey hey hey hey! deep breathes okay? im her3 if u need to vent ik u said you cant fight back but if thy bite you give u h!ckeys ect. do it back teach them a leason
dont think u cant vent to me alr?

need someone to blame? blame me not yourself!
wanna shout? shout at me!
im here always and forever and am now flying to there houses to chuck em out a window

-P0RT4LS-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:08 pm

wťàf?! that's actually so rude and terrible!

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 10:10 pm

@Alex_034 please dont say that, you are a great person, get those thougts out of your head, you are perfect the way you are, your so called "friends" are just stupid people, and i care, i care about you and your mental health, so just please dont end it all, everything will get better, so keep living

-P0RT4LS-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:11 pm

@Alex_034 record it if u can then show an adult

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:12 pm

@Alex_034 no you are not at fault! u never will be! id rather you blame me then get told your gone!
i care abt u no matter WHAT talk to me okay dont end yourself because of them because i cant be here without my colorslive friends k? just relax im here for you

-P0RT4LS-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:15 pm

@Alex_034 ømfġ,these adults today dont believe us anymore,it was one thing in their day but now,they dont believe us

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 10:19 pm

@Alex_034 Hey its not your fault, this whole area comments are filled with people who care about you and want you to be safe, i would be there and protect you if i could, so call the police they would belive you, its their job to, your "friends" are h4rras1ng you and thats illegal

-P0RT4LS-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:20 pm

@Alex_034 fr! like,Linda, your middle school crush friending u on facebook isnt important, [name] just got beaten up

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:23 pm

@Alex_034 ik this sounds bad but....threaten them or tell the cops or whatever catch them on camera do it back anything to stop them
just dont for the love of god dont end it okay? we need you we love you we cant loose you.... especially @/SunLight00000025

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 10:24 pm

@Alex_034 No its not. you are talented, and those stupid "friends" you have are just b1tches,

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:26 pm

@Alex_034 I-i will just dont leave us okay? we need you

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:29 pm

@Alex_034 ik your in pain and i will tell them u love th3m i'll do anything u ask of me
if you need to vent more do so i'll listen

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 10:29 pm

@Alex_034 You ARE talented, your "friends" are just rats, dont end it all, you have people who care about you, we may not be confirmed colors friends but i will always care about you, so stop dening that people dont care about you, you are a great and wonderful person and dont let anyone or yourself tell you otherwise

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:30 pm

@Alex_034 OH GOD NO POUR WATER ON IT RN GET DETOL OR WOUND SPRAY AND SPRAY THE S_HIT OUT OF IT THN WRAP IT UP
oh god....no no no no no no no

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:32 pm

@Alex_034 i swear im dieing that im not there to patch u up im so sorry just wrap it up if you have a burn kit use all the disinfection stuff from is a gauze
no no no ni not again

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 10:32 pm

@Alex_034 please dont hurt yourself clean the blood off with water and disinfect the woond, we dont want you getting sick

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 10:33 pm

@Alex_034 dang your teachers are assh0les

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:35 pm

@Alex_034 please answer im worried qbt keep me updated okay i'll sty up all night even though i hqve a gymnastics comp if it means you have someone to talk 2

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:36 pm

@Alex_034 i doesn't matter if there no there! please!! for me fix up your arm

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 10:37 pm

@Alex_034 please stay with us for me, @-_SUN_- , and the rest of your friends sake

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:38 pm

@Alex_034 i cant lose another

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:41 pm

@Alex_034 your not alone i swear! tell you neighbours! anything to get help use the emergency phone in your house

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 10:43 pm

@Alex_034 WERE DO I FIND THEM??? I DONT WANT YOU SAD

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:45 pm

@Alex_034 ask around for help please dont wait seak medical attention from neighbours

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:48 pm

@Alex_034 scream anything to draw attention
stay with me staunch the wound with a towel for now okay??

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:49 pm

@Alex_034 thank u keep me updated okay?

