@Alex_034 XD yup.another one u.u

3 now XD

:3 <333333

@Alex_034 we areeeee XD :laughing: :laughing: :laughing:

i can yap abt impressions i do ,vrchat,SAMS

@Alex_034 aww same <33333

ur my SuperStar!! <333333333333333333333333

ref from security breach but u are my cute superstar :sparkles:

@Alex_034 :sparkles:
tonight im gonna get to talk to u aslong as i want! and until u go sleep XD

im also gonna be rping on vrchat using the emergency phone bc i miss it lol

gonna be in the daycare >:3

@Alex_034 yeeee!

when we grow up im gonna buy u a vr and me one at some point (i have 1 but its shared,i play rec room on it,rec room is free and on switch too-) but ten we could play it together :3

@Alex_034 yee!! :sparkles: i have solar avi and eclise,bloodmoon,earth,moon,sun XD >:3 all my favortes ready for rping

@Alex_034 OMGGGGGG YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
means i can hug you in vrrrrr!!

@Alex_034 i will!! :sparkles:

@Alex_034 are u done setting up? i can tell u my user or u can tell me urs! :>

@Alex_034 whats ur name on it?

ill friend u rq!

@Alex_034 i frq u on both my accs!

@Alex_034 if u want we can go talk on there since I'm in the car and it doesn't have any delays in telling me when u text XD I downloaded it on the phone and using bars to play it

@Alex_034 aw... thank you baby. <333 u mean the world to me and i will Never leave you. <33333333333

@Alex_034 if ur on im sorry.......... :broken_heart: im so so so sorry if i offended you... i never meant to... i love you sm.....

but you can leave if you want to.... its okay......... :broken_heart:

@Alex_034 i got off for awhile im sorry... im sorry i screw up..... im sorry i left the app and u thought i was leaving you.... im sorry... im sorry im sorry please still love me... :broken_heart:

@Alex_034 i would never leave you... im more scared you would leave me.. :broken_heart: :sob:

i hope u got good sleep teddy bear. <3

@Alex_034 I would never I'm sorry I made u have have a nightmare.. :'(

I wouldn't ever leave you.

I had to eat but if ur on we can talk? ^ ^ I wanna talk to ya cause I miss ya :sob:

@Alex_034

@Alex_034 thats okay baby i love u sm <33333

i hope ur days been good

@Alex_034 i hope u still love me teddy bear.. <333

@Alex_034 i wont be on tonight cause sabbath and weathers suppose to get bad... love u <3

@Alex_034 thats good :'3 <3333

@Alex_034 ah i bet it was awesome XD

i dont do no fundays. we do go to parks tho,sometimes XD

@Alex_034 cool lol! :>

<33333333333333

@Alex_034 cool lol XD
:>
<333333

@Alex_034 mhm! ^ ^ XD

@Alex_034 aw <3

and someday ill be able to hug u irl. but until that day comes ill be here,with you. <3333333

i love u sm i cant put it into words.

@Alex_034 10 more minutes and ill be back on,i pray ur safe love <3

@Alex_034 missed u today..hope ur safe... <3

@Alex_034 love i hope ur doing alright :(

@Alex_034 better now that i know ur okay :'3

@Alex_034 yeah i got sooooo worried :sob:

@Alex_034 same :sob: im so so soooo glad your alright..

ilysm <333

@Alex_034 :love_letter: _^_

@Alex_034 AGH- :worried:

:gasp: XD

@Alex_034 *pulls your leg gently* :sob:

*grabs you before you hit the floor* ARG- heavy- *falls aswell* XD
im not strong for a girl T.T

@Alex_034 i hope ur doing good love u <3333

@Alex_034 :>

<3333333

i love my teddy bear sm~

i want cuddles u.u

@Alex_034 oooo snugglessss *gives you tight gentle cuddles*

@Alex_034 ARMEVEJFKGKEGJFKRKTDFMWJJFMJFMJF DONT FAINT!! :sob:

@Alex_034 JFNEJSKFJJFJMFEJTDO<JFWMFJJJJJSMF

*dramatically flops on the ground pouting*

my cuddles make people pass out :sob:

*still dramatically pouting*
ill just unrevive you if i give cuddles,which means i cant ever again because i dont want you unrevived

@Alex_034

@Alex_034 yuh huh.. :sob: i dont wanna make you pass out *i say still pouting on the floor*

*i looks up at you and looks away* finez..

