I'M GOING TO GIVE MY LITTLE BROTHER MY NINTENDO :)

I DON'T LIKE HOW THINGS CHANGE :)

I'M ACTUALLY LOSING IT

WȚF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO

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I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO ABT THIS IRL

NO ONE CAN STOP ME

HELP

I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE

I'M SICK OF HIDING EVERYTHING

I ACTUALLY FEEL LIKE THROWING UP

bestie please... life well get better it might not seem it now but it will. i promise there are people who love and support you.

@nonvluna

I hope so

@_Greystripe_Grey_
i know it will

@nonvluna

I just feel so fcking hopeless rn

@_Greystripe_Grey_
*huggies*

@nonvluna
Everyday is going by and it's always the same. But every single second i feel more drained, More dead inside, More hopeless..

@_Greystripe_Grey_
it'll get better i promise.. maybe try a new hobby?... new show?..

@nonvluna

I've tried every hobby. i only like drawing. But i can't do it anymore..

Please dont do this to urself.
Grab a snack (if u can)
listen to a happy , upbeat or comforting song or watch a comfort show (like gravity falls or smth)
get a blanket.
its going to be okay.

Ily and everyone else does. (in a friendship way not relationship)

@_Greystripe_Grey_
maybe take a break from drawing a little bit?.. do you like to write?. maybe we can do a hobby together?.

@_ECHO_

I'll try ig

@nonvluna

I do love writing. I'm trying to get a account on a fanfic website.. Maybe we could write smt together?

you should read writ or draw if u like those things
:>
i hope ur okay

@_Greystripe_Grey_
thats what i was thinking heh what do you wana write about?.

@nonvluna

I have a gravity falls fic i made up

@_Greystripe_Grey_
can i hear it?/nf

@nonvluna

Sure
Uhhh

Axolotl made bill work at the mystery shack as a test to see if he could get out of theraprism

Axolotl sent bill to earth and bill worked there for a lil. He hated everyone at first (Only soos and melody were there at first) But than summer came and ford and stan came back from the boat trip thingy and dipper and mabel came back to gravity falls for the summer. Bill flirted with ford :disappointed:

Than bill eventually got attached to everyone-

oooo

also billford :disappointed: gay toxic old men i fluffing love them

@nonvluna

There's also tasty angst :disappointed:

@_Greystripe_Grey_
Exactly :disappointed:

@nonvluna
:disappointed:

@_Greystripe_Grey_
they r tasty :disappointed:

@nonvluna

Do yk what ao3 is? :3

@_Greystripe_Grey_
no qvq

WAIT-

JUST CHILL DOWN
DONT END THINGS
AND LETS NOT CUT

its ok to have bad dayd

ur not losing ur talent, ur just a bit burnt out

@nonvluna

It's a fanfic website :3

@FeralFangirlGoesWild

It's hard to chill out ngl-

@_Greystripe_Grey_
oooo

@nonvluna

I'm getting a account on the 14th and i'll make some fics if u wanna read em'

ik

but dont harm urslef in ANY way

just get in ur bed
get some snacks and maybe a drink

then watch some youtube videos or a show

rlly anything that comforts you

@_Greystripe_Grey_
cool!!

@FeralFangirlGoesWild

I'm watching gravity falls rn

Starting to feel a little better

@nonvluna
:3

@_Greystripe_Grey_
:33 im drawing the main cast of arc 2 of wc for an animation i wana do :sob:

@nonvluna

I'm terrible at animation-

@_Greystripe_Grey_
same :sob:

@nonvluna
:sob:

@_Greystripe_Grey_
its a feathertail x tawnypelt one :sob: :sob:

@nonvluna

AWWW :sob:

@_Greystripe_Grey_
:sob: my feathertail design is pretty :sob:

YAY >:]

Nooo @_Greystripe_Grey_ DONT DO THAT OR IM COMING 4 U

hey, it will be ok. if you would like, i can pray for you

I can't promise a lasting cure for the challenges you are facing. At least not by the means I'm going to specify below, but the following has been proven to alleviate these symptoms.

Firstly though, I am going to bring up this one big caveat. The problem (not the root problem mind you) stems from believing happiness is somewhere else.
"If I were somewhere else, then I'd be happy"
"If I had some great thing, then I'd be happy"
"If I were dead, then I'd be happy"
And so on, so forth...

(Continued)
The root problem is more likely that one or more of your -very real needs- is not being met, and you are deprived.

I don't know if I can help you find the specific root problem, but you might in the meantime want to consider doing one or more of the following:
1. Spend more time with nature. Go on a walk, or a hike, smell the flowers, touch some grass, pet a cat, etc...
2. Spend time with people who lift you up. Get away from negative people.
3. Listen to good music.

(Continued)
4. Talk with people you trust. Having unstructured conversation about anything you like with trusted friends and family may help you meet your need to be loved and feel important.
5. Do a kind deed. Some researchers refer to the feeling you get from that as "the helpers high".
6. Get some exercise. It may be uncomfortable, but you feel better when you're in better health condition. Healthy diet goes along with that one.
7. Take a moment sometimes to reflect on your choices.

There's more advice I could give, but I think this list is big enough for now. I hope this can be helpful in any way. Let me know if there's anything else you want me to add, of if this helps in any way.

@The_Adjudicator
ive...techniclly done all of these w in the past week
Idk if ive improved ehe..
it just keeps getting worse n worse for me
yes, my happiness is indeed somewhere else
i cant see em cuz my parents wont let me.
they r there for me n see me when my parents dont rly

@_Greystripe_Grey_
hey hun
i hope ur doin okey :purple_heart:
im here for u if u need to talk (even tho im late to dis)

@-Ames-
Unfortunately, the activities I've listed above are more 'temporary remedy' for the day-to-day, and likely won't have lasting change. The challenge is learning to link your self-worth on internal things that you can control. If your self-worth is dependant on circumstances you can't control, you will spiral downward whenever those things go wrong.

Depression/anxiety, etc.. is a different story however.

If you would like me to share more, is there somewhere on your page we could talk?