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 10:50 pm

@Alex_034 your partner is on thats good

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 10:52 pm

@Alex_034 SH1T SH1T, grab some pots and make noise with them

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:52 pm

drink water. relax deep breathes
go to anyones house knock qnd ask for help or start a dog barking that will draw attention

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 10:54 pm

@Alex_034 I gtg but lay down somewere, like a couch

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:55 pm

@Alex_034 sit down relax a-and drink water eat plain bread have u wrapped up your arm?

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 10:59 pm

@Alex_034 do u have a rope or a turnakit?

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:01 pm

@Alex_034 Do you have water nearby?

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:05 pm

@Alex_034 Put pressure on the woond

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:05 pm

@Alex_034 With a towel

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 11:05 pm

@Alex_034 okay im panicing now get a clothe tie it tightly above the wound it will stop the blood flow and stop the bleeding

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 11:08 pm

@Alex_034 im trying there not in there on break
tie it tighter till it feels weird it will stop the bleeding in 10-20 minutes and boy do i know whqt it feels like to be bleeding out

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:09 pm

@Alex_034 It will hurt but it stops the blood flowing out your arm, also drink water it helps replenish your lost blood

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 11:11 pm

@Alex_034 im trying i promise i always fail this stuff oh god brb im gonna spqm them

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 11:11 pm

@Alex_034 your not dieing i promise drink the water idsm if it tastes lik blood chug it

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:12 pm

@Alex_034 please dont say that, and ill help with getting them here

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:14 pm

@Alex_034 thats good

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 11:15 pm

@Alex_034 good keep drinking the water and then try eat bread

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:15 pm

@Alex_034 just stay with us ok? We need you and your partner does too

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 11:16 pm

@Alex_034 do u have calpal? nuerofon? panadol? any sort of painkiller

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 11:17 pm

@Alex_034 were did they say it?

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:17 pm

@Alex_034 just keep drinking water and putting pressure on the woond

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 11:21 pm

@Alex_034 u can trust me

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:23 pm

@Alex_034 @-_SUN_- brb ill go spam them to see

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:25 pm

@Alex_034 dont worry you wont lose them

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 11:26 pm

@Alex_034 i get it but th3y love you vry much a feel like they Don't deserve you

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:26 pm

@Alex_034 i respect your boundarys and i wont go check there

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:28 pm

@Alex_034 tell them, tell them that you love them and keep reminding them

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 11:29 pm

@Alex_034 tell them they mean the world to you and if they do anything to hurt themselves you will go crazy

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:30 pm

@Alex_034 how is the bleeding????

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:31 pm

@Alex_034 Sh1t, is the water helping????

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 11:33 pm

@Alex_034 tighten the clothe above the wound

M1CR0W4V34BL3

22 Mar, 2025, 11:33 pm

@Alex_034 thats good

SunLight00000025

22 Mar, 2025, 11:35 pm

OMG LOVE IM SO SORRY I ASSNT F ING ON ARE U OKAY? DID U TELL SOMEONE? GO TO THE HOSPITAL!

SunLight00000025

22 Mar, 2025, 11:37 pm

NO NO NO NO NO NO
DID I CAUSE SOMS OF THIS IM SORRY I AINT LEAVING IM SO SO SO SO SO SO OSI SICISI ISIIVEJ SORRY PLEASE BE ALR9GJT..... IM SORRY IM SORRY FORGIVE ME.. PLEASE.... PLEAS LOVE FIRGIVE MR..

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

22 Mar, 2025, 11:57 pm

@Alex_034 hey im here its alright drink more water

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

23 Mar, 2025, 12:02 am

@Alex_034 u need help run to any nearby shop anything where people are clse to u

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 12:03 am

RUB TO A NEIGHBORS

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 12:04 am

USE THEYRE DEVOCE AND TELL

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 12:04 am

PLEASE LOVE.

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 12:04 am

LOVE DONT D!E...