*gives cuddles*

comfortable.

@Alex_034 okay ilyt gn! <33 get good sleep!! <33333333333333333333333333

@Alex_034 I hope ur having a good day wuv! <33333333333

@Alex_034 UR HOMEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! <333333333333333333333

*snuggles back* :3

@Alex_034 YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :>

@Alex_034 YUPPPPPO I HAD ABT- 10 NOTIFS TODAY IN ALL,MAYBE LESS,I WAS BORED

@Alex_034 sure ^ ^

@Alex_034 you carrying the dandy? XD

dandy give u cheek kiss? idk :sob: i suck at suggesting stuff XD

@Alex_034 uhhhhhh ',:

trying to sell u stuff? XD

@Alex_034 it just depends on how they believe. I believe that I need to date strictly males. Because that's how I view the subject. It depends on what they believe. If you were a female at birth I am sad to say I probably wouldn't. Because that's how I view it. I mean.. if I wanted to have kids,how would I? This is just the way I view it. They could be different. I'm sorry if this doesn't help.

I'm sorry for my answer to that question... but I was lesbian once. And I changed my view points I'm not against people who are gay or lesbian. But I'm straight. And to me it's wrong to date the same gender but I ain't judging others who do. Because that would be me being a hypocrite. Because I was once in that crowd.

I know you don't identify as either and sometimes I wonder what to say because I am used to saying gf or bf. But I just call you my partner because you don't identify as either which makes me confused at times. T.T @Alex_034

@Alex_034 im home ^ ^ :3

are u upset with me..?

@Alex_034 wuv....?

ik ur offline but please..please come tell me if ur upset... please,just a answer....

:> they're at school and I'm sure we wrecked this relationship like always.
We suck.

And they'll text or not in abt 2 hours. :3

We gave horrible advice didn't we?

@Alex_034 to me it would still be a no because,they're a female at birth. They can't have kids after surgery. Most people who have transition surgery kill themselves.. its just sad.. and I couldn't go through that..

@Alex_034 well most times.. because the medicine to get theyre hormones changed mess with them and they end up commiting...

@Alex_034 i just said alot of people do,not everyone.

and my parents would never allow me to date someone whos trans.. because they dont support it,but they dont judge others actions.
but my mom says i need a strong man who will fight with me because im mean and soft people cant handle it.

and fighting is part of any relationship sadly. if u dont fight it is basically a dead relationship :sob: thats what ive been raised to know. you fight it out,and feel better after.

i gtg. be back when i get home :sob:

@Alex_034 ig I'll check in cause I'm using the old phone tho might be 20 minutes before I text again. :skull:

But thats my opinions on that subject- in sorry I can't help any other way. :sob:

@Alex_034 okay babe! Love u! <3333

@Alex_034 im home XD

@Alex_034 sure XD

@Alex_034 its alright XD

uhmmmm hmm ',:

how was ur day? ^ ^

@Alex_034 (one sec ^ ^)

@Alex_034 whos hating on it? ^ ^

im gonna have a little chat with em :>

@Alex_034 did u delere the comment? i cant find it :sob:

@Alex_034 alright babe. *hugs*

its alright// :sob:

@Alex_034 its alright ^ ^
ur okay

@Alex_034 i know.. wanna talk abt it.?