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

23 Mar, 2025, 12:05 am

@Alex_034 i-i i dont know im out of ideas try find someone

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 12:06 am

YELL FOR HELP OR SMF

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 12:06 am

LOVE PLEASE ISTG PLEASE DONT LEAVE MD

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

23 Mar, 2025, 12:14 am

try swallow the blood when will your parents get home? try sleep

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

23 Mar, 2025, 12:17 am

@Alex_034 do u have any relatives? or people you know? go to every door look8ng for help

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

23 Mar, 2025, 12:21 am

try sleep for a bit i cant stay up its 12pm

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

23 Mar, 2025, 12:22 am

@Alex_034 you will i promise on my life

M1CR0W4V34BL3

23 Mar, 2025, 12:23 am

@Alex_034 sorry for not talking for a while, I needed to go do smth but how are you feeling??? Are you feeling better?? Has the bleeding stoped??

M1CR0W4V34BL3

23 Mar, 2025, 12:29 am

@Alex_034 I hope your ok, I'm worried for you, keep updating us on how you are feeling, please don't leave this world

M1CR0W4V34BL3

23 Mar, 2025, 12:32 am

@Alex_034 we care about you, stuff may be rough but just know that I care about you, and other people do, so keep on living

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

23 Mar, 2025, 12:36 am

@Alex_034 gl

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

23 Mar, 2025, 12:39 am

@Alex_034 yup

-_K33G4NS_W1F3_-

23 Mar, 2025, 12:41 am

@Alex_034 cya! get well soon

M1CR0W4V34BL3

23 Mar, 2025, 12:43 am

@Alex_034 hope you get better! Wish you the best!

drawing_-gentlemen

23 Mar, 2025, 4:49 am

HOPE U FEEL BETTER SOON @Alex_034

*sigh*

M1CR0W4V34BL3

23 Mar, 2025, 2:47 pm

@Alex_034 Hi! Are you better?

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 3:27 pm

i hope ur doing okay love..... :broken_heart: @Alex_034

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 6:09 pm

I just read back over this entire chat.. I am.......so.....sorry..... we were reading and I couldn't get on.......... i..I... didn't know u were going through all of this and im sorry I couldn't help you in ur moment of need..... I still love you to pieces and you need to live for me...please....im sorry I made you sad and caused this...im sorry I might have k!lied you....just.m.come back.... please.....

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 6:11 pm

I'm sorry my mind got the best of me and I thought it would be best to push you away before I got to attached..... im already f ING attached.... If you d!e from this...idk what I'm going to do..... please....PLEASE.... don't d!e...... Im a f ING idiot....u did nothing and I thought to much..... im so stupid...... please.......

SunLight_Alex059Alt

23 Mar, 2025, 8:40 pm

@Alex_034 good....take everything easy...

M1CR0W4V34BL3

23 Mar, 2025, 8:51 pm

@Alex_034 Glad you are feeling better! just please take care of yourself, ok?

SunLight_Alex059Alt

23 Mar, 2025, 9:40 pm

@Alex_034 im here for you now,please u need to do smt before they do it again.. if i was there.... :anger:

SunLight_Alex059Alt

23 Mar, 2025, 9:49 pm

@Alex_034 im so worried.... :broken_heart:

they Will go to far........ and i need u to be safe....

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 10:10 pm

@Alex_034 hm. idk. but if i find em im ripping theyre fingers from theyre hands.

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 10:11 pm

@Alex_034 ik they did. WHICH IS WHY U NEED TO DO SMT TO STOP EM.... :broken_heart:

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 10:13 pm

@Alex_034 tell ur parents,show what they did. if they dont believe you im gonna show up,at ur damn doorstep and kick all theyre ASSES

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 10:19 pm

@Alex_034 hm..... well do u have any device like a voice recorder or smt? :sob: ik u prob dont but..

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 10:22 pm

@Alex_034 do u have Any other friends that treat you normally..?

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 10:26 pm

hm.............. if it happens again...i hope u can get away but if it does... we just have t wait it out.. dont ever be alone with one of them.. stick close to the teachers or other students.. and when they get back,have them help you. use theyre phone if they have one.... if i was there i would punch all of em.... :broken_heart:

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 11:15 pm

@Alex_034 please live for me.. <3

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 11:19 pm

@Alex_034 ilyt <3

SunLight00000025

23 Mar, 2025, 11:20 pm

if it dont stop by the time im 17 im gonna go handle them. but yall are moving whenever ur house gets built so i hope thats before i turn 17..

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