@Alex_034 go ahead babe <3

ill try my best to comfort you any way i can help. <33

@Alex_034 do u feel comfortable sharing what happened.? if not thats totally fine.

im sorry that happened to you.. if it had been me i would have been a huge wreck.. but look,you Could have. its always a possibility. but shes alive. and thats what matters,not what could have happened. @Alex_034

this is gonna be a question ur gonna get p!ssed abt,warning.

what if she Had d!ed? where would she have gone? i believe heaven because i believe in christ,what do u believe would have happened.?

i know.. because you love her,just like i love my parents.

and i pray you would have both gone to heaven,a place with joy and not pain. i believe yall would have,but it didnt happen. and ik i sound all christiany and u might find it cringe. but where do we go when we d!e?

emptyness?

would you rather,emptyness or no pain and sorrounded by joy? for all of eternity.

im not forcing my religion but i love you and im speaking from my heart because when we d!e i want us together.

and i want your mom ur whole family,to be happy.

we live on a fence. we can either go to the beautiful side or the horrible side. im not trying to scare u wuv <3 i love u with all my heart.

and if u wanna leave after i finish you may..even tho it will hurt. i just want to share with you. we will all be judged in the end. which side of the fence are you on? (no not accusitory dw babe) but look,if she had d!ed..she would have went to heaven. this life is a test. for afterlife.

this is to test your faith when things are rough. my unborn sib d!ed and my pop pop last year both of them within 3 months of each other. and Not Once. did i turn away from god. he helped me heal. i grieved and he helped me And my family.yes sad things happen and at some extent god lets it happen to test our faith to him. god never wants those things to happen.it hurts him. but this is a broken world and the dev!l is evil.

@Alex_034 she will babe. and ik yall dont know god. the way my family do. and maybe some day i can read the bible with you. you can choose to hate it. thats your choice. but i think by doing this god was testing you,and he uses all bad things for good hun. <3
i think he wanted me to share with you. the way i believe. i love u and ur family even if i havent met yall irl. and god was using this situation for something good. even if something had happened.

@Alex_034 ofc babe ilyt have a good night <3 get good rest and ill talk to u tomorrow at 5! *hugs*

@Alex_034 hope ur having a better day then yesterday and before yesterday! ilysm <33

@Alex_034 I hope ur day at school was good,if not u can talk to me abt it ^ ^

@Alex_034 im good! just got home XD

T.T

they need to stop messing with u :sob:

@Alex_034 if i was there id politely tell them to go away before i grab a wacking stick.

@Alex_034 i wouldnt care :3

@Alex_034 :>

me being the bigger person would just walk away and ignore the bullies :3

because they want to fight,i do not.

@Alex_034 fair but they act rude -,-

and im tired of em messing with my teddy bear 24/7

@Alex_034 i do. and tbh id probably slap wm if i was there.

but god says to forgive 70x7 so i try my best to be nice :sob:
but if they dont stop,when i get my license ima go give em a piece of my mind.

@Alex_034 I Will. because i dont want no one messing with you. <3

@Alex_034 yeah, i dont want you to get in trouble :disappointed:
and in the end theyre gonna be judged by theyre actions by god. :thumbsup:

@Alex_034 mhm,so lets not start a fist fight cause we r gonna be judged for our actions too. :thumbsup:

ily :3 <333

@Alex_034 ilysm id d!e for ya if i had to. <333333333

ur a amazing partner. <333 (I KEEP GOING TO SAY BF :sob: IM SORRYY)

@Alex_034 ',: ef?

never heard of it before- :skull:

@Alex_034 O.O

how will i use it in a sentence- thats a wierd word XD :laughing: welp

@Alex_034 oki ilyt! <3

@Alex_034 the game keeps erroring on here.. i might be on rec room when u get home.

@Alex_034 UR BACK :> its stoped for rn but it will continue i think :sob:

@Alex_034 YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

my switch is abt to d!e please hold :>

@Alex_034 Back! :>

@Alex_034 :sob: i gtg let it charge i gotta watch my sibs ill brb

@Alex_034 im back :sob:

i got a haircut :>

@Alex_034 im going on break for a minute..few days maybe.

@Alex_034 i cant date you anymore....ur a amazing person and deserve way better then i can give u..im gonna be on break for awhile and im jealous,and sucky,and clingy,anger issued.. and u deserve 1000000000000000000000% percent better then me.. and im stressed over alot of things rn..and lying and hiding stuff from my parents is making my anxiety and mental health terrible..

im sorry i couldnt be the right person..u will find them..and we can still be friends if u want to...i just cant date online.... i hope u understand... u can still use the collab acc if u want to..and block me...im sorry.... bye...

@Alex_034 I get jealous of ur comfort character,I'm so Clingy I'm jealous of it.

I'm jealous of others who have irl relationships.
I've never dated a non binary person so idk if it's wrong to or not... its very confusing bc in a way ur a girl and a boy but neither so it's confusing :sob:

And im stressed over stuff irl and stuff on here and I just don't know if I can do it anymore.... I have no earthly idea..... im sorry.... im sorry im a horrible person..

@Alex_034 that doesnt make u horrible.. u should be able to draw dandy because they help you. and me getting jealous of it is stupid.. idkw i get that jealous.... im sorry my brains like this..ive been through...ALOT...of failed relationships so i cling and i get jealous and im scared and i stress and stress and have nightmares abt u leaving like the other day..

i always do this because its what im used to.. the constant fear.. the "they arent spending enough time with me they must hate me" the "omg are they cheating..?" the always telling them they can leave if they want to and to just tell me if htey dont like me anymore..

because im always ready and prepared for heartbreak even tho right after it happenes i hurt deep down..

i cant control my thoughts and im just terrible...

im a horrible partner and a hideous human being and the more i share the more my partners dont like me..

@Alex_034 IM NOT LEAVING COME BACK IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY..

@Alex_034 THIS AMIS ALL MY FAULT TELL SOMEONE A MEIGHTBKR AMYONE DONT DIE ON ME PKEASE DONT PLEASE GET HELP ANYWHERE PLEASE OLEASE OKSSE OKEAE PLEAEEOK A AODWKSOEK I MEED YOU I LOVE U I CARE ABT U U CANT

@Alex_034 I WAS STRESSED I DO THAT ALL THE TIME BECAUSE MY THOUGHTS GET THE BEAT OF ME I F ING NEED YOU GO PLEASE FIND SOMEONE ANYWAOBE

IM SORRY I DID THIS TO YOU IM SORRY I SAID THOSE THINGS IM SORRY I FELT ALL THOSE THINGS HUST DONT LEAVE

@Alex_034 u better be okay.

@Alex_034 i love u and im sorry.. im sorry i caused this.. im sorry i wasnt there to help.. im sorry i was offline while u were suffering.. im sorry im a moron.. i love u.. please dont leave me.. please stay..please live... please come back to me... please still love me... please dont give up... i need u... <3

bro..... reading this hit hard....

@TigGEr4LiFe Its a private chat! LEAVE PLEASE. /nbr

i wanna sob so hard rn. :> MAKE ME FEEL WORSE THEN I ALREADY DO AND I WANNA KMS RN SO WHY!?

SOME PEOPLE DONT RESPECT NOTHING LIKE...... im already dying inside.... :broken_heart:

@Alex_034 im not..im here.... kind of in pain...ish...
idk..

@Alex_034 yeah..... :broken_heart: i read all the messages in that chat.. every last one.... and i kinda went..a little nuts.. and i rlly genuinly feel depressed..so im glad ur back... <3

@Alex_034 NAW U JUST GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL ITS NOT UR FAULT. I didnt want u to suffer alone!! i wanted u to tell me... i was offline... and i wish i hadnt been.. u needed support.... U DIDNT DESERVE TO SUFFER AT ALL.....

@Alex_034 u didnt deserve that. and u need to tell the teachers. ur parents show them what they have done to u.. UR PARENTS NEED TO ADDRESS IT... :broken_heart:

@Alex_034 love,if u dont it will get worse... please.. :(

@Alex_034 ilysm.. <33333 im gonna be worrying mysekf to death for a few days :'3

just rest,be safe,alert ur parents abt the situation,and yeah.. *hugs* (not to tight so i dont hurt ya) i love you babe.. im so sorry... <333

@Alex_034 thats good,u need it. u need a ton of rest.

@Alex_034 i talked to the person who liked ur vent post. rhey havent texted back but i told them to unlike please and not to like anymore of u or my vents. :thumbsup:

ily <33

@Alex_034 IM COMING

@Alex_034 :sob: tag me

i thought i saw the devil..this morning...looking in the mirror.. drop of rum on my tongue..with a warning..to help me see myself clearer.. i never meant to start a fire..i never meant to make you bleed.......ill be a better (girl) today..

Ill be good ill be good..

and ill love (you) like i should..yeah..

ill be good ill be good,for all of the times..that i never could..

My past has tasted bitter...for years now..so i weild a iron fist,grace is just weakness..or so ive been told ive been gold ive been merciless.. but the blood on my hands scares me to death.. maybe im waking up..today..

ill be good ill be good,

and ill love (you) like i should,yeah..

ill be good ill be good.. (ill be good ill be good...)

for all of the life..that i..shut out..

for all of the innocent things that i doubt..

for all of the bruises ive caused and the tears..

for all of the things that ive done..all these...YEARS... no...

(yeah for all the sparks that i..stomp out..

for all of the perfect things that i doubt....)

ill be good ill be good,and ill love you like i should..yeah..

ill be good ill be good..for all of the times.. i never could..

for all of the times...i never could... :broken_heart:

pls im sorry for making you sad @SunLight00000025...

@dandys_world_123 get.out.of.my.private.chats.with.alex.right.now.

...

@dandys_world_123 these chats are ONLY for them. get out of em.it says ONLY alex,no one else.

SHUT UP I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT
HOW OLD ARE YOU ANYWAYS CUZ IM 19

@dandys_world_123
U R NOT. AND ITS CALLED PRIVACY FOR A REASON,RESPECT IT.

NO LITTLE ****

@-xx_milo_xx- k!ll me. pls.

@-xx_milo_xx- i..wanna..d!e....

hugs......please....... :broken_heart:

i wish alex was on...i want this to end but hes a liar and wont get outta my private chats i just.... im so depressed lstely.. past few days im a coward but i wanna harm myself..i scratched my arm so much they turned red and did it agsin bc i cant pick up a knife bc camera and im such a coward.. its building up inside i just need someone..... so.... bad.... :broken_heart:

@-xx_milo_xx- thank u.....sm... *hugs*
u dont know how badly i needed one........

ive been terrible ever since alex went to the hospital and it hasnt stopped... :broken_heart:

@-xx_milo_xx- <3/p .. :'( tysm...

im gonna make u smt. i feel like its needed.. u were here and u have been a big help....

i dont blame alex for not being here,theyre sleeping and they went to the hospital a few days ago,they need rest.

but im still making u smt. ty friendo.. :sparkles:

@-xx_milo_xx- its alright...
im sorry they just called u that.. :broken_heart:

theyre horrible ppl...

@-xx_milo_xx- yeah but it was still very mean..

@-xx_milo_xx- I gotta go sleep.. I'll make ur picture in the morning ^ ^ have a good day or night. <3/p

@Alex_034 look at the last think u said and read from there,it was a song.. <3 and uh drama happened. ima go eep. ily <3

@SunLight00000025 ur a big baby!!!

I'm glad they blocked me. I was so sick of it.

I hope u get on at some point.. I miss ya.. @Alex_034

It's been a day or more since u were on last.. and I feel very depressed.. and I had a song but I might have to send it again bc of drama...

@_-P01S0N_FL0W3RS-_ yeppers. :disappointed: this generation.

yeah...

yet another day of being glad to not be a gen alpha !!

@_-P01S0N_FL0W3RS-_ i wonder if im gen alpha- :sob:

nah,,

12 and over isnt gen alpha ^^

or was it 13??? unsure

@_-P01S0N_FL0W3RS-_ THANK GOODNESS :sob: i dont wanna be apart of that gen :disappointed:

it gets worse as the years go on

it really does,, </3

hi how are u are u okay?